On the 7s: Episode 4
Physical Self-Accountability and Responsibility of Your Physical Existence
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Now bring your attention back
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to the tips of your toes your
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energy and attention and focus
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now push that energy and
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attention and that focus back
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up through your toes. push it
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through your arches push that
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energy and attention back up
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through and around your heels
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and up into your ankles and
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push that energy and attention
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up into your calves and into
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your knees and keep pushing it
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up through your thighs and up
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and around your hips and into
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your root Chakra. Push that
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energy and attention up into
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your sacral Chakra and keep
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pushing it up into that solar
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Plexus Chakra and push it right
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on up into that heart, Chakra
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and push that energy and
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attention up into that throat,
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Chakra and push it up and
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around your teeth and mouth and
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nose and ears and eyes and into
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that third eye Chakra and push
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it up into the crown, Chakra
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and leave it there. Breathe in
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Hold
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Breathe out.
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And hold.
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Now in your mind’s eye above.
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that crown Chakra above all of
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that energy and attention and
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focus. above your body, there
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should be a light It doesn’t
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matter what color light there
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is, and if there isn’t a light
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there imagine one there reach
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up in your Mind’s IV and grab a
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hold of that light. feel the
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vibration of the light.
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Feel the frequency of the
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light.
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Become one with the vibration
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and one with the frequency of
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the light and hold it there.
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Breathe in
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Hold
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Breathe out.
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And hold.
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Now push that light down to
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where it is covering up your
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crown Chakra push that light
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all the way down to where it
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meets your crown, Chakra and
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all of your energy and
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attention and focus to where
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it’s covering up just the top
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portion of your forehead and
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hold it there. Breath in.
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Hold
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Breathe out.
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And hold.
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Now push that light down a
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little further push the light
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down to where it is covering up
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your third eye. Chakra push
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that light all the way down to
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where it is right at the top of
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your eyebrows and hold it
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there. Breath in.
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Hold
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Breathe out.
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And hold.
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Now push that light down a
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little further push that light
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all the way down to where it
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goes down over your eyes around
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your nose, teeth and mouth and
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chin and let it reside at your
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throat. Chakra push that light
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all the way down to where it is
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covering just the top portion
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of your shoulders and hold it
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there. Breathe in
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Breathe out.
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And hold.
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Now push that light down a
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little further push the light
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all the way down to where it is
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covering up your heart. Chakra
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push the light all the way down
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to where it is in the middle of
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your breastplate region and
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hold it there. Breathe in.
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Breathe out.
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And hold.
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Now push that light down even
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further push it down to where
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it is covering up your solar.
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Plexus Chakra push the light
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down to where it is covering up
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everything at the top portion
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of your stomach region and hold
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it there. Breathe in.
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Breathe out.
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And hold.
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Now push the light down even
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further push it down to where
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it it is covering up your
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sacral Chakra push the light
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all the way down till it is
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right above your seated hip
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area and hold it there. Breathe
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in.
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Hold
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Out
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And hold.
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Now push that light down even
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further push it down to where
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it is covering up your root
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Chakra push that light all the
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way down to where it is
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covering up the middle portion
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of your thighs and hold it
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there. Breathe in.
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Hold
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Out
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And hold.
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Now push the light all the way
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through your thighs, push it
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down into your knees down into
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your calves down to your ankles
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down into and around your heels
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and into the top of your feet
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and your arches and all the way
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down to the tips of your toes
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and hold it there. Breath in.
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Out
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And hold.
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And as you see yourself full of
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light, all majestic. expand the
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light out to cover your mind’s
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eye view expand it out until it
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becomes one with the universe
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and then one universe. now. as
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we did with the I do with your
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body begin to expand out your
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body to cover your mind’s eye
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view allow your body to become
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one with the universe and then
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one universe. It there. Breathe
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in
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Breathe out.
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And hold.
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Just enjoy. Floated around
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Enjoy. mindful of your breath
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look around. whatever comes to
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you grab a hold of it and put
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it into your heart. Chakra.
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Everything that you see is
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yours.
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Just put them in there. put
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them in there. Whatever comes
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at you put it in there. put it
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in there. Now take your left
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hand in your mind’s eye and put
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it over your heart. Chakra.
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And take your right hand in
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your mind’s eye and put it on
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your right your left shoulder
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and hold it there. Breathe in
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Hold
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Breathe out.
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And hold.
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Yes, just enjoy that.
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Now,
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With your hands still in those
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positions.
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Contract the light. contract
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your body. And put your
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attention and your focus and
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your energy at the tip of your
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toes where all of that light.
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is. to begin to push that light
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through your toes. Push that
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light through your arches push
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that light through the rest of
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your foot and up and around
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your heel and up into your
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ankle. push the light and
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energy and attention up to your
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Achilles. push that light and
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energy and attention up into
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your calves and up into your
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knees. And push that light and
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energy and attention up into
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your thighs and up and around
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into your hips and deposit that
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all into your root Chakra.
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Breathe in
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He’s out.
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And hold.
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And I push that light and
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energy and attention and focus.
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into your sacral Chakra and
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hold it there. Breathe in.
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Breathe out.
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And hold.
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Now push that energy and light
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and attention and focus up into
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that solar Plexus Chakra and
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hold it there. Breathe in
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Hold
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Out
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And hold.
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Now push that light and energy
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and attention and focus into
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your heart Chakra where
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everything that you desire to
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manifest has been pulled in and
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consumed and hold it there.
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Breathe in
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Breathe out.
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And hold.
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Now push that energy and
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attention and focus and
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empowered manifestations out of
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the heart Chakra into the
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throat, Chakra and hold it
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there. Breathe in
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Home
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Breathe out.
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And hold.
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Now, I push that energy and
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attention and light and focus
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and energize manifestations up
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through your chin and up around
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your teeth and nose and ears
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and eyes and into that third
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eye Chakra and hold it there.
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Breathe in
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Hold
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Breathe out.
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And hold.
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Now push that energy and
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attention and and light and
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energize manifestations into up
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through and out of your crown
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Chakra and let it illuminate
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your third eye view like the
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stars. Hold it there. Breathe
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in.
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Breathe out.
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And hold.
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Asking that for a moment shall
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we?
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It is good being you. It is
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good being me bask in all of
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that.
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Now, as you begin to rub your
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hands together take three deep
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breaths fill your lungs up as
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much as you can hold it and
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release. we’re going to do
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three of those breathe in.
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Hold And relief while we’re
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rubbing our hands together.
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breathe in.
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And release. Last one breathe
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in.
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And release. And as we come
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back to the now we’re grateful
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and thankful for everyone. that
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is here. This is on the sevens
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with Piper’s be metatron. I am
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pr’s be metatron your host. I
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am like Beetlejuice over here.
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I’m the hostess with the
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mostess and it is good to be me
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and it’s good to be here as I’m
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turning over here to take care
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of some technical issues. I’m
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going to open up the floor
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Anyone have any good news any
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news or. There’s any type of
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reports or anything they would
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like to share how they’re how
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things have been going the past
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few days since of May and just
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overall greeting period. so
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Mike is open the floor is open.
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Oh, come on y’all. Nobody got
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nothing. Hello. Hi Joe man. Hi.
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I’m driving. I’m sorry but I
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got the house I told you I told
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you he was going to get the
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house. Saturday I was because
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they didn’t want to pay for
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work and I forgot I didn’t even
20:08
do my 2020 taxes and I was a
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friend so you know. I was
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frantic. I’m I’m still kind of
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frantic but it’s a different
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type of and so yeah, so I’m
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just happy that III haven’t
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been able to settle down. It’s
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up and down like a roller
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coaster so right but thank God.
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Thank God absolutely no. thank
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you. That you did that thank
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you. Yeah.
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I do appreciate that. Yeah.
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It’s not yeah. I never owned
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anything but the cars you know,
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but this is this is amazing.
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It’s amazing. Now you can
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change that part of your story.
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You can tell a new story now
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now you are a homeowner and and
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and it feels good doesn’t it II
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have been part of a couple of
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homes ownership and it was a
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definitely was something that
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made me feel good and very good
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about myself. It was an
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achievement. Yeah. I was really
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good when I got the keys so the
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house is is going to be built.
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It won’t be it’ll be available
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October 15th 2 days after my
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birthday so hey, hey. Look at
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this. I’m still brand New House
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ain’t nobody ever lived in it,
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but you can’t nope Nope. I’ve
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had one built from the ground
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up to my specs and nobody lived
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in it before I did so I know
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that’s an extra extra pat on
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the back so give yourself a pat
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on the back for that one very
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good.
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Anybody else got anything they
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would like to share. I got I
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gotta share for today.
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Absolutely alright, go ahead.
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Bro I just I just got a new job
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offer in my email today.
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Absolutely man. absolutely I
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was I didn’t get a chance to
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talk to you about it, but
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there’s another one that’s
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coming in about 45 days after
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this one is you take this job.
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There’s another one. that’s
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really the job you really
22:18
wanted, but you know the old
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saying you you when you’re out
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of work. you can’t get nothing
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but as soon as you get a job,
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there’s 100 more to come after
22:24
you So yeah, this is. This one
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is a means to an end, but the
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other one that’s coming is
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about 45 days away. Yeah. It’s
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funny. You say that because as
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soon as I got this offer I
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emailed another company saying
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Hey, are you guys still in
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play? Hey and don’t accept
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nothing man don’t accept
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nothing get get get them
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beating and and negotiating
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against themselves brother get
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them to do that man. That’s how
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you do that just because you
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are looking for a job. don’t
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mean you’re desperate it just
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means you’re looking. That’s
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how I used to always tell
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people Yeah. yes, sir. Yes sir.
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but yeah now everything’s been
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good. It’s been working on
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trying to trying to manifest
23:04
that and get my mojo right so
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absolutely man absolutely well.
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Well, you know I am quite sure
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everybody was very very glad.
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At a soul level when when April
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ended and may began even though
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the first couple of days being
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kind of bumpy and and there’s
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been some. we are finally
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getting the full fallout of
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that. that Scorpio full moon
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from about a week or so days
23:31
ago. so I thought it would be
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appropriate. if we got into the
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mental Self today we touched on
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the spirit. Self there’s still
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much more of the spiritual
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stuff that we’re going to go
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through and we we broke down
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the physical self, but there’s
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a whole lot more than that too,
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but I want to I wanted to get
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into the mental Self. partly
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partly because it’s it’s vital
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and it’s important but another
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part is because of all of the
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of the outside issues that are
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going on in society and and of
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all of the of the things and
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the the rhetoric and the
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negativity. A toxicity. I
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wanted to start talking about
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the mental self because that is
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that is where all of the most
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effective warfare takes place.
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It doesn’t it doesn’t take
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place on a battlefield takes
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place in between here in
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between those ears and if they
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can defeat you here the the
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rest is very very, very, very
24:36
easy. so we want to get into
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the mental self and the mental
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Self.
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The highlight of the or the
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theme of the mental Self is
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from the mind I rule and thus
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the background that I have.
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before me. This was one of the
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first. that I. did when I got
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to this software back in 2013
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and 2014, and. it it has come
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back around to me so much more.
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Mental self is is attached the
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third eye Chakra. and I was
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saying about the mental Self.
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our thoughts. become our theme.
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Look around everybody. Take a
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take a brief look even you
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Joanne in the car driving look
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around in your immediate
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environment regardless if you
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own the place rented regardless
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of where you are if you’re at
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work wherever you are right
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now, look around in your
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immediate environment and guess
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what. your thoughts created all
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of that. where I’m sitting
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right now and what I am doing
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right now was a thought of mine
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years ago or months ago or
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weeks ago or days ago or this
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morning or if it. Minutes ago,
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our thoughts become our things.
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You know before there was a
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computer, somebody thought of a
26:18
computer before there was zoom
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calls, somebody thought, Hey,
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let’s get everybody together
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and let’s put them on. let’s
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let them show their faces and
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interact and talk it became a
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thing the chair you’re sitting
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in that car you’re driving
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Jolene with somebody’s thought.
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Them shoes you got on, you know
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pretty much everything that we
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interact with here in threed
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was a thought that manifest
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that someone else manifested
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your thoughts. become your
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things your words. thoughts
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words are the vehicles by which
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the cosmos in the universe
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returns your manifestation. So
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what you set into motion with
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your mouth, your words and and
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and what you believe. Thoughts
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It shall be it is so you know
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you have to set an emotion and
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then you have to believe and
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part of belief is injecting
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your own ambition, which is you
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know, II say the word ambition,
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but I really mean effort
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meaning get up off of your own
27:22
**** and do something because
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there’s a piece to every
27:26
manifestation. There’s a
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cosmos, Spartan and there’s
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your part. Cosmos will always
27:32
do their part You want to know
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you want to wonder why your
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stuff ain’t manifesting. It’s
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not the cosmos fault. when I
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was preaching and I was
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preaching in the church years
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and years ago, like three or
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four lifetimes ago, it seems
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like that’s how long ago. it
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has it. It was as far as where
27:54
I’m at where I am spiritually
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now. II preached the sermon
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once and I said if God has
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moved if God if you cannot
28:06
locate God guess who moved it
28:07
wasn’t God God in the same
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place I’ve been in It’s the
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same thing. It’s the same thing
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the mental Self. That’s why
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it’s attached to your third eye
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Chakra Those of us that are
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really in tune with the third
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eye. We know it opens up and we
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can see and know everything the
28:25
third eye does more than see
28:26
it’s seeing and. Knowing it’s
28:29
all eye as well. so from the
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mind. I meaning you your higher
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self your master Self rules and
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rises. You’re you you you
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ascend rise here means the
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ascension process. on a on a
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more biological.
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sociopolitical. Whatever.
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correct.
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Status or level the mental Self
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influences, and this is my own
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definition. Just didn’t come
29:04
out of no Webster’s. This is
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out of PB metatron Dictionary.
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This ain’t not a a webster’s or
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no collegiate version. This is
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Piper’s Metatron Master Self
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dictionary definition. mental
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Self. Is it influences our
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judgment. and decision making
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abilities and determines our
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perspectives and Not why how?
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we react to all situations and
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I’m not really talking about
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good or indifferent. I’m
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talking about adversarial
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confrontational. you know you
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get your life is threatened you
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in a life or death situation.
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I’m talking about that. Yes
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victorious.
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Oh, I thought you wanted to add
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some Oh no, I was just muting.
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Oh. okay. Okay. Okay. So from
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our mind.
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from the
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mind. the mind is and
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how it’s developed and and how
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it has been nurtured and how he
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has been fed. That’s where we
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make our judgments we we make
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our judgments we think about it
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or if it’s a split second
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judgment, it’s something that
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is in in our. Capacity. so the
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mental Self influences our
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judgment environment does and
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and some things are
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circumstantial that influence
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our judgment as well, but for
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the most part our our mental
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Self takes care of our judgment
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and our decision making
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ability. you know with from a
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from AAA mental foundation that
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looks like a lake where there
30:55
is, it’s not settled. it’s
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going to. Some unsettled and
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wobbly decision making. from AA
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Mental foundation that is like
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granite you’re going to come
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solid. decisions.
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And it determines our
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perspective and what I mean by
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perspectives mentally you know
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our mind determines how we look
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at things you guys have ever
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been a part of a of a test. I
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know anybody who’s who’s who’s
31:28
study psychology as being a
31:29
part of one of these tests or
31:31
another where they’ll get ten
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or twenty or 100 people.
31:36
together and they will have
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they will stage an accident in
31:42
front of them. And they will
31:46
separate all hundred people All
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ten does this is Jews ten
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separate ten people and they
31:52
will sit them down and ask them
31:54
what happened. You guys already
31:59
know the answer right, it’s
32:00
going to be ten different
32:01
versions of what happened.
32:06
Because everybody sees things
32:09
the way they see them because
32:11
of how your mind has been
32:13
conditioned and programmed and
32:15
how you have changed your mind
32:17
to see something.
32:22
And I say something absolutely
32:25
please do so I have been doing
32:29
a daily prayer mantra if you
32:31
will and one of the things I
32:34
have been saying is that I am
32:36
willing to change my perception
32:38
of myself. Yes, how I do
32:41
things.
32:45
What’s been really interesting?
32:45
is that today I had some
32:48
errands to run.
32:52
I
32:52
didn’t have any time
32:54
constraints but for whatever
32:57
reason like in my mind, I felt
32:58
like I should have been
33:00
wherever it was that I had to
33:01
go at a certain time and so all
33:03
of a sudden I noticed I started
33:05
to get uneasy and then when I
33:08
started to think about what was
33:09
making me uncomfortable, it was
33:12
because in my mind I was
33:15
allowing something different to
33:17
happen in my life, but for some
33:19
reason it made me
33:20
uncomfortable. Absolutely. And
33:23
so so anyway, all I have to say
33:25
is that you know paying
33:26
attention to it and you know
33:28
again going back to. paying
33:31
attention to the things that
33:32
you speak into existence. How
33:36
they manifest almost instantly
33:39
absolutely absolutely. a
33:42
perfect example of of what you
33:46
just said about speaking
33:48
something into existence the
33:51
NFL draft was a couple of days
33:53
ago. There’s a kid that got.
33:58
picked with the fifteenth pick
34:01
of the draft and It was the it
34:05
was like the the perfect storm.
34:07
it was the perfect team for
34:08
this guy and he plays a
34:11
position that this team needs
34:13
and so one of those little
34:15
perfect little things that
34:17
happen and they showed his
34:20
backstory and when he was, I
34:23
don’t know five or six or 7
34:24
years old, he wrote something
34:27
on Christmas, he said I am
34:30
going to grow up and be an NFL
34:32
player. I don’t know what.
34:36
However, I’m going to do it and
34:36
they show that there’s a
34:37
picture of his mom kept that
34:39
picture. there is power in your
34:42
words. you guys see he was six.
34:46
He was six and people might
34:47
say, Oh, no, I was a little kid
34:49
and he don’t know. yes. Yeah.
34:50
Yeah. six 7 years old, you know
34:52
you know you know the mind is
34:56
is is powerful. I believe we’re
34:58
born with all of this our
35:00
mental powers and then. it’s.
35:04
Society and Threed is designed
35:06
that from the time we split the
35:08
Y until 7 years old. They do
35:10
everything in their power to
35:12
make sure that we’re scrambled
35:14
brains They treat us like we’re
35:15
just the biggest idiots and
35:16
when you’re talking to a baby.
35:20
the baby probably looking at
35:21
you like what are you saying
35:22
man? What’s that speak? You
35:24
know? it’s it’s just the
35:25
development of of of things.
35:28
It’s it’s the development of
35:29
things. can I say something
35:32
before I forget? I’m sorry
35:34
absolutely. today in my
35:36
session, I was sharing that.
35:38
When I’m you know, I’m from the
35:40
Bronx and we don’t really go. I
35:42
don’t go to the beaches we have
35:44
portrait beach, but it’s
35:46
nothing like the California
35:48
beaches like East Coast. We got
35:50
it’s a masculine beaches
35:52
compared to California. It’s
35:54
feminine because you it every
35:56
15 minutes to realize I was
35:58
looking at a beach when I went
35:59
to visit a beach in Oceanside
36:02
15 minutes. Wow because your
36:04
brain my brain is not used to
36:06
seeing in a beach. Yes, it is
36:07
not and so. I was telling my
36:10
client, I said, Can you imagine
36:13
when your body is giving you
36:14
something new? How long it will
36:16
take you for you to realize
36:18
it’s something new. Absolutely
36:21
it takes a while it takes a
36:24
while, and I know I know for a
36:26
fact even though it’d be
36:28
conversation, it’s not an
36:28
everyday conversation. That’s
36:29
why I like you know I like it
36:31
because it’s not an everyday
36:32
conversation. Absolutely
36:34
absolutely and you’re right and
36:36
I’m a firm believer and I know
36:37
this to be true that you gotta
36:39
do something at least 88 days
36:40
in a row for it to become AA
36:44
permanent thing. repetition is
36:48
what is what. breeds
36:51
familiarity you’re just not
36:52
going to pick up something or
36:53
like you, said, introduce your
36:54
body to something new. You’ve
36:56
been you’ve been eating
36:59
cardboard all your life and now
37:00
all of a sudden you want to
37:01
start eating meals you ain’t
37:03
going to be able to just stop
37:04
you ain’t going to be able to
37:06
just pick up some nails and
37:07
start eating them today you’re
37:08
going to have to wean off the
37:10
cardboard and start weaning to
37:12
the nail. You can’t just in
37:13
your body The first couple of
37:15
days, your body will be like.
37:16
Hey Dawg. What is this? I’m not
37:17
used to this what’s happening?
37:19
Wait wait absolutely and it’s
37:22
all about how you see things.
37:23
How do you how you look at
37:24
things? How how the scene?
37:30
affects your mental mind? What
37:31
what picture does your mind
37:35
make when you think about it?
37:38
That’s what that’s what our
37:40
perspective is and then from
37:43
that from the picture that your
37:44
mind paints or takes of any
37:48
situation circumstances or or
37:51
endeavor, then the the the
37:53
proper reaction that that have
37:55
already programmed in ourselves
37:57
will come out if it’s something
37:58
that pleases us, then the. To
38:02
reaction and the the physical
38:04
reaction from the mental will
38:06
be pleasant if it’s something
38:08
that disturbs us it’ll be
38:09
guarded if it’s something that
38:10
threatens us. we’ll be
38:12
aggressive. That’s just how it
38:14
is. It’s all first from the
38:16
perspective from the mind from
38:18
the mind. With that being said
38:22
the first thing that we all
38:24
have to do and and some of us
38:28
like me, you gotta do this
38:29
every morning. and that is
38:33
assessing your personal state
38:35
of mind. Anybody else on this
38:40
car and I’m going to get to
38:41
this in a minute but I knew I
38:45
was. different II use the word
38:47
different now when I was a kid,
38:50
I said crazy, I knew I was
38:51
different. It’s about six or 7
38:53
years old when I could see
38:57
folks and shapes and things in
39:00
the house and in the yard that
39:01
nobody else can see and I could
39:03
hear **** that I knew people I
39:05
knew people. It because they
39:08
weren’t reacting like it was
39:09
because they heard the same
39:10
thing I heard they would’ve had
39:11
the same look on their face or
39:13
the same reaction or the same
39:15
internal reaction. So.
39:20
Yeah, I never took myself. too
39:24
serious, but I always believe
39:25
my most humble hype. You know
39:27
what I mean. never. was the
39:31
reluctant spokesman, but once
39:32
you put me in a spokesman
39:33
position, then you’re going to
39:34
have to hear what I gotta say
39:35
you know. I’m not. yeah. yeah
39:38
assessing your personal state
39:39
of mind anybody go to a mental
39:42
health. Check. list every
39:45
morning. I thought I was crazy
39:47
last week. On on
39:54
Wednesday,
39:56
Huh, I sure did
39:57
think it was Thursday. Two
40:02
people on this call got text
40:04
from me Bliss blissful Thursday
40:06
rising and then I was like, oh
40:07
wait, I mean I was on a call
40:10
waiting on folks getting the
40:12
attitude because they wasn’t on
40:13
the call all the whole day
40:15
ahead. Anybody anybody do.
40:20
mental health assessment or you
40:21
just be like, okay. It is what
40:23
it is. Do you. Check yourself
40:25
Do you do do you find yourself?
40:31
Forgetting something like that
40:32
you thought about 5 minutes
40:34
ago, but you can remember what
40:35
you wore at your junior high
40:38
graduation. Absolutely. Yeah.
40:41
Yeah. Yeah. I’m somebody asked
40:43
me something about about hour
40:46
ago and I’ve been sitting here
40:47
while we’ve been on this call
40:49
rolling back in my head. What
40:51
did they ask me? What did they
40:52
ask me? but if you ask me what
40:54
I wore to eighth grade to the
40:56
eighth grade icebreaker dance,
40:58
I can tell you.
41:02
What I really want to want to
41:04
want to talk about because of.
41:07
of all of the shenanigans that
41:11
go on you know mental illness
41:15
is a very real.
41:19
And it affects or has affected
41:22
all of us and none of us got in
41:26
the way with ducking the lick
41:29
of having either a close family
41:32
member.
41:35
AAA cousin a coworker. hell
41:39
maybe a boyfriend girlfriend a
41:42
spouse. you know, maybe
41:46
somebody at the store. Yeah,
41:50
mental illness is very, very,
41:52
very real and there there
41:55
isn’t. Ain’t nobody got have no
41:59
bottom bottom line. You know
42:02
what’s the least? what’s the
42:04
least amount of nuts? you know
42:06
you? there’s no like you know.
42:11
yes, yes.
42:15
You have something that mental
42:17
health is very sneaky.
42:19
Absolutely. it is a very fine
42:21
line. It’s quiet. It’s it’s
42:24
sneaky, you can literally you
42:26
could literally go to bed
42:28
tonight with your right mind
42:30
and wake up on some other
42:31
planet tomorrow and still be in
42:33
your head you that it’s that
42:35
that’s fast and there are no
42:37
there are no warning signs.
42:39
There’s no symptoms and there’s
42:41
you know like a cold you start
42:43
sniffling and all of that you
42:44
don’t get no you don’t get no
42:47
symptom. There are no. Light
42:49
that pops up over your head
42:50
talking about you’re getting
42:51
ready to go crazy man. It
42:53
doesn’t happen like that mental
42:54
illness is quiet and it affects
42:58
like I said it affects all of
42:59
us. You know all of us all of
43:01
us. whether we know it or not
43:03
we have dealt with and have
43:06
been influenced by somebody
43:07
that has been besieged with
43:10
some form of mental illness.
43:15
You can’t get around it can’t
43:16
get around it. mental illness
43:17
is very real and it affects all
43:19
of us. Yes Jolene go ahead.
43:28
So what and then what I really
43:31
really want to talk about is
43:33
nobody on this planet. Nobody
43:35
on threed. is normal anybody on
43:40
this call think you’re normal.
43:41
I want you to open up your
43:43
microphone and tell me why. so
43:47
normal about you. You know what
43:50
can I can? I share something?
43:53
absolutely please do so. I have
43:56
taken Myers Briggs personality
43:59
test like a few times. and it’s
44:03
interesting like for some
44:05
reason like I must have read
44:07
that test and then just didn’t
44:09
pay attention to some things
44:10
but anyway, come to find out.
44:12
I’m an I in what is it INF?
44:18
Whatever it is right but
44:20
anyway, long story short, it
44:22
said that my personality type,
44:25
which was an advocating or an
44:27
advocate, huh my personality
44:30
type make 1%. is you know it
44:33
only makes a 1% of the people
44:35
on the planet right so you ask
44:38
the question does anybody feel
44:40
like they’re different. It’s
44:42
funny because like I just
44:44
thought that was like
44:45
absolutely hilarious. Because
44:48
I’m just like you know, I’ve
44:51
always felt different, but I’m
44:52
like how how would I know what
44:54
feels different from other
44:55
people? You know what I mean
44:56
well and and for you
44:59
victorious, it’s it’s even.
45:03
more different because you’re
45:04
left handed right so it ain’t
45:07
ain’t you, you know. it wasn’t
45:10
a lot of stuff made for y’all.
45:12
I mean I remember being in
45:13
school with the left handed
45:14
kids would be sometimes they’ll
45:16
be crying because I can’t use
45:17
the damn scissors because they
45:19
work for they put them in the
45:21
right hand. I remember that yes
45:22
and you know what for me and I
45:25
guess you know because I have a
45:26
lot of Gemini or at least three
45:28
planets in my Gemini. so. As a
45:30
result of being left handed and
45:32
not having all the tools
45:34
available for me, it forced me
45:37
to adapt and so there are
45:39
actually things that I’m better
45:41
with. with my right hand as
45:43
opposed to my left hand.
45:45
absolutely because you had to
45:46
you had no choice. it forced me
45:48
to adapt. absolutely
45:50
absolutely. so no one is normal
45:52
if if if you know. you know
45:56
people especially right now
45:58
they they everybody want to we
45:59
just want to get back to
46:00
normal. It wasn’t normal before
46:02
mm-hmm mm-hmm, but I don’t.
46:05
What what what they think it
46:07
was going on, but it was
46:09
nothing normal about what was
46:09
happening before no one is
46:13
normal. each one of us are
46:16
unique unique. I tell everybody
46:19
be yourself everybody else is
46:20
taken. ain’t No ain’t nothing
46:23
normal. We all of us. This is
46:26
what I wrote. No one is normal.
46:28
We are all a little nuts. If
46:33
you don’t identify with the
46:37
quirky off balance.
46:41
you know borderline crazy
46:43
things about you, then you’re
46:45
not ready to embrace your full
46:47
self. You’re not you’re not. I
46:49
know I’m not. I know I’m a
46:51
nutty professor. I know I can
46:53
get scattered brain. I know I
46:55
got a. got a couple of 180
46:59
sevens. I could do and go right
47:00
to sleep. I wouldn’t have a
47:02
problem. I could shoot somebody
47:03
in the **** and go right to
47:05
sleep and not even have a
47:06
problem. You know, you know
47:08
that’s strange. Yeah. go ahead.
47:10
you know. it’s funny that you
47:12
mentioned like the number of
47:14
people that you say that have
47:16
mental illness around us, but
47:19
then like let’s talk about our
47:20
moments of insanity. Absolutely
47:23
my own my own moments of I
47:25
ain’t talking about nobody
47:26
else. I’m talking about how my
47:28
mental illness has affected all
47:30
the people I didn’t dealt with.
47:31
I didn’t I used to run these
47:33
offices so I know, Oh, yeah I
47:35
know. I didn’t affect some
47:38
folks with my mental illness
47:39
because I was I was a tyrant as
47:42
a as a boss, so II didn’t
47:45
somebody. came around to a.
47:50
evaluation time of the year and
47:54
this one employee didn’t take
47:56
any sick time and didn’t call
47:58
out sick or miss any days. for
48:02
the whole year right so we’re
48:04
in the we’re in. Review and I’m
48:09
the manager and I checked on
48:10
that box where it said
48:12
attendance. it said you could.
48:16
meet you can fail Standard meet
48:19
or exceed standard so Y’all
48:22
already know I put she met the
48:24
standard because she came to
48:26
work every day So when I gave
48:28
it to her, she looked at me,
48:29
she was like, Oh my God. This
48:30
is wrong. I should get exceed
48:32
and I say how should you get a
48:34
seeding the standard when you
48:36
showed up every day. You were
48:39
supposed to be here Monday
48:41
through Friday, eight to five
48:42
and that’s what you did. You
48:44
didn’t work Monday through
48:46
Sunday 24 hours a day for you
48:47
to work every day for 24 hours
48:50
a day that’s exceeding the
48:52
standard your standard was to
48:54
show up every day. They thought
48:59
I was mentally ill. Yeah. They
49:01
thought I wasn’t. it’s a little
49:02
harsh. How. I mean. How I just
49:10
you know, I have like a little,
49:12
I don’t know a curve or
49:13
something I don’t know. well,
49:16
you know and I told him, I said
49:17
you you, you know they can’t
49:20
they always came to me about an
49:21
incentive. I said your senator
49:22
to come to work happen twice a
49:24
month on payday. That’s the
49:26
only incentive you need to show
49:27
up right. What do you mean you
49:28
need extra money to come
49:31
should’ve asked for that when
49:32
you was negotiating your job. I
49:35
did that’s what I did so I
49:36
don’t need an incentive.
49:39
Assessing your personal state
49:40
of Mind, II told you I was
49:43
mental. I was really really,
49:45
but there was a bunch of other
49:46
stuff is going on around there
49:48
too, because you know I was in
49:49
corporate America. It wasn’t
49:50
too many of me in the position
49:52
that I was in so II was putting
49:55
out fires and fighting
49:56
spiritual battles that was
49:58
going on that had much more to
50:00
do than just me being in that
50:02
office, You know which
50:04
direction assessing your
50:05
personal state of mind which
50:07
direction does your mental.
50:10
Moral Compass point
50:15
What do you think about?
50:20
Self defense What do you think
50:23
about?
50:28
Freedom of speech. What do you
50:32
think about?
50:36
Defending your stances and your
50:40
beliefs.
50:45
Which direction does your
50:46
mental? moral compass? Do you
50:51
think do you do you? do you? do
50:53
you look to get over on
50:54
everybody or just certain
50:56
people or no one? What do you
51:00
do when nobody’s watching you
51:01
at least you think no one’s
51:03
watching you. which direction.
51:07
does your mental moral compass
51:09
point? Does it does it always
51:11
point up to the high flying
51:12
disc or? This is spinning and
51:16
never settled on anything. Your
51:20
your morality your morality
51:22
didn’t come from your heart.
51:23
Your morality comes from your
51:25
mind and how you perceive
51:27
things which which direction.
51:31
you know. III put it this way I
51:33
am not for murder, but I will
51:35
defend my own life. Yeah. A
51:40
member for murder, However,
51:42
it’s me if it’s me and you I’m
51:44
going to make sure that my
51:45
version of the story is the
51:46
only one being told. yeah sure
51:49
will.
51:53
That’s where my moral compass
51:55
points towards self
51:57
preservation, protecting me and
51:58
my I will protect me and mine.
52:01
I’m not going to turn the other
52:03
cheek. If you hit me in my
52:03
mouth, I’m going to hit you in
52:05
yours.
52:08
When you come to steal my
52:09
stuff, I’m going to put up a
52:10
fight. I’m not just going to
52:12
give you my stuff. I’m going to
52:12
put up a fight. my compass. I
52:18
believe that people should
52:19
leave other people’s stuff
52:20
alone and you should keep your
52:21
hands to yourself if we follow
52:23
those two rules, this world
52:24
will be a whole different place
52:25
if people would leave other
52:27
people’s stuff alone. and keep
52:30
their hands to themselves.
52:33
solve a whole lot of problems.
52:36
Man whole lot of problems which
52:37
direction does you know more?
52:40
Point you got something to add
52:41
on that one notorious oh, no.
52:44
I’m just and I was just
52:46
thinking about one of those
52:47
moments of insanity. One of my
52:50
neighbors moved my lingerie out
52:54
of the machine. And I had a
52:57
real issue with that and I had
52:59
a moment needless to say, Look
53:02
I hey, I don’t want nobody
53:04
touching my drawers either. I’m
53:06
like look you can come knock on
53:08
the door or something. Yeah.
53:11
Yeah, which which direction
53:13
does look I don’t go out
53:16
looking for fights. I don’t go
53:17
out, you know being all
53:19
aggressive and all that, but I
53:21
guarantee you if a fight walk
53:22
up to me, it’s not going to get
53:24
passed. You and you’re not just
53:26
going to come just you’re not
53:28
going to exercise your free
53:30
speech rights without
53:32
consequences if you cross the
53:33
line with me. Nobody gets a
53:36
pass. the December 31st 2015.
53:39
That was the end of all passes.
53:42
You say some dumb **** to me
53:43
and you’re going to get
53:44
checked. It don’t matter who
53:47
you are, I don’t care. I don’t
53:50
care you. don’t you don’t you
53:52
have the right to free speech
53:53
but you you never have the
53:55
right to disrespect me. Anybody
53:58
else feel like that or am I the
54:00
only one over here. Yeah, you
54:01
can say what you want, but you
54:03
do not have a right to
54:05
disrespect me. Yeah, I I think
54:08
I have a higher tolerance I
54:10
used I used to get jumped a lot
54:13
and elementary and junior high
54:15
and I think earlier than that
54:18
and my mother got tired of me
54:19
coming home beat up so she got
54:21
my sister. and my older sister
54:25
she used to pick me up. make
54:25
sure I get home. Alright, but
54:27
she’s older and she had a life
54:29
and she said Joe do you are you
54:31
getting tired of me? picking
54:32
you up and I said no, I want to
54:34
stay with my sister. You know I
54:35
want to stay with you and she
54:36
said what I am do something
54:38
about it and she was letting me
54:41
know that I do not need to lose
54:42
a fight anymore right never I
54:45
never lost a fight since I
54:46
know. The last time I got
54:49
jumped, I was in high school
54:50
with two girls right and that
54:52
was it. That was a lot. You
54:54
know, it’s what you it’s what
54:56
and my my sister’s, like almost
54:58
God to me at that. No, you
54:59
didn’t Yeah. yeah until I got
55:03
to the point to where I didn’t
55:06
give a **** What nobody thought
55:07
I was a little punk little punk
55:10
crybaby sensitive little punk
55:11
after I got to that point that
55:14
that that jumping off point,
55:16
yeah turn totally different
55:18
totally different. Don’t come
55:20
up here. Talking crazy to me
55:21
because I will I got something
55:23
to say and I’m not afraid to
55:23
say. And I don’t think anybody
55:26
is bad enough to stop me from
55:28
saying what I want to say. if
55:30
they are, I haven’t met him yet
55:32
not yet. Number two are your
55:36
thoughts beliefs and attitudes
55:39
authentically yours.
55:44
Are your thoughts? beliefs and
55:47
attitudes authentically yours
55:49
or or it’s like this? I was
55:53
thinking about it just like
55:54
this. If we if if we were kids
55:57
and we had a computer, the
56:01
stuff on our computer would be
56:02
for our age. It’ll be you know
56:04
we got a bunch of games and you
56:05
know as we grow older, we
56:07
probably have more study
56:09
material and things like that
56:09
and then when we get to our
56:11
age, you know it’s it’s it’s
56:13
you know if you’re using it for
56:14
business. What I mean is
56:16
there’s an evolution in the in
56:18
the things have have your
56:21
thoughts and beliefs and
56:22
attitudes authentically evolved
56:24
or or or. Are you still trapped
56:28
by folks who influenced bullied
56:31
you into toxic mental Patterns?
56:34
I bullied into toxic mental
56:36
patterns can’t think for
56:38
yourself and and was afraid to
56:40
to express yourself and and or
56:43
was told over and over you
56:44
ain’t **** you ain’t going to
56:46
be **** you just like your
56:48
daddy He’s a liar you fast.
56:52
keep it up. You’re going to end
56:55
up like her. If anybody grew up
56:58
in the 70s was definitely a
56:59
part of their life, I’m telling
57:02
you I’m telling you. who
57:06
influenced slash bullied you.
57:09
out with that growing up huh I
57:12
dealt with that growing up. I’m
57:13
going to my early 20s.
57:15
Absolutely absolutely
57:18
absolutely and and it makes us
57:20
form these mental these toxic
57:22
mental patterns that unless we
57:24
we, you know, do our. To work
57:26
and confronted and and and and
57:30
get rid of it, We’ll just
57:33
continually repeat those same
57:34
old patterns and we’ll
57:35
continually take the same old
57:36
type of treatment and we’ll
57:38
continually attract that
57:39
treatment because if you have
57:41
those toxic mental patterns,
57:42
then you’re you’re attracting
57:43
because you’re thinking toxic
57:46
mentally and you’re going to
57:48
attract toxic mental stuff into
57:50
your life. What you think about
57:52
all day and how you think is
57:54
what comes into. Manifestation
57:57
Can I say something absolutely
57:59
so this kind of goes back to
58:01
something you just mentioned
58:02
earlier to assessing your
58:04
personal state of mind daily
58:05
Yes, and so I had this whole
58:08
thing about a week ago where I
58:09
started to really pay attention
58:12
to the things I was saying to
58:13
myself So today I went to my
58:17
mom’s house and my cousin was
58:19
there and she’s probably about
58:20
maybe eleven or 12 years older
58:22
than me Mm hmm, and I made a
58:24
statement about something that
58:25
I didn’t know and she. To me,
58:30
You’re so smart and the way she
58:34
said it she wasn’t sanded in a
58:36
nice way she was being
58:37
sarcastic a backhanded slapped.
58:39
Yeah. Yeah, so I looked at her.
58:42
I let it go so I made another
58:46
statement she made the same
58:47
statement again, I said, Okay.
58:50
and so Stella looked at me and
58:52
was like so I said that’s the
58:54
last time she’ll ever make that
58:56
statement to me, I said, but
58:57
for the sake of just peace
58:59
today, I’m going to let it go
59:01
but it has been duly noted and
59:03
she got one more time.
59:06
absolutely, but all I can say
59:07
is it’s one last thing too is
59:09
that me going back and paying
59:11
attention because I have said
59:12
those. To myself, mm hmm and so
59:16
I heard this lady make a
59:17
statement one time, she said.
59:19
Don’t say things to yourself
59:21
that you wouldn’t allow
59:22
somebody else to say to you
59:24
absolutely and like ever since
59:26
then like that, just really
59:28
like that spoke to me.
59:31
Absolutely, that’s all I have
59:32
to say sorry, absolutely, I had
59:33
to share that. Thank you. Thank
59:35
you for sharing that. You know
59:38
some of us some of us got.
59:42
attitudes and beliefs and
59:44
mindsets that that we haven’t
59:48
evolved from since childhood.
59:52
Still still those same basic
59:54
level, thoughts and beliefs and
59:56
attitudes that haven’t evolved
59:58
and II have to ask people who
60:00
are trapped like that. Are you
60:03
afraid to think freely?
60:08
I mean, I know I know when I
60:10
was a kid. my mother was a was
60:13
a Los Angeles Rams fan and
60:16
because my mother was a Los
60:18
Angeles fan, I was a Los
60:20
Angeles Rams fan and that
60:21
lasted until I was like twelve
60:24
or thirteen and I secretly I
60:26
had to do this secretly because
60:27
I couldn’t go against my
60:28
mother, I had to secretly root
60:30
for the Patriots. while all the
60:34
while sitting there watching
60:36
those Rams game every Sunday, I
60:38
used to be so sick of the Rams
60:40
I could throw up when I was a
60:42
kid but I had to secret. Yes,
60:44
because my mother because I was
60:47
bullied into that, yeah, I was
60:49
bullied. Are you afraid?
60:55
Everything everything the the
60:57
if you look look at the
60:58
emotionally charged rhetoric.
61:01
that that goes on daily here in
61:03
this country about any
61:05
substance you pick any subject
61:06
and there are there are two
61:09
equally intense sizes that are
61:11
ready to just to debate to the
61:13
death so they start flossing at
61:15
the mouth. Are you afraid to
61:18
think freely?
61:24
Are you just going to keep
61:26
those beliefs because? You
61:28
built your whole life around
61:29
that and if you challenge or
61:31
change or poke a hole in any
61:33
part of it, then 0 damn. what’s
61:37
that mean to your whole life? I
61:40
think I’m I still go through
61:41
that with my mother even with
61:43
this house, she said. Oh, you
61:45
know, she said Congratulations.
61:46
in a doubt. and she said always
61:50
she’s always done that to me
61:52
and you know a couple of years
61:53
in the 90s I wanted to buy a
61:56
condo overlooking Yankee
61:57
Stadium I told her. And she
62:00
just took my happiness from
62:02
that little thought and I never
62:04
pursued it, you know and that’s
62:06
me and and and in my and I’m
62:09
just getting my house now at
62:11
fifty-three and it’s like over
62:12
the years I had to this is
62:15
bigger than I had to realize
62:16
this is bigger than mommy. I
62:17
I’m not a little girl. I don’t
62:18
mean her. We need her all the
62:20
time I need a validation or
62:22
approval. Yeah. I don’t I’m
62:24
like if I would’ve got that
62:26
little small condo right now,
62:27
that thing would have been like
62:29
a millions of us. Absolutely.
62:32
Absolutely, you know we give we
62:34
give people our our hopes and
62:37
our dreams and and and and and
62:41
and our ambition by by needing
62:45
their validation and we put it
62:46
all in one of those balloons
62:47
that got the helium and it’s on
62:49
a string and as long as we got
62:52
it the string and it’s right
62:53
here but as soon as we give it
62:55
to them, they do it every time
62:56
they get a pen and poke a hole
62:57
in it. Yeah, you get all the
62:59
air out of your stuff.
63:02
Leave your
63:03
**** deflated and
63:05
they go on. That’s the that’s
63:08
the the mental bullying I’m
63:10
talking about. Yeah. it is it’s
63:11
there it has you afraid to
63:13
think freely you can’t. I can’t
63:14
I can’t I can’t never I
63:18
couldn’t.
63:21
go opposi
63:21
te of my mother. Are
63:23
you kidding? Are you kidding
63:26
me? I couldn’t. I had to agree
63:29
with everything that she said.
63:32
Even if it was blatantly wrong
63:35
or a lie, I still had to just
63:37
be like mm hmm. Or chastisement
63:42
and and hell explosion from the
63:44
house. I didn’t know that they
63:46
really wouldn’t kick me out of
63:47
the house. I didn’t. I didn’t
63:49
know that you know it was
63:52
pretty tough.
63:57
Ask yourself that ask yourself
63:59
that are you afraid to think
64:00
freely? I know everybody on
64:02
this call is thinking freely
64:03
now, but there are times when
64:04
we have it and I’m I’m
64:06
definitely was was pressured by
64:08
that. lastly, we’re going to
64:10
run on. We’re going to run on
64:11
how many of you are on this
64:13
call that heard this. Or had it
64:18
said to you, I don’t have to
64:19
say to me literally hundreds or
64:22
if not a thousand times. who do
64:25
you think you are.
64:31
I put parenthesis after think I
64:34
put no because it’s really is.
64:41
you need to ask yourself and it
64:43
doesn’t you don’t need to ask
64:44
it as who do you think you are
64:46
you need to ask it who do you
64:50
know you are.
64:54
Your mind says that nothing
64:57
else. sets that your mind so so
65:03
as a man thinks so shall he be
65:05
or whatever whatever that that
65:08
quote is. Who do you know you
65:13
are? Who do you know you are
65:18
who’s dreams? Are you living
65:21
out?
65:26
You and your job because of you
65:27
did you go to college because
65:30
you wanted to or your parents
65:31
told you you had to.
65:37
Who’s goals? are you
65:40
manifesting?
65:47
Who’s who’s dreams are you
65:48
pursuing because of mental
65:50
abuse or mental manipulation?
65:52
We just talked about that Joann
65:55
or delusional thought patterns
65:56
we we we all know each one of
65:59
us on this call got a friend or
66:01
a family member or somebody
66:03
that we knew or grew up with
66:04
that was delusional as hell.
66:08
That would just offer fantasy
66:11
of la la La Land where I mean
66:14
way out there, I mean there’s
66:16
speaking to an existence and
66:18
then there’s just totally you
66:19
ain’t going to never do that
66:21
type of stuff. I’m talking to
66:22
somebody. that’s in there you
66:24
ain’t going to never do that
66:25
type of delusions. Yeah II.
66:27
I’ve had a buddy that that no
66:31
matter what you did. He top you
66:33
he he can beat you. He he done.
66:34
Did it too. He didn’t did it if
66:36
you. If you drink two kegs of
66:39
beer, he drinks seven and still
66:41
made it to work. Yeah,
66:44
delusional thought patterns.
66:47
Are you living out your dreams?
66:49
Are you chasing your goals?
66:54
Or somebody else point you in a
66:58
direction. and you just start.
67:04
What do you think about what
67:06
you do right now each one of us
67:09
does something. ask yourself
67:12
sit down in that mirror. sit
67:14
down in front of the mirror.
67:16
and ask yourself who do I know
67:18
I am who am I? And whose dreams
67:22
am I chasing? Are you chasing
67:24
your own You’re chasing
67:25
somebody else’s some that were
67:26
forced on you some were
67:30
manipulated to you. Are you
67:35
you’re doing what you truly
67:38
truly desire? and how do you
67:40
think about what it is that you
67:42
do right now? How do you think
67:43
about your your current?
67:46
situation as of 5:25 PM Pacific
67:50
time? 7:25 PM Central and 820
67:57
4:05 PM. Eastern. How do you
68:01
really feel about what you’re
68:02
doing and who you are and and
68:04
if you look in the mirror right
68:06
now, are you okay with what you
68:08
see knowing who you are right
68:11
now.
68:17
If you’re not then you know
68:18
what you gotta do you have the
68:22
power to change.
68:27
Disappointment if you are
68:27
disappointed, if you’re
68:28
thrilled, you also have the
68:29
power to encourage that and get
68:32
more thrilled if if your
68:35
present Existence thrilling
68:37
then. Invest more into whatever
68:41
it is you’re doing and you’ll
68:42
get more thrilling. If your
68:46
president’s Existence is not
68:48
thrilling, then do everything
68:49
that you have to to make it
68:51
thrilling change your
68:53
perspective. Your whole
68:55
situation could change if you
68:56
just change how you see
68:57
something.
69:03
Instead of pointing out what
69:04
you didn’t do or pointing out
69:06
the negative point out the
69:09
positives. and celebrate your
69:11
victories. and learn and grow
69:15
here at the master Self
69:16
academy, there are no losses
69:18
ever we either win. or we learn
69:23
and grow.
69:27
So with that, I’m going to shut
69:30
it down for this evening, I’m
69:31
very grateful for everybody to
69:32
be here.
69:36
I want to open it up before we
69:38
shut down. I just want if
69:40
anybody has anything they want
69:41
to say in closing before I
69:43
close it out. I’m feeling
69:44
somebody got something they
69:45
want to say so I’m going to
69:46
open it up and I’m going to
69:47
shut up now.
69:55
Spear butterfly you okay over
69:58
there.
70:03
Yes, I’m. actually delivering
70:06
products absolutely right now
70:09
downtown. I am very glad that
70:12
you shoved me into your work
70:14
day. I am appreciative and I’m
70:17
sending you positive outcome,
70:19
energy and complete and utter
70:22
abundance energy so that it
70:23
covers you and all of your
70:25
endeavors. Yes yes. Thank you
70:28
You are so welcome. We’re so
70:30
welcome be safe. There okay
70:32
come on. I will thank you.
70:35
thank you for showing up
70:36
anybody.
70:41
If not, I’m bringing it to a
70:43
close and I just want to close
70:45
with one of my favorites, Smart
70:49
Alec comments that. I say to
70:53
people. especially when they
70:56
want to start talking about you
70:58
think you know everything. I
71:00
always say no. I don’t know
71:01
everything, but I know a lot.
71:04
mm hmm. and I also tell them
71:07
right after that, I said I’ve
71:09
forgotten more than I remember.
71:12
and I remember more than I have
71:14
forgotten. with that. I say
71:16
keep coming back your master
71:18
Self awaits you and if. I’m
71:22
going to say goodbye tomorrow.
71:27
Good night Good
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