On the 7s: Episode 10
Awakenings Of The Seven (7)
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It is. And we are going to
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transition live to the book
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because I think this is
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something that that. Folks will
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get a really really good.
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Lesson out of today and I’m
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thankful and
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Thankful and
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grateful for
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everybody that is here live on
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the zoom call and live on on
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the book and I’m thankful and
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grateful for everyone who is
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watching the replay We are
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talking about the emotional
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self that is lined up with the
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heart. Chakra. and what we will
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be getting into is emotional
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self healing forgiveness and
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reactive response control The
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emotional self is the trauma
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center of your soul and like I
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just. That we. it’s also the
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victory and the celebration
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center as well but. our
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victories and our wins and our
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celebrations. affect us less
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than the traumas in our lives.
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The traumas in our lives, Stay
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front and center until we
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confront them and deal with
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them. Our victories are just
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something that in that moment
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they are something to relish.
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However, the further we get
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away from that exact moment the
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less and less and less the
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impression of. Becomes because
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it was something good and we
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didn’t have to we didn’t there
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was no. A reactive response
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control we were caught off
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guard so to speak so it was a
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good thing. and those good
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things they stay in the memory
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bank, but they don’t come up
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front and center when we are
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when our egos is is triggered
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and for those who are just
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getting getting in on the call
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you guys missed a really good
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ego. emotional moment by me. my
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ego has been triggered all day
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today and. so. This is really
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really. I proposed that that
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you know sources guided me to
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open the paradigm of the
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emotional self today so. let’s
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get into to what the emotional
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self. really really is before
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we get started into the
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emotional self healing
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forgiveness and reactive
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response control number one.
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The emotional self is home to
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our active ego. It controls
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that active ego. and it also
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controls how and why we react
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to any and every situation in
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our life. perfect perfect
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perfect, perfect example, I
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have.
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Three things that I don’t want
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anybody messing with in my
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life. I’m not going to name
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them off. They’re pretty easy
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to. to figure out and one of
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them. Is being tampered with
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today and
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still on my
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high flying disc. I
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just voice my displeasure and
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all of that, and I’m still
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going to to do those things
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that are in my soul I believe
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will remedy the situation even
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if it doesn’t get me the the
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outcome that I am seeking
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today, it will make me feel
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better. and that’s just it. My
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ego is is. Normally, kick back
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over there in the corner today,
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he’s sitting in the chair
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today. My emotional self is
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normally the quiet one of my
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Seven Self Personalities today.
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Emotional Self is allowed. and
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it’s because I got triggered
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it’s because there is still I
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am still dealing with. Yours
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versus mine dynamic I don’t
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take what is not mine I don’t
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want nobody taking mine either.
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I leave yours alone. I want you
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to leave mine alone understand
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what I mean so my my ego is
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still at a place to where I am.
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super protective over. Anything
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that I consider is mine or
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belongs to me and I am the one
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that’s passive aggressive and
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be like, oh well. I’ll just
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wait and and they told me to
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wait and no I’m
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confrontational. I’m going to
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the place where I dropped off
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the stuff to be returned and
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yeah they’re going to make sure
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that I am satisfied before I
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leave and while I’m there,
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they’re not going to be able to
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conduct any commerce while I’m
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there. So they’re going to
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hurry up and take care of me
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and that’s that’s coming from
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my ego and I’m not ashamed to
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tell anybody that’s watching
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this right now or on the replay
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that that is exactly where it’s
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coming from and it it is based
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in a very strong emotion. that
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normally is kept on the wraps
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unless somebody comes to take
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something that belongs to me.
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Anybody got any, you know,
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let’s open this up for for
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discussion. Let’s let’s how do
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you how how do you feel? how do
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you feel? I know both all three
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of us on this call recently
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have had some banking
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shenanigans. How to make you
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feel gangster sister when.
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Initially, what was your
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initial reaction? Oh, there’s
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somebody going to get hurt.
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Alright, alright victorious
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victorious.
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Cussing and Fussing Yeah. Ready
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to tear up some stuff I mean I
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mean and and and you know. I’m
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I am grateful for for my
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reaction. I’m grateful for both
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of Y’all’s reaction because
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that let’s us know that we are
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still alive. see a lot of
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people A lot of people get on
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the spiritual journeys and the
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spiritual tip and they act like
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they are numb to everything
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that’s some bull and some you
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know what that part right
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there. Because like I said
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earlier as long as you’re on
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your spiritual journey, there’s
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always going to be triggers.
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It’s how you respond to them.
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So so. being that our emotional
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self is home to our active ego.
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and it controls the ego. all
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these outbursts and these the
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you know my my whole body
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temperature went up. I mean I
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had a whole physiological
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change. I went from Frankie
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back in stride again, you know.
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in one split second, I went to
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ice Cube bow down.
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Like a switch like a light
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switch, you know how you go
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into a room and it’s dark and
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you flick that switch and
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bling. The light comes on and
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changes the whole. atmosphere.
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That’s how that’s what
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happened. That is what happened
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to me today.
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The the normally. thank you for
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joining Desiree the normally.
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reserve and balanced and under
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control ego slash emotions.
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Yeah, they got they got
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triggered early this morning.
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early and now now you know, II
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am of the of the ilk you know.
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I’m a warrior. I’m you know.
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I’m not. I’m not one to stand
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in the back and look and say
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are we winning? I’m one of the
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I’m the one up in the front
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doing the winning so. Now, my
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warrior, you know now PB
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metatron is is inflamed and he,
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you know his big **** is ready.
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He was ready to go to Kohl’s
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right after I hung up the phone
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Phoebe is is like no man We
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ain’t going the way we going to
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get there before 5 o’clock. So
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yeah. Whoop Whoop Whoop you
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know and then grateful for
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victorious and grateful for
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master chef and calm down calm
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down. calm down calm down and
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and what I love about about my.
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Place on the evolutionary
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Ascension role is I ask myself
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is telling me oh no don’t go
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down there. My master Self is
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like, yeah boy. take your ****
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down there. Huh go ahead just
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make sure that you are balanced
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when you go in there. It’s
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alright to be upset, nobody,
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nobody said on this spiritual
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journey that things were not
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going to happen to you even
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when you’re on your high flying
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is that don’t upset you it. How
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you resolve not how you react
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because initially an initial
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reaction? Yeah, that initial
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reaction is going to be anger
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is going to be.
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That’s that lets you know
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you’re still alive.
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Emotional Self home to our ego
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our ego our ego controls the
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ego and how and why we react to
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every situation in life number
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two The emotional self is home
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to our self worth. And esteem
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now the financial stuff we
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haven’t got that yet the
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financial self determines. your
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worth but the emotional self is
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where it’s housed. you guys
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understand what I mean
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understand what I mean by where
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it’s housed because when
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somebody threatens your worth.
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We don’t financially respond.
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We do what we responding
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emotionally.
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physically and and like I said
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the emotional self is the one
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of the seven Self Personalities
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that can disrupt. and override
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your other Self Personalities
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because once the emotional self
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get triggered and is out there.
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Anybody else on here like me
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like once once the once the
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genie’s out of the bottle, yeah
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y’all just going to have to let
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me come back in the bottle on
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my own once I get tipped over
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you can’t nobody feel me back
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up but me and I don’t I don’t
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at the time in the in the in
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the initial. reactive response,
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I don’t want nobody telling me
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oh man you need to calm down. I
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know I need to calm down. I
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know it, but I don’t want to
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right now. Being Emotional,
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this is this is bruise my ego.
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This is challenge my worth and
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I need to have a tantrum about
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it. and I need to respond so
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don’t tell me to calm down
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because that’s going to tip me
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over even more.
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It’s home the emotional self is
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home to our self worth and our
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esteem anybody that that.
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insult
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you. What did they get
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first they get emotional
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response? They get an emotional
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response that maybe
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Intellectual or Mental. I’m
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right here. I think she didn’t
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tell me y’all. you know what I
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mean they get an emotional
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first thing the the responses
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colored in the in your
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emotions.
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You are balanced, you’re still
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going to respond emotionally,
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but you’ll allow either the
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Mental Self Intellectual Self,
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or maybe even the spiritual
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self to respond. but if you’re
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not balanced and then depending
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on the trigger, Emotional Self
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going to go there. What’s the
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biggest threat that somebody
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could do to you other than
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threaten your life and tell you
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you ain’t **** or they could
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tell you tell you that your
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your work is not good enough or
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or your contribution is not
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appreciated or or something
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along that line. How are we
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going to respond? How do we
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respond to that? How do you
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respond to somebody that that
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tells you that they see you?
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valued? Than you see yourself,
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how do you? how do you respond
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to that anybody? You want my
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opinion, Absolutely it’s not
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how do you respond? It’s why
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are you responding? It’s never
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about how the point is why why
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are you responding in the in
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the question is why is it
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bothering you? It’s not about
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them anytime you get upset. Are
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you feeling some type of way
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and your emotions are starting
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to bubble up. You can feel them
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when they come in just like you
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can feel yourself when you’re
13:55
about to catch a cold, you can
13:56
feel yourself you feel
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absolutely when your body is
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changing and energy moving. if.
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You feel that energy coming in
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and you’re feeling some type of
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way about what somebody says
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you do need to do a lot of self
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work because there’s nothing on
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the face of this earth.
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Somebody be able to say to you
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to get a reaction out of you
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unless you’re totally not in
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control of yourself. Absolutely
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and the thing about that is is
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I always tell my clients ask
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yourself two questions Is it
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going to give you any any
14:23
additional knowledge and you
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can you gain knowledge or can
14:25
you gain any kind of monetary
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gains from that? Is it money?
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Or is it knowledge if it’s not
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money or knowledge you don’t
14:30
even have. You don’t have to
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respond so what people gotta
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understand society taught us
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that we’re supposed to respond.
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spiritually. You do not have to
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respond to anything there.
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There’s nothing in there. that
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says you have to respond and
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just because somebody stepped
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on your feelings. Don’t don’t
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be a kid and start having a
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temper tantrum and then let
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your emotions be all over the
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place. Absolutely. I mean, yes,
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you’re going to feel it. but
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when you feel that emotion
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coming into your being. You
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learn how to transmute that
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energy. into something more
15:06
positive. because once you
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allow it to to take over that
15:11
moment, you’re also telling
15:14
yourself that you’re now
15:15
swimming upstream and now
15:16
you’re off frequency and then
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you wonder why things are not
15:19
going your way Why you’re not
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getting what you need. You’re
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not getting it because you’re
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not paying enough attention to
15:25
yourself, which is why I told
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you I am very big and what I
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what I teach and I coach is
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self. In awareness, because
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that will give you your know it
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all and your key in involvement
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to open up yourself for growth
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because you will see when
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you’re moving, you can feel
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your emotions. Everything is a
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feeling before it’s spoken
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before it’s before you even
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think about it. It’s an emotion
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and if you’re able to like I
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tell people if you can’t show
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up your emotions, you’re still
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you’re still a child. you’re
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childish. Absolutely absolutely
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I have childish. Moments Trust
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me, I mean, like if I’m talking
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about you in my head, that’s
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still childish even though it’s
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not coming out. Absolutely it
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is still childish and it still
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goes against my frequency
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because I’m not in alignment
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with what you’re supposed to be
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doing spiritually by being
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positive and and being able to
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push and continue having that
16:21
positive influence over your
16:23
energy. Absolutely absolutely
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just saying, absolutely no no.
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this is this is. you’re
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speaking the truth and and you
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you know you’re not going to
16:34
get any disagreement out of me.
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Yes. Any of that you know, II
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am I am the first one to admit
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that it was a reactive
16:47
response. On my part and III
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acknowledge. that I felt it
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building and I could’ve
16:57
transmitted it. You know some
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of us. some of us like
17:03
confrontation. you know, let’s
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just be real. I know I don’t
17:06
like confrontation and and I’m
17:08
kind of always. II. It’s not
17:10
that I like confrontation, but
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I like to get my point across
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so just and I’m glad that we’re
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having this discussion about
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this right now because by the
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time I get finished with this
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today and I get get. Self resu
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it and I do show up at kohls.
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I’m going to have a totally
17:30
different vibration. Yes, I am
17:32
still going to Kohl’s because
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that aligns with my soul
17:36
because I am just that type of
17:38
guy I dropped it off at your
17:40
facility and it was your
17:42
responsibility from there. so
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I’m going to do my due
17:46
diligence on that part,
17:47
However, I’m not going to go
17:48
with with any malice or
17:50
anything against them. I’m my
17:52
malice right now really is
17:54
against my bank because they’re
17:54
supposed to work. Me not for
17:57
anybody else so. but yes, yes.
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if if the if the overriding
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emotional reaction that that
18:09
comes out of a person is
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predominantly something of this
18:13
manner. Yes, you’re immature
18:14
and yes you are definitely in
18:17
need of some serious serious
18:20
emotional health. Emotional
18:23
mental health and emotional
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self healing. I do believe that
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even those of us that are a
18:31
long way into our spiritual
18:32
journeys, some things happen
18:34
and it’s it’s it’s always a
18:36
learning experience I learned a
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lot in in a 4 minute call I’ve
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learned more about myself and
18:44
the growth because. this was
18:47
growth because this had to be
18:48
in this time last year, it
18:49
wouldn’t have been this call
18:51
and I’d cussed her out. And I
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and I would’ve closed my
18:56
account right there on the spot
18:58
and then and those are the
18:59
things that we because I mean
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look reality is when you allow
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your emotions to get the best
19:05
of you and you want to be upset
19:06
and it could be something that
19:08
is is not even that big. You
19:10
gotta totally understand and
19:11
keep in mind that it is a test.
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It is a universal test to see
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where you are if you decide to
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allow your emotions to get the
19:18
best of that situation. you
19:19
just failed your test and
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you’re going to keep repeating
19:22
it over and over and over and
19:23
over again. Oh, yeah. Yeah for
19:24
me if I. I’m being you know,
19:27
erratic or emotional and you
19:29
tell me hey calm down. I’m
19:31
definitely going to fully
19:33
understand where that’s coming
19:34
from and I’m going to
19:35
immediately calm down. I need
19:36
sometimes you just need
19:38
somebody to say, hey chill out
19:39
shut up right you know and then
19:41
and and you catch yourself only
19:43
because of the fact that those
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those tests that you have and
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when you fail that test and you
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keep repeating it over and
19:51
over, you’re going to feel like
19:52
you’re in groundhog day and
19:53
you’re going to get tired of
19:54
going. Over the same thing over
19:56
and over and over so for me,
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please tell me so I don’t drive
20:01
myself crazy internally
20:03
repeating something that I’m
20:04
some dumb dumb stuff I’m doing
20:06
over and over and over again
20:08
because I’m not going to get
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irritated with with myself. I’m
20:12
going to get irritated, you
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know just spiritually. it’s
20:14
never on the outside it never
20:16
reflects out right right. it
20:17
only stays within myself
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because you are your own
20:22
problem if you’re pissed off at
20:24
somebody else guess who’s
20:25
fault? it is it’s yours if
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you’re. About somebody or you
20:29
don’t like something about
20:30
somebody guess what that is a
20:33
key indicator. Those are areas
20:33
you need to work on with
20:35
yourself. Absolutely spirit
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gave you those inclinations.
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not so you could be a gossiper,
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but so you can learn yourself
20:42
to fix yourself not to go in
20:45
there and talk about everybody
20:46
else. So even when I’m talking
20:48
about people, I’ve got
20:49
something going on in my mind.
20:50
I’m like why do you feel like
20:51
that? I don’t question them. I
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don’t question their motives. I
20:54
can care less about them right.
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I’m questioning my motives.
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Yeah, because I’m the one who
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gotta get in alignment with
21:01
myself to make sure my
21:02
blessings are coming so I’m
21:03
going to question why do you
21:05
feel like that? Desiree? Why do
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you think like that? what made
21:08
you want to say that? okay?
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That’s how you felt what else
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is that that feeling connected
21:13
to emotionally you’re that
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feeling is not the first time
21:17
you felt it. That feeling is a
21:19
repeat feeling. Absolutely when
21:21
did you first feel it go back
21:23
to that and go heal yourself
21:24
from there. rewrite the story.
21:25
remove that emotion because now
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you have a different emotion.
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So now when you have that
21:29
trigger again now, you’re going
21:31
to be a different reaction. A
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new. Action because with an
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emotion, you have three points,
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you got a trigger. You got the
21:37
behavior. You got the reward.
21:39
Yes, you’re always going to
21:40
have the trigger because it’s
21:42
just something that’s there
21:43
right but what you do is you
21:45
change your behavior so you can
21:47
get the reward towards the goal
21:49
that you’re working on. so once
21:51
you know that you’ve set, which
21:52
is why people say set goals,
21:54
you set the goal and you adjust
21:57
your behavior to fit the goals
21:58
of where you’re going. you
22:00
don’t keep acting the same old
22:02
ignorant. Way trying to get to
22:04
a new stage in your life your
22:06
stage that’s up there It does
22:08
not it does not listen to or it
22:12
doesn’t warrant your energy
22:13
where you’re at which is why
22:15
you’re not there. Absolutely.
22:16
So once you change your
22:17
behavior change your mindset to
22:20
fit the goals in your life and
22:22
where you’re going and not
22:23
where you’re at you will
22:25
receive it. absolutely
22:27
absolutely and and lesson until
22:29
you truly get aligned with your
22:31
soul. Then you’re not even
22:34
going to have a clear picture
22:36
of where you want to go anyway,
22:37
right and like I tell people I
22:39
said, you know what the best
22:40
thing you can tell yourself is.
22:42
shut the **** up. Please
22:44
forgive me, but no no no. I
22:46
don’t need anybody else. It’s
22:48
for you shut the **** up shut
22:50
up like I’m telling myself you
22:53
know what dad shut the **** up
22:54
because you’re in the wrong
22:55
right now because that has
22:57
nothing to do with you. You are
22:59
misplaced on where you’re
23:00
trying to to throw those
23:02
emotions Through that back on
23:03
your table. Yeah Go Home
23:05
journal out. Journalism that
23:08
part about your thoughts and
23:10
figure out where the **** you
23:11
need to adjust that that’s
23:13
right because you’re a little
23:14
off baby you’re off. That’s
23:16
right so you need to get back
23:17
in alignment because I promise
23:19
you your 1 million dollars and
23:20
that millionaire status does
23:22
not inhabit that ghetto
23:24
mentality that you got baby you
23:26
cannot want luxury things in
23:28
your life and have a ghetto
23:29
lifestyle. It does not mix it
23:32
doesn’t work. I don’t care what
23:34
nobody say you can’t go and
23:34
drive a benz like you. Drive a
23:36
Toyota nope that don’t work
23:37
you, you won’t even fit in the
23:40
bins like you would the Toyota
23:41
and if your if your soul is
23:44
Toyota, you won’t even look
23:46
right in the bins you you you
23:48
look, I I ain’t even seen
23:49
people pull it off and they
23:50
ignorant as hell. Yeah, I’ve
23:52
seen people pull it off and
23:53
look good look good in the bins
23:55
and raggedy as hell. Yeah you
23:57
you you sit up there. I’m I
23:58
don’t I don’t seen people do
24:01
the most raggedy ghetto dumb
24:03
backward stuff. And and in
24:06
luxury, yes and you and that’s
24:08
so for me, I’m telling you
24:09
okay. you got that luxury but
24:11
the way you got. it wasn’t how
24:13
you were supposed to receive it
24:16
because you didn’t grow up you
24:18
receive something you weren’t
24:20
ready for absolutely and then
24:21
when you lose it now you’re mad
24:23
at everybody else around you
24:24
now you want to be the victim
24:26
and you need somebody to help
24:27
you out and you want somebody
24:29
to understand your dumb ****
24:31
story. No get your life right.
24:33
Get your mind right first and
24:34
then go get your go get to
24:36
everything around you right
24:37
because everything. Your mind
24:39
is what manifest your reality
24:41
you clean up the inside and the
24:43
outside will organically
24:45
manifest. it has no choice but
24:47
to it has to that is that is
24:50
universal law. That’s how that
24:52
works. It’s it is you you can’t
24:54
stop it from coming even if you
24:56
got yourself together,
24:57
mentally, it’s going to come.
24:58
It’s coming. it is it’s coming
25:01
number three. Emotional Self
25:04
is. the home to our anger our
25:07
guilt and disappoint.
25:12
I know I know I know I know I
25:14
know I know. Anger. Yeah. Yeah,
25:18
the emotional self holds on to
25:21
to. every slight every time
25:25
you’ve been kicked every time
25:26
you’ve been punched every time
25:28
you had your shoes stepped on
25:29
every time. somebody didn’t cut
25:30
you off in the in the on the
25:32
freeway every time somebody
25:33
hurry up and got in front of
25:35
you and checkout line at the
25:37
market every side eye all of
25:40
that your emotional self holds
25:42
on to all of that. My choice,
25:45
you know, I’m going to throw
25:46
that in there, absolutely it’s
25:48
by choice of if if you want to
25:50
hold on to that and you want
25:52
your emotional self to still be
25:54
that child. Yeah, you know, go
25:55
ahead and hold on to that.
25:57
Absolutely if you want your
25:58
emotional child to actually
25:59
manifest into the to the
26:01
amazing being spiritually who
26:02
you are, I suggest you take
26:05
those little, you know those
26:06
little outbursts and and those
26:09
things that’s going on and you
26:10
learn from it and fix yourself
26:12
and then and by choice, stop
26:14
choosing. To react to
26:17
situations and learn how to
26:20
consciously respond and you do
26:22
that when you wake up in the
26:24
morning and you get in front of
26:25
that mirror in your birthday
26:26
suit fresh out the shower and
26:28
you tell yourself how amazing
26:30
you are how great you are. How
26:33
how together you are and that
26:34
you got your mind right and
26:37
everything after that day. go
26:37
follow you already know is that
26:40
when you ask me, how am I
26:41
doing? It’s amazing as always
26:43
and I won’t accept less than I
26:44
really give no. About your
26:45
opinion, absolutely, I’m going
26:47
to feel good. You can tell me.
26:49
Oh you ugly you Stinky. Oh
26:51
well. Oh baby. I’m cool with
26:52
you. Thank you. Yes. Thank you.
26:54
I appreciate your observation
26:56
of me. Yeah. that’s right or
26:57
wrong. I just appreciate your
27:00
observation. Thank you
27:01
absolutely absolutely and be
27:02
glad for their observation even
27:04
if it’s it’s messed up and you
27:06
don’t feel it’s correct, but
27:07
guess what there are There is
27:09
some truth somewhere in there.
27:12
There is some truth somewhere
27:13
and I tell people when people.
27:15
Talk about you, It ain’t just
27:16
because they hating on you and
27:17
it’s don’t throw them in the
27:19
hater category. dissect what
27:21
they’re saying, find out what
27:24
applies and dump the rest
27:27
absolutely and then fix what
27:28
applies absolutely absolutely
27:31
absolutely. Yeah. This is not
27:32
rocket science. This stuff
27:35
really is not what what is hard
27:36
about. It is the fact that we
27:39
get so set and caught up in
27:40
social engineered habits and I
27:43
think we know who we are when
27:44
we don’t know who the hell we
27:45
are, but we’re so so
27:47
egotistical that we can’t even
27:48
drop the ego to even allow
27:49
somebody to. I am not who I
27:52
think I am let me go learn who
27:54
I am and then be willing to
27:56
forget everything you think you
27:58
know so you can allow
28:00
information in that you need to
28:02
know in your mindset. You can’t
28:04
let new information in until
28:05
you get rid of the old. It’s
28:07
the same thing that’s part of
28:08
that that’s part of the rocket
28:10
science. That’s part of the
28:11
rocket science is is getting un
28:15
programmed getting un
28:16
indoctrinated getting
28:19
uneducated getting.
28:22
And starting with a clean slate
28:25
and really going after those
28:27
things that fill in the holes
28:29
that are in each and every one
28:31
of us when we when we put the
28:34
Salve or the ointment of
28:36
society on us. Yeah, we we
28:38
never really know ourselves
28:39
because we’re in pursuit of
28:41
some goal that society says We
28:43
supposed to be and we’re
28:44
fitting ourselves in this
28:45
picture of of what you mama
28:48
said or daddy said or family
28:49
or. Or a parent or a legacy or
28:52
whatever and we never, you know
28:55
a lot of people never really
28:56
get to the point to where
28:57
number one they even do
28:59
anything that they want to do
29:00
number two. they even find out
29:01
anything about their own self
29:04
right. and this is my thing
29:04
that I tell people especially
29:07
my clients. This is the first
29:08
thing I tell them get a journal
29:11
and the whole first month that
29:13
I’m training them that I’m
29:15
coaching them. We’re not even
29:16
getting ready to get into
29:18
nothing at that point, but.
29:20
Yeah, so I need you to journal
29:24
your thoughts your visions. I
29:26
need you to journal. I need you
29:27
to go to your brain and I need
29:28
you to dump all that **** out
29:31
your brain. Please yes. And
29:32
then when you come to me, I
29:34
want you to then start
29:36
questioning everything you do
29:38
if you love pork chops. Why if
29:41
you love ice cream chocolate
29:44
specifically why if you write
29:46
with your right hand versus
29:47
left hand? why because you know
29:48
that’s still a. And they say,
29:50
well, no, I’m right handed no
29:51
you’re a deus. you can ride
29:53
with either one. you just have
29:54
to learn how to write with the
29:55
other one. come on. That’s
29:56
right so don’t limit yourself
29:58
and I tell people I am
29:59
limitless I call myself Midas
30:02
because anything I touch going
30:03
to turn to gold. I won’t accept
30:05
less. That is just how this
30:06
goes, but you first have to go
30:08
and question everything about
30:10
you everything because most of
30:12
the time you got it from your
30:14
mama, your daddy your
30:15
grandmothers your ex your
30:16
spouse your friends your who
30:17
your this or that and.
30:19
Everybody in the large outside
30:21
of society who are all babies
30:23
and infants in spirituality or
30:27
non-existent in spirituality,
30:28
but yet you’re going to tell me
30:29
that you want to grow
30:31
spiritually, but you’re not
30:32
willing to let go of all these
30:33
human **** thoughts and habits
30:34
that you’ve acquired and then
30:36
you want to allow some some
30:38
some newness to come in. you
30:39
want that 1 million dollars.
30:41
you want that success. You want
30:43
that talent. you want that
30:44
skill, but I don’t understand
30:45
that you already have it.
30:46
You’re just not willing to let
30:47
go of. Dumb **** to get it and
30:51
you’re not willing to totally.
30:54
remove all of ego ego won’t let
30:58
your ego see ego got a lot of
31:01
people propped up and messed up
31:02
and and and you know. you see
31:07
it on display day in and day
31:10
out. if unless and until you
31:15
get your ego, I don’t. I don’t
31:19
even think that you should say,
31:20
get it in check but to get it
31:22
balanced because your ego is is
31:24
a part of you. It’s a part of
31:27
you going go. Let it be all out
31:29
of control is going to lead to
31:31
your destruction and then
31:32
dumbing it down and almost
31:35
anesthetic it or getting it
31:36
intoxicated to where it’s just
31:38
sitting over there not doing
31:39
anything that’s not going to
31:40
help you out either. There is a
31:42
healthy balance to it, but you
31:44
gotta be you gotta do your
31:45
shadow work you you mentioned
31:47
and we talked about this. On
31:48
the interview the other day
31:50
mirror work that that mirror
31:52
work will do wonders for your
31:54
emotional health and that ego
31:56
man get you everybody get you a
32:00
full of 678 ten foot mirror.
32:04
and if you don’t look if you
32:06
don’t you know everybody and
32:07
their mama got a big ****
32:08
mirror. you got one in your
32:10
business stand on a chair. Yes,
32:12
so you can look at yourself
32:14
Look make do with what you got.
32:16
Don’t wait to go. get this
32:17
right here. Trust me. Don’t
32:19
wait what Piper is saying is
32:20
correct, but please don’t wait
32:22
don’t use that as because
32:23
people they. Get to use stuff
32:25
as excuses Well, I don’t have a
32:27
big deal, he said. I need a big
32:29
meal. I don’t have. I don’t
32:29
have one so I can wait. Yeah.
32:31
Yeah. Come on now you better.
32:33
learn how to be look they can
32:35
get creative when it comes to
32:37
some street hustle, but they
32:38
can create to to do some some
32:40
real growth real growth, real
32:42
creative please stay creative
32:44
real growth number four number
32:46
four. Oh let’s talk about. we
32:49
know we know about guilt, but
32:50
let’s talk about disappointment
32:51
you know disappointments are
32:53
normally attached to unspoken.
32:56
Expectations.
33:00
That’s why I go into every
33:01
situation expecting nothing. I
33:03
don’t expect **** out of
33:05
nothing so whenever I get is is
33:08
a bonus. I only thing I can
33:10
control is me my output, my
33:13
effort and my production I go
33:16
into things with with my energy
33:20
focused on what I can do. I
33:23
don’t expect anybody else to do
33:26
anything if you do something
33:28
that’s a bonus. well. Let me
33:29
let me. Elaborate What you just
33:31
said to make that clear because
33:33
people get funny with we’re
33:35
receiving information he said
33:37
it.
33:41
That he doesn’t have
33:43
expectations for outside of him
33:45
now, however. for myself. you,
33:49
yeah exactly there you go have
33:50
expectations for what you’re
33:52
able to do Yes because when you
33:54
wake up you wake up with
33:57
intentions for your day of how
33:58
it’s going to go so therefore
34:01
ergo that is an expectation on
34:03
your day, however, if it does
34:05
not go that way no big deal
34:09
guess what you can do you can
34:10
rewrite. Whatever the hell you
34:12
want to in your own brain and
34:14
make it go the way you want to
34:15
tell me your story. there are
34:17
narcissists and ignorant ****
34:18
people who do that **** every
34:20
day and they’re telling you a
34:21
story and you was there and you
34:23
know damn well. It didn’t
34:24
happen like that. but they’re
34:25
telling a story like that you
34:27
just gotta let them have it
34:28
because that’s what’s that’s
34:29
what they rewrote in their
34:30
brain. So trust me you can do
34:32
the same thing on a positive
34:34
note. Absolutely absolutely
34:37
number four Emotional SELF.
34:41
Motivates us to pursue our
34:42
goals desires and actors
34:46
pursuits. It’s from your
34:47
emotions. Will lead you where
34:51
you go? It’s your emotion. It’s
34:53
it’s it’s it’s not I’ve been in
34:56
many. I’ve been in many. job
35:00
interviews in my lifetime and
35:03
it was it was of course if I’m
35:07
going in for your interview,
35:09
I’ve already talked to you so
35:10
me and Financial Self are
35:12
already cool you already. I’m
35:14
already in the financial range.
35:17
so now I’m going into this
35:18
interview and and It’s the
35:22
emotional self that pushes me
35:24
to go. It’s that Emotional
35:26
Self. It’s the it’s the it’s
35:28
the feeling of. I did it again.
35:31
I did it again and and I
35:33
remember how I felt when I’m
35:35
sitting I can all I can
35:37
literally tell when I was in
35:38
job interviews, I could
35:40
literally tell when when I’m
35:41
looking at the person who’s
35:43
doing the hiring and I could
35:44
tell the exact moment when he
35:45
decided or she decided that
35:46
they were going to hire me. It
35:48
was just a feeling It was
35:49
annoying. I can and that
35:50
emotion it was an emotion that
35:53
came up in me that I felt when.
35:55
When I got that it was an
35:57
emotion when you get that email
35:59
and that has that job offer in
36:00
it. It’s an emotion that pushes
36:03
you to when you see that job
36:05
posting that maybe a little bit
36:08
out of your range, but you
36:09
apply for it anyway. That’s an
36:11
emotional thing. It’s motivated
36:12
by your emotional self. Let’s
36:15
call that right action. You
36:18
know you you’re following
36:19
you’re following your your
36:21
spiritual adviser, which is
36:23
your higher self. Absolutely to
36:26
go for what you want to, but
36:28
even before you get to that you
36:31
already have manifested that
36:33
job, which is why you started
36:34
in the first place right,
36:35
absolutely so the emotion for
36:37
that comes way before you even
36:39
see that job posting way before
36:43
you see that car or house or
36:46
spouse or mate or whoever that
36:47
you feel is perfect for you
36:50
with what your business is when
36:52
you have the feeling because
36:54
like they said the. Is the
36:57
secret, but you know that that
36:57
book and there’s a reason why
36:59
they say the feeling is the
37:00
secret. Yes, it’s when you
37:03
actually come into close
37:05
proximity and contact with what
37:07
you already manifested in your
37:10
mind you then will have the
37:13
emotional feeling attached to
37:15
say that is where I need you to
37:19
go. inspired action you’re
37:22
inspired to do something go.
37:25
You’re using the right action
37:26
and they say right action
37:27
because basically spiritually,
37:28
you’re using the right side of
37:30
your brain. You I’m in the
37:31
neuroscience, but if you use
37:32
the right side of your brain
37:34
and when you go into that right
37:36
action, then you’re using the
37:38
right side of your brain, which
37:39
has nothing to do with logic.
37:41
Yeah, It has everything to do
37:43
with the understanding that you
37:44
that that’s not in the reality
37:46
in essence of what’s Physical
37:49
right here you can’t, but it’s
37:50
followed up by the emotion of
37:52
yes go to be proved it can’t
37:53
be. Is a feeling right?
37:56
Absolutely? There’s no
37:57
qualification, no qualification
37:58
for the right brain action.
38:00
It’s it’s based on a hunch.
38:02
It’s based on a just intuition
38:04
and instinct absolutely call
38:06
it. The three is intuition in
38:08
instinct and insight you’re
38:10
going to have an intuitive
38:11
feeling and you’ll have the
38:13
instinct to which way to go and
38:14
how to go about it and then by
38:15
your insight of which is
38:18
knowledge because if you don’t
38:20
gain knowledge you cannot have
38:22
insights. Information that you
38:25
need so your instincts and
38:27
intuition can guide you to
38:29
where you want to go for your
38:30
blessings and people miss that
38:32
they act like well, I could
38:33
just I could just you know just
38:35
do this or do that and that’s
38:36
going to come. No you need to
38:38
gain knowledge you need to be
38:39
reading. Listen to audio books.
38:41
Listen to your YouTube There’s
38:42
thousands of information on
38:44
YouTube. you need to gain the
38:45
information and knowledge so
38:46
you can understand that your
38:49
instinct and intuition are the
38:51
other keys that makes that. A
38:54
full 360 circle of abundance of
38:58
grace and prosperity and love
39:01
and of homelessness, Four 360
39:03
is whole. Yes, absolutely it’s
39:05
full and I call it my triangle
39:06
because I’m looking at the
39:07
triangle because you got three
39:08
legs to that triangle, but you
39:09
also know that the triangle is
39:11
also the symbol. it’s the
39:13
Cymbal triangle is is a deep
39:15
symbol for depending on which
39:17
angle is up like even if you
39:19
you look at a in your dreams,
39:20
if it’s facing up, it’s
39:22
Spiritual. if it’s down it is
39:23
not and and then you know which
39:25
direction you need to go but
39:25
the triangle is is in that.
39:30
The trilogy Yes, it’s a trilogy
39:33
because it’s two triangles
39:35
together right and you got the
39:37
you got those triangles to give
39:38
you direction and they are key
39:40
points as far as what is
39:41
connected to what. you got mind
39:45
body spirit you have three,
39:48
There’s always in threes. three
39:49
is a very spiritual numbers. It
39:51
comes in threes. three is the
39:53
number of creation yes and when
39:55
you’re looking at that and
39:56
you’re feeling that and
39:57
creating and you’re creating
39:59
intuition instinct insight is
40:01
it brings you the creation to
40:02
manifest your reality on your
40:04
outside world? Yes, absolutely
40:08
absolutely. Anybody else Okay,
40:11
Let me be quiet. No. no no
40:13
please don’t you better. Not
40:16
you better you better continue
40:19
on what you’re doing. Nobody is
40:21
nobody’s saying nothing.
40:24
anybody feel anybody else feel
40:26
that real emotional thing,
40:29
especially when you start
40:29
thinking about your goals and
40:31
your desires and those things
40:32
you’re chasing you do you see
40:34
how your emotions are are
40:36
playing a more powerful or a
40:38
stronger part. I want to I want
40:39
to hear from I am victorious, I
40:41
saw that hand clap. I am
40:43
victorious, but you got to put
40:44
in bring it in bring it in. I’m
40:45
going to go with you. I saw you
40:48
I saw you.
40:51
Oh,
40:51
I’m a little nosy like
40:52
that, too. I’ll be watching
40:53
everything. No. I’m just. I’m.
40:56
I’m appreciating everything
40:57
that you’re saying and I was
40:59
actually going to talk to mark
41:01
afterwards because I wanted to
41:03
actually get your information.
41:04
I appreciate everything that
41:05
you see here everything and I’m
41:08
sitting here actually writing
41:09
down notes. A lot of the stuff
41:11
I’ve heard, but yeah, so I’m
41:12
definitely like please continue
41:15
to share and I’m just enjoying
41:16
this and yeah my emotions. a
41:18
lot of things like. going back
41:19
to where you were. Asking
41:22
especially now, I’m in an
41:24
eleven 2 year right now and
41:26
I’ve been having a lot of
41:29
experiences where. My mind
41:32
wants to do one thing and my
41:34
spirit is like I can’t even
41:37
explain what it is. It’s like I
41:39
know what you’re doing. I know
41:41
that is so it’s like if it’s
41:43
not meant for me I cannot move.
41:45
Yeah. Absolutely. it’s an
41:47
emotion that takes over me and
41:49
I cannot explain what it is,
41:51
but it’s so powerful and it’s
41:53
eleven 2 year that I can’t
41:55
ignore it right and then I mean
41:57
you know how they say like they
41:59
you’ll be in church right and
42:00
they say God. God always
42:03
whispering to you. You know you
42:04
gotta be quiet so you can hear
42:05
him. mm hmm girl. That’s a lie
42:08
When you get close to the
42:09
spirit, it’s going to get real
42:11
loud and it’s going to give it
42:12
to you. Yeah and you’re going
42:15
through basically is you’re
42:17
going through your awakening
42:18
and you’re you’re being
42:18
enlightened part of you are
42:19
starting to die and you do have
42:21
to die. That’s part of Judas.
42:23
You got a party. You gotta die
42:25
off so you can actually rebirth
42:26
you can birth your spirit. so
42:28
when you’re going through what
42:29
you’re going through right now
42:30
and you’re having those
42:31
turmoil, you’re you. You’re
42:33
it’s not in alignment your
42:35
consciousness is
42:36
subconsciousness are not in
42:37
alignment because your ego
42:38
still wants to be in control,
42:39
but your subconscious because
42:41
of the work that you’re doing
42:42
is starting to tell the ego to
42:44
sit the hell down and shut the
42:45
**** up and the ego don’t like
42:47
that and so the ego’s going to
42:49
try to fight back a little bit
42:50
and it’s going to give you a
42:51
little resistance but the more
42:53
that you practice where you’re
42:55
going and what you’re doing
42:56
that just basically means
42:57
you’re on the right track. Mama
42:59
you’re on the right track. Keep
43:00
doing what you’re doing because
43:01
you’re doing a very. Good job
43:04
and that is the first thing you
43:05
feel and a lot of people will
43:07
back up from that. don’t back
43:08
up from that because you’re
43:09
going through your awakening
43:11
right now, so you can actually
43:13
become closer to your spirit
43:15
and you’re going to be able to
43:17
have a lot stronger. They’re
43:18
going to get stronger and it’s
43:19
going to get clear before it
43:21
actually actually gets smoother
43:22
to where it’s it’s just like
43:24
second nature to you. Okay.
43:28
Absolutely absolutely. number
43:30
five heart. Self often. If
43:36
we’ve touched on a little bit,
43:38
but often is an open conflict
43:40
with our spiritual and mental.
43:44
Self open conflict with them
43:48
too and we’ll it’s it’s always
43:50
the emotional self that get
43:52
your physical self **** kicked.
43:57
I’m just being real, it’s it’s
43:59
it’s your. It’s your emotional
44:01
self that pop off. With the
44:05
Gibbs that get your physical
44:08
self beat up.
44:12
Tell you what you could do if
44:15
you do a damn good job of
44:17
beating your own **** Yeah.
44:21
I’m telling you I I’ve been
44:23
down the road. I have done a
44:24
lot of self work and trust me I
44:27
stopped allowing my exterior
44:29
world to whoop my **** because
44:31
I really didn’t like how it
44:32
felt absolutely so I started
44:34
whooping my own **** I was like
44:36
I started putting my own self
44:37
out here. I started going off
44:39
on myself like II was going to
44:41
me and cussed myself. I like
44:42
how dumb was that now, Desiree
44:43
was that smart, no dumb ****
44:45
you should’ve did this. you
44:47
should’ve did that? Why did you
44:48
do this? That makes zero sense
44:49
like I actually just had that
44:50
conversation? Myself the other
44:52
day because I’ve been so busy
44:54
with both of my businesses and
44:55
going and moving and moving
44:57
right, I was at a at a event
44:59
and I’m trying to work my my my
45:02
keyless entry remote right it’s
45:03
half working so my **** I’m
45:06
sitting here pushing the button
45:07
in about fifteen times go come
45:09
on. click click Catch Catch
45:11
instead of **** go get a
45:13
battery like what are you doing
45:15
like just go change your
45:17
battery out and now it works
45:19
flawlessly and now you don’t
45:20
overuse. The buttons, where the
45:22
buttons don’t work even if you
45:23
got a new battery, but that’s
45:25
pretty much what we do in our
45:26
life when things don’t work
45:28
like it used to and it starts
45:30
like filling away. then you
45:31
start trying to trying to make
45:33
it and force it to work. You
45:34
try to push it and make it do
45:36
what it what it what it’s
45:37
supposed to do and it’s not
45:38
doing it but instead of just
45:41
relaxing taking a breath paying
45:43
more attention. That’s where
45:45
self awareness come in. I’m big
45:46
on on awareness and that is
45:47
that’s my gift and I bring
45:48
awareness to the table like I.
45:51
As long, if I can get you know
45:52
once I get people to understand
45:54
their awareness and be more
45:56
aware, then he can go in and
45:57
help you help you you know,
45:59
relax your mind and put you
46:01
where you need to be because
46:02
now you’re open to receive it.
46:03
but when you’re overly use it
46:06
keep pushing it even when you
46:07
do get your charge like a new
46:09
battery now you don’t **** the
46:11
button up dummy. Wait. What are
46:13
you doing right right right?
46:16
exactly exactly. Sometimes we
46:18
just gotta slow down no matter
46:20
how busy your life gets no
46:21
matter what goes on in your
46:22
life? no matter how much is
46:23
going. Say you’re in your
46:26
conscious awareness in the
46:27
moment and just clearly think
46:30
if you learn how to just stop
46:32
one thing when you’re doing
46:33
something like that, stop
46:34
yourself close your eyes and
46:36
just breathe for a good like 30
46:38
seconds. Yes, and that clarity
46:40
that thirty-second clarity will
46:42
help your mind just bring all
46:44
the answers to you
46:46
effortlessly. Yes, absolutely.
46:50
absolutely. III. Want your
46:53
information before. before. Get
46:57
off of this car. You know what
47:00
you can find me on Facebook.
47:02
Okay. My name is right there,
47:03
but you don’t need to worry
47:04
about. I’ll make you guys. I’ll
47:06
link it too. Yeah. he has. He
47:08
has all my. You know what this
47:10
man right here know more about
47:12
me than 98% of the people in
47:14
this world. And he shouldn’t
47:17
and I told you I will keep
47:19
everything in the strictest of
47:20
confidence. Yes, yes, he did so
47:23
if Y’all anybody need to get in
47:25
touch with me just reach out
47:25
to, he knows how to get in
47:27
touch with me. Yeah. But yeah
47:31
that that emotional self. That
47:35
Emotional Self can get the rest
47:38
of you The rest of me, just
47:41
like earlier today, my
47:42
emotional self got the rest
47:45
affected the rest of me and it
47:47
took it took a minute. just to
47:52
come back into full balance and
47:54
alignment. because that
47:57
emotional self again that’s
47:58
where those instant and
48:00
immediate trackers are that’s
48:02
where they are. But keep in
48:04
mind that your emotional self
48:06
can be your your worst enemy or
48:07
your best friend. Absolutely it
48:09
depends on how you use it
48:10
because your emotional self can
48:11
also be that that part of your
48:14
instinct. Yes, right, it’s
48:15
connected to there. so you
48:16
don’t want to like That’s why
48:17
he said earlier you don’t want
48:18
to shelf it, but once you shove
48:20
that emotional side, you also
48:21
are in inhabiting inhibiting
48:24
inhibiting your intuition most
48:26
your intuition and your
48:27
instinct. Yes because they need
48:28
your emotion. That’s what gives
48:30
you the feelings the emotion is
48:31
attached to. What happens with
48:34
a I’m going to give y’all this
48:35
key point because it is
48:37
sometimes what I’ve learned
48:38
being in in management for so
48:39
long and and being on that
48:41
upper level is a lot of times
48:42
people don’t do what you the
48:44
information you’re giving them
48:45
because they don’t understand
48:46
why right. The Y always helps
48:51
so with your emotions and that
48:52
emotional side of you, why is
48:56
because in your brain, your
48:57
neurons and neuro receptors
48:59
also release a chemical and
49:01
every time a chemical is
49:03
released, it is attached to a
49:05
feeling. So once you learn
49:08
which chemical is being
49:10
released, you know the feeling
49:11
that’s coming and like I tell
49:12
people don’t make it rocket
49:14
science because humans are very
49:15
good at that because the eagle
49:16
does that it’s it’s what it
49:18
either goes one or two
49:20
categories. High frequency low
49:22
frequency period. Yes, so if
49:24
that chemical release in your
49:26
brain is attached to a low
49:27
frequency. then learn how to
49:30
change that frequency to a
49:31
higher frequency and then every
49:33
time that chemicals released
49:34
and you have that emotion it
49:36
automatically Emmanuel it just
49:38
automatically just just
49:40
magically goes right into the
49:41
house. Frequency so you can
49:44
have the right response to what
49:46
you’re going through and not a
49:48
knee jerk social engineering
49:51
reaction.
49:55
absolutely and that that
49:58
keyword frequency that that is
49:59
that’s everything
50:04
right there right when you
50:05
choose to tune in and or to the
50:06
higher the low but interesting
50:07
piggybacking off what you were
50:08
saying because I mentioned this
50:09
too, I said, we’re always going
50:10
to have triggers in our life,
50:10
but it’s it’s whether we choose
50:12
to react or respond to them.
50:13
Absolutely and that. Setting
50:14
your goals when you set your
50:15
goals and you have a plan for
50:18
yourself, you are writing a
50:19
road map for your subconscious
50:21
and your conscious to be in
50:23
alignment to follow and those
50:26
goals will also set the tone
50:30
for those triggers because if
50:31
that trigger is not, you know
50:34
whatever it is, it’s going to
50:35
happen right but your behavior
50:38
is what he’s talking about with
50:39
the respond and react you will
50:41
then learn how to respond and
50:42
then the behavior that you have
50:45
from that trigger is then in
50:46
alignment with the goal because
50:47
that’s the. Of a habit
50:51
absolutely have goals for your
50:54
life. Don’t don’t wake up every
50:55
day and and then try to figure
50:57
it out when you wake up no they
50:59
they make a 10 year goal a
51:02
five-year goal a 3 year goal,
51:03
and then you take a 1 year goal
51:06
from the three and you break it
51:08
down to bite sized pieces,
51:10
which you make a goal for every
51:11
quarter to reach that 1 year
51:13
goal and every quarter you
51:15
break that down to every month
51:16
to every day you go you eat
51:18
month to month and week to week
51:20
you just go you start from
51:22
where you want to be at and
51:23
then you work back. To where
51:26
you are right now and now you
51:28
already have the road map to
51:30
where you gotta go next. a lot
51:32
of people. The first thing
51:33
people say was I don’t desiree.
51:34
I don’t know what to do next.
51:35
well baby. That’s because you
51:37
ain’t got no goals down and you
51:38
ain’t right So, of course,
51:40
you’re going to be lost. Yeah,
51:41
you don’t have a plan. you
51:42
don’t have a plan. absolutely
51:46
absolutely plan your life or
51:48
your life will plan you say
51:50
that again. Number six
51:54
Emotional SELF.
52:00
Yeah, I mean the ruffle
52:01
feathers that stirred the pot
52:03
right here The emotional self
52:06
relives unresolved childhood
52:09
trauma through dysfunctional
52:10
and toxic intimate
52:12
interpersonal relationships.
52:15
Alright, I said it well, that’s
52:18
what she was supposed to say. I
52:21
mean you you know like those
52:23
emotions we you you gotta
52:25
understand every emotion that
52:26
we have right here right now
52:29
every single emotion already
52:33
embedded with a program A
52:35
trigger and a behavior to dumb
52:37
**** because that was it didn’t
52:39
have a reward. really you just
52:40
did something somebody else did
52:42
so since there is no true
52:43
reward, It’s it’s a blind. it’s
52:47
a it’s just a blind action like
52:49
a it’s a whole blind. It’s just
52:51
like it has nowhere to go. It’s
52:52
like Oh, this is a trigger. Oh,
52:54
I remember that so and so
52:54
acting like. When they were
52:57
triggered like that, so I’m
52:58
just going to act like that and
52:59
then you just don’t even think
53:01
about what you’re doing. look
53:04
for instance, have you ever
53:05
said Well, you know what dang
53:07
when you had a situation? I
53:08
wish I wouldn’t did that you
53:10
have those afterthought dang. I
53:12
wish I would’ve did that dang.
53:13
I wish that don’t have those
53:16
are called regrets. baby. Yeah.
53:17
Those are regrets. Those are
53:19
things that you should not have
53:20
because if you got regrets,
53:22
that means you’re not paying
53:22
attention to what you’re doing,
53:24
you’re not consciously going in
53:25
this life and if you’re not
53:26
consciously there you’re
53:28
unconsciously there, which
53:29
means you’re not even a player
53:30
in the game, You’re just a.
53:32
Yeah, you’re not even an avatar
53:33
You’re an emoji. Yeah, you
53:35
ain’t even really an emoji you
53:37
you you’re a gift. That’s what
53:38
you want. something that
53:41
somebody attached in every now
53:43
and again you you might be able
53:45
to move a not right. Absolutely
53:49
absolutely and and and and and
53:51
until I got into shadow work
53:55
and until I went into my heart
53:58
space and figured out some
54:00
toxic. **** I kept repeating
54:04
the same dysfunctional toxic
54:07
**** and intimate
54:08
relationships. III keep
54:11
attracting the same same chick.
54:12
It was different. She had a
54:14
different name, but she was the
54:16
exact same car freaking copies
54:19
one after another after another
54:21
after another after another.
54:23
but we do that right because we
54:25
didn’t learn a lesson. We
54:28
didn’t learn I mean, and
54:29
everybody thinks well well. all
54:31
men are bad well. Well. I’m
54:32
getting I’m getting tired of
54:34
these women and in
54:35
relationships with this and
54:36
that no baby you’re the problem
54:38
ma’am if you change your
54:39
mindset, you can change when
54:40
you’re attracted to you and you
54:42
will be going through all that
54:44
mess and trying to blame the
54:45
entitlement. It’s just that
54:47
victim mentality right just
54:49
just just get out the victim
54:50
mentality you know if there be
54:52
accountable be highly
54:53
accountable for what you’re
54:55
doing and what you’re saying in
54:56
your actions and don’t look.
54:58
Somebody else as they did this
55:01
to me because like I tell
55:02
people let’s just change the
55:04
world. We’re going to do this
55:04
right now We’re going to change
55:06
the word and so you ain’t gotta
55:07
worry about that. No more
55:08
nothing happens to me.
55:10
everything happens for me.
55:12
absolutely and if you if you
55:14
change your words and even
55:16
though the sentence is
55:18
basically the same, there’s
55:19
only one word that changes.
55:20
It’s two and 444. It’s either.
55:23
It’s going to be to you or for
55:24
you. and I don’t have all
55:27
things to happen to me unless
55:29
I’m not conscious. Paying
55:32
attention, I’m not aware I’m
55:33
not in the moment. No, it’s
55:34
going to happen to me, which I
55:35
mean, mean, that’s what I said
55:36
you know either you’re going to
55:38
plan your life or it’s going to
55:39
plan for you and that’s going
55:40
to be to you. but I want to I
55:42
want things to happen for me,
55:43
which means I’m planning my
55:44
life the intentions for my
55:45
steps and everything that I
55:46
want to come to me and every
55:47
morning I wake up. I read
55:49
Romans 831 if God is for me,
55:52
there is no man that can be
55:54
against me, but I add a little
55:55
bit and I say there’s no man or
55:57
nothing on the face of this
55:59
earth that could be against me.
56:00
I can do all things through the
56:02
God power of God, Love and God
56:04
healing that strengthens me.
56:06
Enriches of mine success is
56:10
mine, but all the days of my
56:12
life. Thank you father that is
56:14
written on my mirror in a
56:16
sharpie I write on my mirror
56:17
and every time I that II really
56:19
got that message and now it’s
56:20
become a part of me as far as
56:22
my habit I go in and clean that
56:25
message off and then go with
56:26
the next one. Yeah until it
56:27
becomes a part of my day every
56:29
single day. Absolutely. so when
56:30
I go in there and do my mirror
56:31
work. I’m already looking at
56:32
the message that I need to
56:34
focus on and I already know
56:35
what I need to say you know
56:36
customers love me. Clients Love
56:39
me just love me money wants me
56:42
you know jobs want me my
56:44
businesses want me my clients
56:46
customers. They want me. You
56:48
know all of these all these
56:49
things want me They want me.
56:53
You’re not you don’t want it
56:56
then you relinquish your
56:58
control right back to the ego
56:59
and back to your exterior world
57:02
you you bring your control
57:03
right to your power, which
57:05
means. they want you wait a
57:09
minute.
57:15
They want you absolutely
57:17
everything wants you you don’t
57:19
want nothing because you don’t
57:20
want for nothing your spirit.
57:22
You don’t want nothing. you’re
57:23
limitless what what could you
57:24
possibly want that you already
57:26
don’t have? Yeah everything is
57:27
already yours. It’s already
57:29
ours. Absolutely II have AI
57:33
have a saying you know. allow
57:37
Mastered Self. and disconnected
57:39
to Mastered SELF. Stop.
57:45
Allowing life to happen to you
57:47
and you start happening to life
57:51
I happen to life. I am not we
57:54
all hear understand the the law
57:57
of the cosmic law of cause and
57:59
effect. Yeah. I’m the cause.
58:03
I’m the cause you’re the cause
58:07
if you’re not the cause become
58:11
the cause and let everyone else
58:13
be the effect. Well. I don’t
58:16
like nobody else having control
58:17
so I ain’t going to lie to
58:19
y’all. I am the cause of and
58:20
the effect I am the and the the
58:22
the Alpha and the Omega damn it
58:23
well well, I’m going to have
58:26
the effects of which direction
58:28
he’s going to go. Devin. I got
58:29
you. I’m serious. You know I
58:30
just got into that mindset.
58:31
That’s just pretty much where
58:33
I’m at cause and effect. I am
58:35
the cause and the effect baby.
58:38
ain’t nothing in my world. I
58:40
affect that absolutely.
58:43
absolutely absolutely and
58:46
lastly I wanted to. talk on
58:49
this. Emotional Self is home to
58:52
our healthy. and unhealthy
58:56
attachments. I got some real, I
58:59
got some healthy attachments. I
59:00
got I’m I’m attached to these
59:03
crystals. Y’all can’t see em in
59:04
here because I got a nice
59:06
little virtual background. I’m
59:07
attached to my tuning forks and
59:10
my sound instruments and my me
59:13
and and I’m attached to I’m
59:15
haily attached to my radio
59:19
station and things that I’m
59:20
doing. I believe I’ve released
59:25
all unhealthy attachments, but
59:27
you never know. What are some
59:30
of y’all healthy attachments?
59:34
Me I’m going to attached to my
59:36
spiritual discipline in the
59:37
mornings. I’m yeah some of
59:39
y’all. I’m I’m attached to me.
59:41
I’m so I’m so I’m I’m I’m I’m
59:43
I’m in love with me. I’m so in
59:45
love with you. I ain’t mad at
59:46
you. Oh I love I love me some.
59:49
I also attached to me in love
59:51
with me that it is all about me
59:54
and my work is all about me.
59:56
Not no. I’m not. I’m not
59:58
selfish, not even by nature. Am
59:59
I selfish. I’m a very very open
60:02
giving. Being person. but when
60:06
it get down to it. my
60:09
healthiest my healthiest part
60:11
of me is loving my spirit so so
60:15
much I get so overjoyed. I end
60:17
up just you know you get that
60:19
energy inside of you. can’t you
60:20
don’t even know what to do with
60:21
it. You just like want to
60:22
scream you want to run you just
60:24
like you you you’ll get to the
60:25
point, especially with you when
60:27
you said, I am victorious,
60:29
you’re you’re close. You’re so
60:30
close there if you’re not
60:31
already experienced it where
60:32
you’re going to have these.
60:33
Burst of energy that feels so
60:36
good and you gotta try to
60:37
figure out what to do with your
60:39
energy. just make you want to
60:39
jump around and Scream and clap
60:41
and dance and just be happy and
60:44
just celebrate out of nowhere.
60:46
Like just out of nowhere, just
60:48
celebrate people looking at you
60:50
like what the hell is she
60:51
doing. Don’t worry about it.
60:52
Baby don’t worry about it.
60:53
Don’t worry about it. Don’t
60:54
worry about it. It’s just I’m
60:55
in my own world. This is about
60:56
me. This is all me right here.
60:58
It’s all me. It’s all me but
61:01
you’ll get to that point where
61:02
every you’ll be so excited, you
61:05
know the excitement and like I
61:06
told I said I want people feel
61:09
this and it’s not for everybody
61:10
now I have sympathy and
61:11
empathy, but I don’t have that
61:13
for everybody because everybody
61:14
observe my attention like like
61:16
that. Everybody’s not ready to
61:20
evolve everybody is not ready
61:21
to accept the conversation that
61:23
comes out of my mouth and trust
61:25
me. I don’t even fight with
61:26
people no more as soon as I
61:28
hear that they’re going against
61:30
something, I said, not because
61:33
I’m mad because they went
61:34
against it. You’re just on
61:34
another frequency and another
61:36
level than I am and I’m not
61:37
even getting ready to indulge
61:38
in trying to help you
61:40
understand where I’m coming
61:41
from if you don’t get where I’m
61:42
coming from first off, you’re
61:44
just not for me. I’m going to
61:45
move on now. When you evolve
61:48
and you get get there come
61:49
holler at me because I’m always
61:50
going to be here, but I mean
61:52
even for my kids, I’ll tell my
61:53
kids. I don’t have no time for
61:55
you if you’re not there, I mean
61:56
you could tell when people you
61:58
could tell when people are
61:58
doing the work because you
61:59
could tell they their
62:00
personality changes, you know
62:01
you’re telling them stuff
62:02
changes. I mean even with the
62:04
crystals I got this is a
62:05
crystal right here. I got
62:06
around my neck and it keeps
62:07
away negativity and it keeps it
62:09
it It brings all the clarity
62:11
that I need to meet so I keep
62:13
it even on my neck. My crystal
62:15
I. Which one is it What which
62:20
is Carmine black tourmaline. Oh
62:22
yeah. Yes. Yeah. It’s black
62:24
Tourmaline and I got all my
62:26
other crystals that sit up
62:27
there. So when I go, I got I
62:29
got different stages. I either
62:31
use sage. Yes I use my a Palo
62:33
Santos that it depends on which
62:35
one I’m using I might use
62:36
lavender and burn my lavender I
62:38
might get the sweet grass and
62:40
burn the sweet grass It depends
62:42
on what energy I’m wanting to
62:44
feel or. Need to feel on what
62:47
I’m going to burn in my house
62:48
during my meditation or even
62:50
which crystals you know and if
62:52
you gotta get you gotta get the
62:53
other one you can get grounding
62:55
crystals. You gotta make sure
62:56
you ground yourself right if
62:57
you’re ever going to meditation
62:59
and for some reason when you
63:00
come out of meditation, you’re
63:02
dizzy or you feel lightheaded.
63:04
It’s because you’re not
63:04
grounding yourself during that
63:06
meditation and part of your
63:07
spirit is still kind of
63:09
floating and not completely
63:10
attached. It didn’t come all
63:11
the way back Some part of your
63:13
spirit is you kind of left it
63:14
hanging like. Out there, it’s
63:16
like you close the door and
63:17
locked it out. You gotta let
63:19
you let all of you back in. so
63:21
there’s certain things. that’s
63:22
why you use crystals and
63:23
different stages so you can
63:25
center yourself and you can
63:26
ground yourself and you can
63:27
bring yourself into wholeness.
63:29
There’s a book that I’m
63:31
reading. I love this book and
63:32
it actually changes your DNA
63:34
and your RNA as you’re reading
63:35
the book so you can become
63:37
higher self and move to
63:39
multiple dimensions, which is
63:40
called downloads of the nine
63:42
and I read. There’s a lot of
63:43
different books that I. But
63:46
there’s another one you know
63:49
evolved. This is evolve your
63:50
brain. Yeah that when you gotta
63:53
evolve your brain and and then
63:54
the other ones is breaking
63:55
habits of being yourself.
63:57
That’s a really good book. Both
63:58
of those books are by doctor
64:00
Joe Dispenza and it just help
64:02
understand the neurology
64:03
because like I said this body
64:05
you’re in is a foreign vehicle.
64:08
Everybody tells him. I’m
64:08
driving a foreign. you’re damn
64:10
right. your body is a foreign
64:11
because you don’t know what the
64:13
hell to do with it. You don’t
64:13
know how. It works, but there
64:16
are manuals Yes there are
64:19
manuals on how your how that
64:20
how that works. There’s another
64:23
book. I can’t see in your
64:24
background and you put it
64:25
closer to the to the put it
64:26
closer to it, but that there’s
64:28
one book. Yeah, okay, the code
64:30
of extremity of mind. Yes. Yeah
64:32
there. There’s there’s a lot of
64:35
Leonardo the Vinci thinking
64:37
like like like it was thinking
64:40
like thinking with higher
64:42
greatness and thinking like a
64:43
boss. But it’s Leonardo the
64:44
Vinci. I read this book like
64:45
many many years ago, but it’s a
64:48
good book to help you
64:48
understand that your brain has.
64:51
Multiple layers, Yes, there’s
64:52
so many layers to your brain
64:54
and the reason being is because
64:56
there’s so many dimensional
64:59
layers spiritually. It’s not
65:00
like some people say we’re in.
65:01
we’re in the third dimension.
65:03
Five dimension you hear nine
65:04
dimension that ain’t that is
65:06
like the tip of the iceberg.
65:08
Yeah, there are multiple layers
65:10
in in spirituality that you can
65:12
actually be on all multiple
65:14
layers at the exact same
65:16
simultaneously, yes
65:18
simultaneously you could be
65:18
your younger self. Your future
65:21
self all at the exact same time
65:23
because you’re actually that
65:25
now, but you will be able to
65:26
speak to all three. you can go
65:28
to your younger self and heal
65:29
your younger self. You don’t
65:30
have to worry about who wronged
65:31
you when you was a baby and you
65:32
can’t defend yourself. defend
65:34
yourself now and go speak to
65:35
yourself and fix that **** go
65:36
up for your future self and say
65:38
hey, you know what are we doing
65:39
in the future? How do I get
65:40
there? What do I need to do?
65:42
Yeah and your spirit and that
65:44
your higher self will download
65:45
the road map for how you got to
65:47
your success and when you’re
65:48
talking to your successful. You
65:50
know got all the information
65:51
you don’t need to go outside
65:52
yourself to get the information
65:54
you gotta go and get the
65:55
information from somebody on
65:56
how to even retrieve it, though
65:58
that part, but you gotta be
66:00
willing and open minded enough
66:02
to understand it and retrieve
66:03
it and in relies your greatness
66:08
some people’s self esteem so
66:09
shut that you can help them
66:11
realize their greatness if you
66:13
actually handed to them in a
66:14
can of red bull right, they
66:17
would never see it never see
66:18
it. they’ll they wouldn’t even
66:19
see it because they don’t want
66:20
to some people are so afraid of
66:21
their own. So they’re so
66:24
they’re so deep into their to
66:26
their shadow self and which is
66:28
why in the Bible when they say,
66:30
God said that he can’t come to
66:32
you. His hand is out he’s
66:33
waiting for you to come. That’s
66:35
because God can’t go into that
66:36
darkness to come and get you
66:37
because he can get absorbed by
66:39
the shadow work the darkness
66:41
and it will be absorbed into
66:43
that word. He can’t even come
66:44
back so he’s not getting ready
66:45
to risk Self to come and save
66:47
your **** You gotta save
66:49
yourself and be willing to cut
66:50
it off and come to him. Stay in
66:52
the light and not go in the
66:54
darkness and if somebody say
66:56
you’re shining too bright, tell
66:58
them to get a pair of shades.
67:01
Tell tell them to go buy some
67:02
shades because there’s no
67:03
reason for you to dim that I’ve
67:04
heard so many people tell me to
67:06
dim my life because I’m I’m too
67:09
bright. I got that in
67:10
management role when I was
67:12
working for Mgm, they said that
67:13
I need to dim my light I looked
67:16
at them and I said, wow,
67:17
really, I said **** if I’m
67:18
signing up right, I should be
67:20
on stage. What the **** you
67:21
mean, like I don’t understand
67:23
what you’re saying like dim my
67:24
light. I don’t like you’re
67:25
telling me to be somebody. I’m
67:27
not this is who I am. I’m not
67:29
trying to be brighter than
67:30
everybody else. I’m just. Me so
67:33
if you feel like that that has
67:35
nothing to do with me, that’s
67:36
your problem. Absolutely
67:39
absolutely. absolutely. this
67:42
was great today Guys. II really
67:46
and and II gotta thank all
67:48
y’all because I’m in a
67:50
different Myspace. I’m not
67:55
going to go full Kohl’s. I
67:57
don’t have to go. I don’t have
68:01
to.
68:04
I’m going to get my money. I’m
68:06
going to get I just don’t I
68:08
don’t appreciate. Oh my god I
68:11
don’t appreciate how it all
68:13
happens. But yeah, yeah, it’ll
68:17
be all. it’ll be all good.
68:19
It’ll be all good if it’s and
68:22
that’s growth from. that’s
68:23
that’s growth in an hour and 20
68:25
minutes you guys. Oh no. that
68:27
was you know what that was
68:29
Spirit Honey. Spirit is spirit
68:33
is broke. that’s where growth
68:35
comes from is from huh because
68:38
I’m I’m telling I’m telling
68:41
there’s and lemons and and
68:44
Jolene and Vander Y’all
68:46
wouldn’t on the call in the
68:47
beginning but victorious and
68:50
Carolyn were and yeah they both
68:52
had to talk me off the ledge
68:53
and what did I tell you to do
68:55
II, said Breathe. We almost
68:57
didn’t have a call. I’m
68:58
serious. Yeah. It was almost
69:00
like that so. To be able to
69:04
you’re a mess by I know to be
69:06
able to have grown in the in
69:08
front of all of you guys that
69:10
that really that’s really a
69:11
blessing for me and I’m really
69:14
grateful. for this forum.
69:18
because this forum is not just
69:20
for me to spew this is for all
69:21
of us and I’m grateful for this
69:23
form because it’s it’s it’s
69:25
informs like this that the
69:27
ailments of all of us can be
69:29
healed, disgusting healed and
69:30
opened up and then conquer.
69:32
Once and for all, you know so I
69:36
want to encourage all of us to
69:38
continue along this path. I’m
69:40
I’m already knowing. there is
69:45
AA show Miss Desiree that you
69:48
and I are going to have to to
69:50
do. Oh yeah I’m already knowing
69:52
that I feel that we kind of
69:53
talks about it and tested on
69:55
that Saturday morning, but I’m
69:57
already yeah today you just let
69:59
me know that. Yeah. this is
70:00
that was confirmation. Yes, I
70:03
like I’ve been I’ve been I’ve
70:05
been thinking about this and
70:06
I’m trying to see if the world
70:07
ready for me.
70:10
They all look, I’m going to
70:11
tell Y’all I don’t pull punches
70:14
because I don’t care about
70:14
nobody feelings. I can get I
70:15
can care less about your
70:16
feelings. I’m I’m coming from a
70:18
background as a construction
70:20
project manager for the last 18
70:21
years out here in Las Vegas
70:23
Trust me the one thing I got is
70:25
thick skin and the last thing I
70:26
care about is anybody emotions.
70:28
I don’t care about your
70:29
feelings. I don’t care about
70:30
your emotions because half the
70:31
time you don’t even know what
70:32
to do with them yourself. so I
70:34
ain’t getting ready to hear
70:34
about it well, then Y’all Y’all
70:36
should let her know that she is
70:37
partnering up with the right.
70:39
Person ain’t she yeah. I give
70:45
zero **** zero. for that’s
70:50
Carolyn would say you know what
70:51
I tell people if you know if if
70:55
I gave a **** that means I
70:57
don’t give a **** about you
71:00
because I what I generally Care
71:03
II can’t help but to care about
71:04
people and I can’t help but
71:07
I’ve I’ve that’s just me. I’ve
71:08
been like that my entire life.
71:09
I’m not getting ready to
71:10
change. No. I ain’t change
71:11
either I care. But I give you
71:14
give a **** I don’t care about
71:15
you generally so therefore I
71:16
go. I’m going to give you the
71:18
the real beat the meat The
71:20
potatoes the sock it to me,
71:22
punching every damn thing else
71:24
that come with it, whether you
71:25
like it or not, but it’s not
71:26
for me to deal with those
71:28
emotions. It’s for you to deal
71:29
with them. emotions, but you
71:30
don’t like absolutely
71:32
absolutely. well, you know what
71:34
I just want a butt in because I
71:36
just came down the road I was
71:38
driving and listening. and. And
71:42
I tell you it was just good to
71:44
just just listen and just hear
71:47
so much that I witnessed in
71:51
myself and like you know, like
71:54
like I told you the other night
71:55
you know I’ve been back almost
71:56
4 years now from Germany and I
71:59
tell you I have gone through it
72:00
back here I know, but but but
72:02
but Desiree you’re right
72:04
though, because I’m just I’m
72:05
sensitive. I’m I’m I’m a
72:07
sensitive and I’m reading a
72:09
book now. for. People and
72:13
everything and and so you know
72:16
that’s been the lane that I’ve
72:17
been in. I have a last year,
72:20
the guy said to me, he said.
72:21
Von you have to toughen up.
72:22
You’re too nice and so I have
72:24
let them my light down you know
72:26
because I got back here and I
72:28
just want to get on. I was in
72:29
Germany 25 years getting along
72:31
right. I gotta get back here
72:33
and and and calm down my life
72:37
and singing things in people’s
72:39
what she talking about and all
72:40
that. Thank you for sharing it
72:43
with me. I have to get that I
72:45
don’t give up. Yeah, but you
72:47
know what I’m okay with Y’all.
72:49
I’m going to tell you something
72:51
because I I’m a very and and
72:53
you you guys hear me right now.
72:54
right. I’ve been I think it’s a
72:56
very incubator for introverted
72:57
and very sensitive. I mean when
72:59
you say sensitive, my **** was
73:01
crying and I would be like. Oh
73:02
my God. how do they think about
73:03
it? How do they feel about me?
73:05
Is this? okay is that okay? But
73:07
when y’all look, I’m going to
73:08
tell you when you get tired,
73:10
there’s going to be an energy
73:11
that come over in your **** and
73:13
you’re going to get worn out
73:14
trying to worry about what
73:15
everybody else thinking if if
73:16
everybody. Else is okay you’re
73:19
going to get wore out and when
73:20
you wear yourself out you going
73:23
to stop. That’s what broke me.
73:25
I’m like you know what ****
73:26
y’all y’all That’s right. I’m
73:31
like giving you everything. I’m
73:33
giving you the clothes off my
73:34
back. I’m giving you my car my
73:37
money. I’m giving I’m I’m
73:37
giving you everything and you
73:40
still an **** to me. That’s
73:42
that’s right You got me Desiree
73:45
because I was there. If that
73:48
don’t make you say **** you
73:50
baby.
73:54
It’s I’m just I was on the
73:57
phone talking to my sister and
73:59
I and I was, she said. Oh,
74:01
you’re getting so mean and I
74:02
think I like that, I said no.
74:04
I’m just tired of everybody and
74:06
everything I’ve done enough.
74:07
Yeah, you know you know and and
74:08
you know what when people I’ve
74:10
learned when people say you’re
74:12
getting mean those are normally
74:14
the ones who’s used to you
74:16
saying yes, all the time all
74:17
the time and now that you’re
74:19
not yes and now they want to
74:21
say. Oh, you mean, Oh, you
74:23
changed my my godmother came
74:24
and said Desiree, she said
74:25
something. Changed and you you
74:28
see more more, I said, like an
74:31
**** like I don’t give a ****
74:32
she said. Yeah, that like. You
74:35
don’t have to go and she said
74:37
baby you need to go to church,
74:38
I said. No, I said you need to
74:40
get out of church or you need
74:42
to do something and so can
74:43
understand where I’m coming
74:45
from I love church and I’m
74:46
going to be there in God, but
74:47
you’re not going to sit there
74:48
and tell me that I can’t be how
74:49
I am to tell people to kiss my
74:52
**** I’m supposed to love God,
74:54
I said, God told me to tell
74:55
them to kiss my **** That’s
74:57
right.
75:02
That’s that social engineered
75:04
religion that you’re listening
75:05
to I’m listening to the real.
75:06
absolutely. well. Thank you.
75:09
absolutely. thank you because
75:10
I’m telling you I’m I’m done.
75:12
I’m finished and I’m coming and
75:14
I’m just coming out. I’m not
75:16
dying. I’m coming out. I want
75:17
the world to know because I’ve
75:18
just had it. I just I don’t
75:21
know I crazy. I’m like no you
75:23
ain’t crazy. Oh, no you’re not
75:26
you’re good. You know why
75:26
because we’re supposed to be
75:28
selfish first. Yeah because if
75:30
we’re not doing for ourself and
75:31
we can’t do it no nobody else
75:32
going to do. For you, it’s been
75:34
a month I could have been a
75:36
multimillionaire, but I’m not
75:37
because I give everything away
75:39
to everybody, but I don’t see
75:41
I’m giving nothing back. I
75:43
ain’t got **** back. I don’t
75:45
know me neither. but now you
75:48
know what when you’re looking
75:49
at, let’s let’s say, let’s say
75:50
we’re all accountants right and
75:52
and and this is how and I’m
75:54
being real, honest and serious
75:55
right now, like let’s say
75:56
you’re all accountants which
75:57
you should be. you gotta take
75:59
an account of what’s going out
76:01
and what’s coming in and Nancy.
76:03
Emotional What emotionally are
76:05
you putting out there and what
76:06
emotionally are you getting
76:08
back now if that doesn’t
76:09
balance out what you’re putting
76:11
out is not coming back. I
76:13
suggest you quit giving that
76:14
**** away like absolutely and
76:16
let’s. unless you just like
76:18
want to just you know. be a
76:21
free for all and and and and
76:23
it’s okay because I I’ve met
76:24
people who actually feel good
76:25
to be a walking doormat. I
76:28
personally just don’t like that
76:29
**** you know because he goes
76:31
on the doormat so I don’t like
76:32
it but you. Actually start to
76:35
turn to to actually just just
76:38
weigh your options. weigh what
76:39
you like, I said. Wait, What’s
76:40
going on what’s coming back and
76:42
the way II tell people like
76:43
this. I’m going to give you
76:44
what you what you’re not asking
76:45
for. I’m going to give you what
76:46
you’re non verbally asking for
76:48
verbally, you’re saying one
76:49
thing, but your actions are
76:50
saying something totally
76:51
different. I’m getting ready to
76:52
give you what you’re non
76:54
verbally asking for. you’re not
76:55
going to **** like it, but I’m
76:56
going to give it to you anyway
76:57
because you’re asking for it.
76:59
and people with their non
77:02
verbally asking for it. don’t
77:02
give them what they. Verbally
77:04
ask him don’t listen to the
77:05
words coming out their mouth
77:06
because just act like you
77:07
you’re on Charlie Brown and
77:09
it’s. yeah go off the actions
77:13
look at people’s actions if
77:16
their actions don’t match
77:17
actions your actions needs to
77:19
match their actions Equal
77:20
exchange of energy right if
77:22
they’re action if their actions
77:24
are not showing you love don’t
77:25
give them no love if their
77:27
actions is not showing you some
77:28
money don’t give them you don’t
77:29
want no money whatever they’re
77:31
showing you give it back.
77:33
That’s right, I’m going to
77:37
reciprocate what the hell
77:37
you’re giving me. absolutely
77:39
no. it’s just because you think
77:40
you’re cool. I know you that’s
77:42
a lie. In your ego and
77:45
everybody’s ego’s going to tell
77:47
them how amazing they are
77:49
internally, which is why you
77:49
can’t tell somebody they ****
77:51
**** and they dumb right
77:52
because they’re not going to
77:53
listen the ego that comes from
77:54
the ego the ego yeah, now
77:57
spiritually if they if they
77:58
were listening to spirit when
77:59
you say you’re a **** spirit
78:01
going to say, yeah, you’re a
78:02
dumb **** You’re going to be
78:03
like damn. I’m a **** you’re
78:04
going to agree with it because
78:05
you’re going to have
78:06
accountability. you’re going to
78:08
be responsible for yourself and
78:10
you’re not going to be in the
78:10
victim mode. absolutely people
78:12
in the victim mode. Going to
78:14
fight back when you’re telling
78:15
them negative things about
78:16
themselves because they’re full
78:18
of child, they can’t handle it
78:20
so now go and test people right
78:23
go. go say some **** **** ****
78:25
to people just say some dumb
78:26
**** **** **** **** even if it
78:27
mattered or not just say it and
78:29
see their reaction right And if
78:31
that reaction is oh my god. I
78:33
can’t believe you’re talking to
78:34
me. They’re not they’re not
78:35
even they’re not even now if
78:37
they say no now why would you
78:38
say that to me like why would
78:39
you and let’s say you know what
78:41
I was just messing with you. I
78:42
just want to see where your
78:43
head was. Absolutely, you can
78:46
learn a lot by people by
78:48
testing them just like the
78:49
universe test us. I feel like
78:50
well **** if the universe test
78:52
me that must be the right way
78:53
to do it. So I’m getting ready
78:54
to test me. Let me see where
78:56
you at.
79:00
Ain’t nobody going to let them
79:02
come to you and tell you I’m a
79:03
**** you know. I’ll I’ll tell
79:05
you. I’m a **** I got I have my
79:07
moments right. I’ll I’ll tell
79:08
you but people not going to
79:09
just come up and tell you their
79:10
faults. people are not going to
79:12
sit there and actually just
79:12
really you know be one with
79:14
your thoughts and understand
79:16
that not going to do that.
79:17
They’re not so whenever you’re
79:19
meeting somebody or you’re you
79:20
just met somebody for a
79:22
relationship business. Whatever
79:24
it is they’re going to show you
79:25
their best side if you really
79:28
want to know about them truly
79:31
truly know about them.
79:35
Qualifying questions here you.
79:38
What do you think about Donald
79:40
Trump? Because that response.
79:44
don’t tell you a lot about that
79:46
person because a lot of people
79:47
who like Donald Trump, they’re
79:48
some narcissistic **** people,
79:49
they got some mental issues not
79:52
saying because of me because
79:53
I’m not saying there’s nothing
79:54
against Donald Trump right.
79:55
It’s only because of what he
79:58
stands for and how he perceived
79:59
Self so so people who tend to
80:01
be more narcissistic or have
80:03
that have some negative
80:03
connotation and dumb ****
80:05
they’re going to like him even
80:06
black people now when you get
80:09
people to say, well, you know
80:10
what. **** Him I don’t like
80:12
him, He’s a **** It’s probably
80:14
because they’re racist and and
80:16
and they’re not they’re not
80:17
being true and honest, either
80:18
like I tell people I said, you
80:20
know he does have some good
80:21
qualities, but there’s some
80:21
qualities about him. I don’t
80:23
like everybody has good
80:24
qualities. so you can’t say
80:26
Donald Trump is 10100% ****
80:28
**** person because he’s not
80:29
he’s made it further than a
80:31
whole lot of us have to this
80:33
**** actually made it to the
80:34
White House. We ain’t there.
80:36
How the **** Imma tell this
80:37
dude he done. He was smart
80:39
enough to get his dumb **** in
80:40
the White House and make some
80:41
money so he’s not. An idiot so
80:45
he has some good traits, just
80:47
like everybody else just like
80:48
the narcissistic ex boyfriend,
80:50
ex women that y’all been with,
80:51
and I know some of y’all don’t
80:52
have them in there. they they
80:54
have some good qualities, which
80:56
is why you got them in the
80:57
first place, but then they
80:57
showed you their true self. and
80:58
now you don’t like him. Donald
80:59
Trump is the exact same way. He
81:01
showed us some things about him
81:02
that we just don’t like so we
81:05
don’t like Donald Trump. I’m
81:06
sorry. we just don’t like what
81:07
you do. You just don’t stand
81:08
for too much that we like, but
81:10
as far as a businessman and how
81:12
to move some money and make
81:13
sure that the government don’t
81:14
take you know take take all of
81:16
his money even though he got
81:17
it. The man is good at. He’s
81:19
good at moving money. He knows
81:21
the money game, but the money
81:24
game and relationship game is
81:25
two different games, so you
81:27
can’t judge him off a
81:28
relationship game with his
81:29
money game is strong. give
81:31
people credit where credit is
81:32
due and wherever their credit
81:35
is due. stay there don’t go to
81:36
their dark side into their f’d
81:38
up side. They **** **** side.
81:39
don’t go there because now
81:40
you’re dimming yourself again.
81:42
you’re dimming your light,
81:43
you’re dimming and taking away
81:45
from yourself and lowering your
81:45
frequency. stick to the good
81:47
things that people do no matter
81:49
how **** **** they are. They
81:51
got some good qualities focus
81:52
on the good qualities only get
81:54
you give them blessings well,
81:56
wishes and wish them well.
81:57
Don’t wish nothing negative on
81:58
nobody because it’s going to
82:00
come back to your **** That’s
82:01
part of Karma, the words and
82:03
the thing no matter how wrong
82:04
they are and they could be
82:07
wrong as **** but as soon as
82:10
you let yourself go there, you
82:13
are now wrong. Absolutely.
82:16
absolutely. So I’m grateful for
82:20
everyone participation lemons.
82:23
I noticed you haven’t said a
82:25
thing Are you okay lemons?
82:29
Yeah, I’m good. I’ve been I’ve
82:30
been had a long day. Alright.
82:34
Yeah, I had AI had a very very
82:35
long day. I started very early.
82:37
I got up some really good
82:39
energy good. I popped right up
82:41
out of bed at 4:27 AM and I was
82:44
crying now ever since then. so
82:47
like I’ve been good like I’ve
82:49
been feeling good. I got me, I
82:51
found me a new deck today.
82:54
Alright good the realizations
82:56
and you know tearing apart
82:59
attachments Yes, building new
83:01
parts of myself that I want to
83:03
start utilizing every day.
83:04
We’re going to be sharing that.
83:06
We’re going to break down those
83:08
attachments just just do me one
83:10
favor lemons do me one favor
83:11
baby never claimed that you’ve
83:14
had a long day and sound tired
83:15
like that. Oh, you know, I’m
83:18
not saying I’m good. You know
83:20
you’re a spiritual being. you
83:21
can just tap right in your
83:22
spirit and get all the energy
83:23
you need. it might have been a
83:25
long day, but it’s not a long
83:26
day. It’s it’s probably a
83:27
productive day a prosperous
83:30
day. Oh, I’m I’m good. I’m
83:34
good. I just I like you’re good
83:37
but the work you gotta
83:38
understand subconscious doesn’t
83:40
know words are powerful. Yeah
83:42
and how I use them are powerful
83:43
as well. Absolutely. so I mean
83:46
I get it. I just you know I’m
83:49
relaxed. I’m chilling. I’m in
83:51
the bed. Well, I definitely I
83:54
got music playing in my ear. I
83:57
definitely want you to get your
83:58
rest in. I know it’s getting
84:00
close to 9 o’clock where you at
84:01
so get you some rest in. Oh,
84:02
it’s good to see you on the
84:05
call and good to hear your
84:06
voice too and and I would be
84:09
remiss if I didn’t say hello to
84:11
my to my special one Jolene.
84:15
How are you? hey how you doing?
84:18
I’m well. I’m well. How are you
84:22
I’m pretty I’m on the freeway.
84:23
It’s been. Really, I got my
84:26
mother with me and it’s been
84:28
busy and she’s keeping me busy.
84:30
It’s a beautiful we had a
84:31
beautiful weekend. Yeah tell
84:34
tell your mother tell your
84:35
mother we apologize for the
84:38
profanity no0 My God This is
84:41
this phone. I’m not even home.
84:42
I would not even open this.
84:46
It’s your birthday. No okay.
84:50
It’s alright. you know I you
84:51
know I do commend the young
84:53
lady. I missed that at the
84:54
beginning is that would work
84:55
but her. And her energy I got
84:58
in my 20s in New York. Yeah. So
85:00
can you imagine? I got that
85:02
years ago right and so it is I
85:05
do agree with her everybody has
85:08
their life. Everybody has their
85:10
speed of light and everybody
85:12
show up with their light and so
85:14
I do appreciate that. And
85:16
that’s where. that’s the ground
85:19
and the foundation that I
85:20
received from black women you
85:22
know over the years and II ever
85:25
since I really left New York, I
85:26
haven’t really received. And so
85:29
it’s just reminded me of New
85:31
York grown talk, you know,
85:34
giving it to me at that time
85:36
and I really appreciate it. It
85:39
wasn’t coming from one person
85:41
it was coming from a variety of
85:43
experiences and people men and
85:46
women, and I do remember that I
85:47
do appreciate it so she just
85:50
took me back for years and
85:51
years so good. good. good. good
85:54
good to have you here be safe
85:56
out there on the road. Be
85:57
careful. Oh, I will thank you
86:00
so much. I’ll see you. Saturday
86:04
when I’m back on here Saturday.
86:06
I’m going to wrap it up You
86:07
guys roommate came in about 20
86:10
minutes ago, had a puzzle look
86:11
on his face, so I know he has
86:12
something that that needs my
86:14
assistance again. I’m grateful
86:16
and thankful for all of us that
86:20
are on the call today and I
86:22
want to leave us with this
86:24
thought right here it was
86:26
sparked by the. The comment
86:30
about that Desiree got about
86:34
dimming and light and turn your
86:36
light down. anytime anybody
86:40
ever tells you you’re shining
86:41
too bright or you need to dim
86:42
your light, tell their **** to
86:44
shine brighter or step off.
86:48
That’s that’s my advice. So I’m
86:50
thankful and grateful for
86:52
everyone. be good to
86:54
yourselves. and in turn that
86:57
will allow you to be good to
86:58
others this. Been on the 70s
87:02
with Padres B metatron, I am
87:04
grateful and thankful for each
87:05
one of you. goodbye for now we
87:09
love everybody. Bye. Thank you.
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Mark Edward Pyle is a Mastered Self Initiate and Soul (Karma) Reader, with 40 years of study and Master Level experience with Numerology, Astrology, Card Sciences (Standard & Tarot). Mark has perfected his craft by reading, compiling and analyzing 1,000’s of people and business/civic/governmental entities. Mark believes we are more than our Western Astrology Sun Sign and created and developed new ways in how you look at your daily/weekly/monthly & yearly horoscope.
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