On the 7s: Episode 15

Awakenings Of The Seven (7)

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[Music]

 

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[Laughter]

 

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[Music]

 

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and we are live

 

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on the book

 

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and

 

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we will be live on my radio station in

 

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about two minutes

 

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right now we want to just have everybody

 

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start to

 

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stretch it out i’m thankful and grateful

 

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for

 

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all that is here that’s watching this

 

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live

 

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and all that are live on facebook

 

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and those who are listening live on on

 

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the seven’s

 

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pie frisbee metatron radio station and

 

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anyone who is

 

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seeing this as a replay i’m thankful and

 

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grateful

 

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right now we just want to stretch it out

 

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a little bit

 

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get ourselves relaxed

 

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if you’re driving keep your eyes on the

 

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road however

 

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right where you are just start to relax

 

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just stretch it out

 

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let it go stretch it out

 

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it’s freaking to be summer everywhere

 

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y’all in this part of the country

 

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this part of the world whatever that

 

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means for you

 

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embrace it the solstice tomorrow

 

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embrace it a time for

 

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review and recalibration and

 

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rejuvenation and relaunch

 

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and reclaim and reshape and all of those

 

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wreaths

 

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all of those wreaths and repurpose and

 

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rededicate and so just stretch it out

 

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top of your head bottom of your feet

 

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just stretch it out

 

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now we will go to

 

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five deep breaths we’re gonna take a

 

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deep breath in through the nose

 

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fill your lungs up as much as you can

 

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and then release you’ll do five of these

 

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on your own and you continue to stretch

 

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it out and just

 

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ground yourself and connect with your

 

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spirit guides

 

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connect with the entities that

 

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you have surrounding you just

 

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breathe and release and connect and when

 

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i get done with my five breaths i will

 

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come back

 

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[Music]

 

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[Music]

 

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to

 

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so

 

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now with your energy and attention and

 

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focus

 

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at your crown chakra

 

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put your energy and attention and focus

 

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at your crown chakra

 

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push that energy and attention and focus

 

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down into your third eye chakra

 

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and leave some there

 

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push that energy and attention and focus

 

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down

 

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over your eyebrows over your eyes around

 

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your ears and nose and mouth

 

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and chin and into

 

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that throat chakra and leave

 

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some there

 

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push that energy and attention and focus

 

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down

 

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into your shoulders down into both

 

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arms hands back

 

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up and down into your

 

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heart chakra and leave some there

 

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push that energy and attention and focus

 

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down into your solar plexus

 

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chakra and leave some there push

 

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that energy and attention and focus down

 

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into your sacral chakra

 

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and leave some there

 

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push that energy and attention and focus

 

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down into your root chakra

 

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and leave some there

 

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[Music]

 

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push that energy and attention and focus

 

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into

 

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your hips and leave some there

 

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[Music]

 

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push that energy and attention and focus

 

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down into your thighs

 

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and leave some there

 

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[Music]

 

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push that energy and attention and focus

 

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down

 

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into your knees and leave

 

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some there

 

06:25
push that energy and attention and focus

 

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down into your calves

 

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and leave some there

 

06:36
push that energy and attention and focus

 

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down

 

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into your ankles and leave some there

 

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push that energy and attention and focus

 

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into your arches and leave

 

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some there

 

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and push that energy and attention and

 

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focus

 

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down into the tips of your toes

 

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and leave some there

 

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now we will move to our five five

 

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and release breathing where we will

 

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breathe in

 

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on a five count we will hold it

 

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for a five count and we will release

 

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on at least a five count and when you

 

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release

 

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release it fully

 

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energy and attention and focus at the

 

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toes

 

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hearts and minds clear

 

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breathe in inspiration

 

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hold your inspiration

 

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and release procrastination

 

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push all of your procrastination out

 

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breathe in courage

 

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hold that courage

 

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and release fear

 

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[Music]

 

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push all of that fear out and away from

 

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you

 

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breathe in motivation

 

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[Music]

 

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hold that motivation

 

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and release perfect imperfection

 

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we’re all good enough

 

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breathe in positive energy

 

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hold that positive energy

 

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and release positive action

 

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and effort

 

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[Music]

 

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energy and attention and focus at the

 

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toes

 

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push that energy and attention and focus

 

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into your arches

 

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push that energy and attention and focus

 

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into your heels

 

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and leave some there

 

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push that energy and attention and focus

 

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into your ankles

 

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and leave some there

 

10:04
push that energy and attention and focus

 

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into your calves

 

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and leave some there

 

10:13
push that energy and attention and focus

 

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into your knees

 

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and leave some there

 

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push that energy and attention and focus

 

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into

 

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your thighs and leave some there

 

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push that energy and attention and focus

 

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into your hips

 

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and leave some there

 

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push that energy and attention and focus

 

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into your root

 

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chakra and leave some there

 

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push that energy and attention and focus

 

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into

 

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your sacral chakra and leave

 

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some there

 

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push that energy and attention and focus

 

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into your solar plexus

 

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chakra and leave some there

 

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push that energy and attention and focus

 

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into your heart chakra

 

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and leave some there

 

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push that energy and attention and focus

 

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into

 

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your throat chakra

 

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and leave some there

 

11:34
push that energy and attention and focus

 

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up around your chin

 

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around your teeth and ears and nose and

 

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eyes and eyebrows and into

 

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that third eye chakra and leave

 

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some there

 

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and push that energy and attention and

 

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focus

 

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into your crown chakra

 

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and leave some there

 

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now we will move to our seven seven

 

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seven

 

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seven chakra energizing breathing where

 

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we’ll breathe in on a seven count

 

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we will hold a four seven count we’ll

 

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breathe out four seven count

 

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and we will hold that one for salmon

 

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count

 

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energy and attention and focus at the

 

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crown chakra

 

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hearts and minds clear breathe

 

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in your creativity

 

12:36
hold your consciousness

 

12:46
breathe out your confidence

 

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and hold your commerce

 

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breathe in your prosperity

 

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hold your purpose

 

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breathe out your positivity

 

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[Music]

 

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and hold your positive production

 

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breathe in your commitment

 

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[Music]

 

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hold your consistency

 

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breathe out your compassion

 

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[Music]

 

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and hold your curiosity

 

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now energy and attention and focus back

 

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at the crown

 

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chakra in your mind’s eye view

 

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imagine your body

 

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and right above that crown chakra

 

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imagine a light

 

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it doesn’t matter what color the light

 

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just see the light

 

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now reach up and connect

 

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with the light

 

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become one with the frequency and

 

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vibration

 

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of the light

 

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hold it there breathe in

 

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[Music]

 

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hold

 

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breathe out

 

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[Music]

 

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and hold

 

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now pull that light down pull that light

 

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down to where it is covering up

 

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your crown chakra pull that light

 

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all the way down to where it is at the

 

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top portion of your

 

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forehead and hold it there

 

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breathe in

 

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[Music]

 

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hold

 

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oh

 

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plexus chakra push that light all the

 

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way down to where it’s covering the top

 

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portion of your

 

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stomach region hold it there

 

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breathe in

 

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hold

 

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breathe out

 

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[Music]

 

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and hold

 

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now push that light down even further

 

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push that light down to where it’s

 

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covering up your

 

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sacral chakra push the light all the way

 

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down to where it’s covering up your

 

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entire

 

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stomach region and hold it there

 

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breathe in

 

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[Music]

 

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hold

 

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breathe out

 

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[Music]

 

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and hold

 

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now push that light down even further

 

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push that light all the way down to

 

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where it is covering up

 

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your root chakra push that light all the

 

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way down to where it is in the middle of

 

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your hip

 

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region and hold it there

 

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breathe in

 

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[Music]

 

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hold

 

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breathe out

 

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and hold

 

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[Music]

 

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now push that light down even further

 

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push that light down into your thighs

 

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push that light down into your knees

 

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push that light into your calves push it

 

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into your ankles push that light into

 

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your heels and

 

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around and into your arches and all the

 

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way to the tips

 

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of your toes illuminating your body

 

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hold it there breathe in

 

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[Music]

 

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hold

 

21:51
[Music]

 

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breathe out

 

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and hold

 

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now as you see yourself illuminated

 

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expand the light out from your body

 

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to where it becomes one with your mind’s

 

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eye view

 

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and then one with the universe

 

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and as we just did with the light do

 

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with your body

 

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expand out your body becoming one with

 

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the expanded light

 

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one with the universe

 

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hold it there breathe in

 

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hold

 

22:56
breathe out

 

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[Music]

 

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and hold

 

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welcome to the astro realm where you are

 

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in your

 

23:15
own personal manifestation and healing

 

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chamber comes up to you

 

23:23
all of your manifestations all of your

 

23:26
goals your desires and your active

 

23:28
pursuits

 

23:29
and each one of your healing

 

23:31
opportunities

 

23:33
pick them up and put them into your open

 

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heart chakra one

 

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by one

 

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that’s right gather them all one by one

 

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now with your left hand

 

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put it on your heart chakra and with

 

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your right hand

 

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put it on top of your left shoulder

 

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as we equip and empower and

 

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energize all of your manifestations and

 

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all of your healing opportunities

 

24:24
hold it there breathe in

 

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hold

 

24:40
breathe out

 

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and hold

 

24:55
enjoy this for a moment

 

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[Music]

 

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[Music]

 

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now first with your body

 

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contract it back to its original size

 

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and now just as we did with the body do

 

25:36
that

 

25:37
with the light contract the light

 

25:41
down back to its original size

 

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energy and attention and focus and light

 

25:48
at the toes

 

25:49
push that energy and attention and focus

 

25:52
and light

 

25:53
into your arches

 

25:56
that energy and attention and focus and

 

25:58
light into

 

25:59
your heels push

 

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that energy attention focus and light

 

26:05
into your ankles

 

26:08
push that energy attention and focus and

 

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light into your calves

 

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push that energy attention focus and

 

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light into

 

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your knees push that energy apart

 

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and focus and light into your thighs

 

26:26
push that energy attention and focus and

 

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light into

 

26:30
your hips

 

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and push that energy attention and focus

 

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and light into your root

 

26:38
chakra hold it there

 

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breathe in

 

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[Music]

 

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hold

 

26:53
breathe out

 

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[Music]

 

27:00
and hold now

 

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push that energy attention and focus and

 

27:08
light

 

27:09
into your sacral chakra

 

27:12
and hold it there breathe in

 

27:16
[Music]

 

27:19
hold

 

27:24
breathe out

 

27:30
and hold

 

27:35
now push that energy attention focus and

 

27:38
light

 

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into your solar plexus chakra

 

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hold it there breathe in

 

27:50
hold

 

27:55
breathe out

 

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and hold

 

28:07
now push that energy push that attention

 

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push

 

28:10
that focus push that light up into that

 

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open heart chakra where your energized

 

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equipped

 

28:17
and empowered manifestations and healing

 

28:20
opportunities

 

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are at hold it there

 

28:25
breathe in

 

28:30
hold

 

28:34
breathe out

 

28:40
and hold

 

28:45
push that energy attention focus and

 

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light and energized and equipped and

 

28:50
empowered manifestations and healing

 

28:52
opportunities

 

28:54
into your throat chakra

 

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hold it there breathe in

 

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hold

 

29:10
breathe out

 

29:16
and hold

 

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[Music]

 

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now push that energy attention focus and

 

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light and energized equipped

 

29:26
and empowered manifestation and healing

 

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up

 

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around your chin and around your teeth

 

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and ears and nose

 

29:34
and eyes and up to and into

 

29:38
your third eye chakra

 

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and hold it there breathe in

 

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[Music]

 

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hold

 

29:54
breathe out

 

29:55
[Music]

 

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and hold

 

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[Music]

 

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now push that energy attention focus

 

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and light and those energized and

 

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equipped and empowered manifestations

 

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and healings

 

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up to and into and out of your crown

 

30:19
chakra and let it rain in your mind’s

 

30:23
eye view

 

30:24
like the stars

 

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[Music]

 

30:30
hold it there breathe in

 

30:37
hold

 

30:42
breathe out

 

30:44
[Music]

 

30:47
and hold

 

30:50
[Music]

 

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enjoy your manifestation

 

30:57
and healing reign

 

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[Music]

 

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now as we come back to the now

 

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come back to this moment i ask everyone

 

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to start

 

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rubbing our hands together with sealing

 

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in all of this cosmic goodness

 

31:29
and bringing ourselves and our awareness

 

31:31
back to the now

 

31:32
and we’ll take in three deep breaths

 

31:35
we’re going to breathe in full

 

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hold it and release breathe in

 

31:38
[Music]

 

31:42
hold and release

 

31:48
breathe in continue rubbing your hands

 

31:50
together

 

31:52
hold and release

 

31:58
last one breathe in

 

32:03
hold and release

 

32:07
and as we come back to the now i want to

 

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thank everyone i’m thankful and grateful

 

32:12
welcome to on the sevens with pi frisbee

 

32:15
metatron i am pie frisbee mediterranean

 

32:19
host i’m the hostess with the mostest

 

32:22
i made a part of that and i stole a

 

32:24
little bit of that

 

32:25
and it’s all good it’s all good i have

 

32:28
one little technical thing i must do

 

32:30
so i’m opening up the floor right now

 

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for

 

32:34
all that is here it is good to see

 

32:37
my good friend mr ryan dennis on the

 

32:40
call

 

32:41
uh i’m thankful and grateful for you to

 

32:43
be here

 

32:44
another friend of mine had popped in

 

32:46
earlier uh

 

32:47
my brother muhammad and i will reach out

 

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to him

 

32:50
uh on the way after i get off of this

 

32:53
call

 

32:54
and just to let everybody know we are

 

32:56
live on facebook live on the zoom call

 

32:59
and as of this moment we are

 

33:00
simulcasting live on my internet

 

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radio station on the sevens with pi

 

33:06
frisbee metatron

 

33:08
if you have shoutcast look it up it’s

 

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made public and you can

 

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receive it how’s everybody man

 

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how’s everybody anybody want to want to

 

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greet us

 

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can’t hear you did you unmute yourself

 

33:36
absolutely we’ll get it together i know

 

33:38
you’re on mountain time so i will make

 

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sure i put in

 

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uh mountain time for you so you know

 

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what time to come on these

 

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but i’m really thankful and grateful for

 

33:48
you to be here

 

33:49
uh um we are

 

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we are going to to

 

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today’s lesson is is perfect for where

 

33:58
we are

 

33:59
in the seven self personalities because

 

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we

 

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are still uh uh awakening to the

 

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emotional self we know that that’s the

 

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line with the heart chakra

 

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um the the intent of the emotional self

 

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is always for emotional self healing

 

34:14
self forgiveness and reactive response

 

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control

 

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um the emotional self is home to our ego

 

34:22
our anger our self-worth and our

 

34:24
attachments healthy

 

34:25
and or otherwise and it is what i call

 

34:29
the trauma

 

34:30
center of the soul now we’ve been

 

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dealing with

 

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with uh uh you know healing and our

 

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childhood traumas and

 

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you know other growing up developmental

 

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issues and

 

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and things of that nature uh but today i

 

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really really wanted to uh focus

 

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in on avoiding outside

 

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triggers at all cost

 

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and the key word for today is repair

 

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now if you’re taking notes and and and

 

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and

 

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normally when i give a keyword i give a

 

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little explanation this explanation is

 

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going to be a little long

 

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so if you’re taking notes uh let me know

 

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and i will speak

 

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slowly so you can get this down but

 

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today’s key word is

 

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repair as in repair your emotional self

 

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by educating yourself through sound

 

35:27
research and factual

 

35:30
data rather than group think

 

35:34
narratives and symbolic and empty

 

35:37
gestures

 

35:38
of advancement and appeasement

 

35:41
and the reason why i am focusing in on

 

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that

 

35:46
today in case anybody didn’t

 

35:49
realize is june 19th

 

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that’s what i’ve always said today was

 

35:55
june

 

35:56
19th we know what the federal

 

35:59
government uh uh uh what the

 

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congress did and we know what a

 

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person that’s occupying the seat in the

 

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white house did

 

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by making um juneteenth

 

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a federal holiday uh

 

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starting next year

 

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i already know that

 

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not only uh in the black community but

 

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all across

 

36:30
america folks are triggered

 

36:34
their emotional self is triggered by

 

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this signing of this legislation so

 

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my question is to i’m

 

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and this is open today unless y’all just

 

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want to hear me spew

 

36:49
uh some factual data

 

36:52
this is going to be open so i really

 

36:54
when i’m asking this question i want

 

36:56
participation

 

36:57
so everybody that’s on this call right

 

37:00
now

 

37:02
everybody that’s in purview of this

 

37:04
calling can hear me

 

37:06
what does juneteenth

 

37:11
becoming a federal holiday

 

37:14
mean to and

 

37:19
for you

 

37:25
anybody want to start it off

 

37:29
what does juneteenth becoming the

 

37:31
federal higher they mean to

 

37:32
and do for you i want to wait for the

 

37:35
ladies but if none of the ladies will go

 

37:36
i’ll go ahead and speak up

 

37:38
go ahead and speak up my brother uh

 

37:41
you know with all due respect to anybody

 

37:44
who may feel like it is a holiday for

 

37:46
them

 

37:46
none of these holidays mean anything to

 

37:48
me because i’m so focused

 

37:50
on manifesting my day every day

 

37:53
absolutely okay you know that’s my short

 

37:56
and sweet

 

37:56
i’m so busy trying to manifest and be

 

37:59
deliberate about minds

 

38:00
that i’m not subscribing to any other

 

38:04
holidays not that people shouldn’t enjoy

 

38:06
themselves you know it’s time

 

38:08
it’s all on what you want to create day

 

38:09
by day absolutely

 

38:11
absolutely uh uh

 

38:14
uh anybody else want to chime in hi

 

38:16
shonda how are you

 

38:21
hi i’m well how are you oh very well

 

38:25
indeed i see you’re driving the question

 

38:27
is

 

38:27
you’re driving yeah i know we’re a

 

38:30
little off topic but guess what

 

38:32
my rough day is in five days

 

38:35
happy birthday happy soul return to you

 

38:38
happy soul return to you

 

38:39
make sure you read that uh a solo return

 

38:44
uh chart that i sent to you especially

 

38:46
the uh astrological one it has a lot of

 

38:48
your answers in it for you

 

38:51
okay and and if you like um

 

38:54
what day is what day is it is it

 

38:56
wednesday it’s on thursday

 

38:58
thursday send me an email

 

39:02
thursday or send me an email let me know

 

39:04
what your availability is

 

39:06
on thursday and i’ll i’ll give you a 16

 

39:08
minute spot reading

 

39:10
just because it’s your birthday oh yeah

 

39:12
i’m already going to tell you

 

39:13
i’m available on thursday i’m going off

 

39:15
the country actually

 

39:17
okay all right well then you can just

 

39:19
let me know when you return and then

 

39:21
i’ll do that for you

 

39:22
now i will call you on my birthday i

 

39:24
want to talk to you for my birthday

 

39:26
absolutely absolutely well make sure you

 

39:28
call me and let me know and then i’ll

 

39:30
give you a

 

39:30
16 minute spot reading to let you know

 

39:32
what’s really going on

 

39:33
yay thank you deandre i appreciate it

 

39:37
okay i’m gonna um mute myself but thank

 

39:39
you

 

39:40
all right okay all right i’ve heard

 

39:43
uh uh and i was on

 

39:47
i i’ve seen so much that has been going

 

39:49
on since since this has

 

39:51
has transpired um

 

39:54
and i really uh what i’ve heard

 

39:58
from the majority of the people who

 

40:02
who are in my timeline and the people

 

40:04
that that are in my friends list

 

40:07
what i’ve heard from them is

 

40:10
that it’s a start

 

40:16
i am here to tell

 

40:20
you don’t come telling me

 

40:24
that this is some [ __] start

 

40:29
okay because i want to i want to go

 

40:31
through a

 

40:32
list real quick

 

40:36
to help educate some folks about the

 

40:38
start

 

40:40
the original emancipation proclamation

 

40:42
that was signed in 1863

 

40:45
was supposed to be a start what happened

 

40:49
with that

 

40:51
oh yeah it was a bunch of lynchings and

 

40:54
a bunch of killings and

 

40:55
a bunch of folks got got treated worse

 

41:01
yeah that was that was a start the

 

41:02
original emancipation proclamation was a

 

41:04
start

 

41:05
oh wait let’s let’s go forward to

 

41:07
reconstruction we

 

41:09
remember that era don’t we the

 

41:10
reconstruction era

 

41:12
was supposed to be uh the return

 

41:16
the rebuild of america that was supposed

 

41:19
to be a start

 

41:21
what did we get from that oh i’ll tell

 

41:24
you what we got from that

 

41:25
we got the kkk and jim crow

 

41:29
that’s what we got from reconstruction

 

41:31
it was supposed to be a start

 

41:33
next coming around the corner the next

 

41:35
start we were supposed to have

 

41:37
was the 14th amendment we know

 

41:40
what that gave us right that gave us the

 

41:43
prison

 

41:44
pipeline and prison industrial complex

 

41:46
and the modern day

 

41:48
police force that we have currently in

 

41:50
america

 

41:51
how’s that been treating us that 14th

 

41:53
amendment

 

41:54
that was a start too the next start we

 

41:57
have were those

 

41:58
anti-lynching laws in the 20s and 40s

 

42:02
that the house of representatives

 

42:05
always attempted to pass and the senate

 

42:08
blocked them

 

42:09
would that get us that was supposed to

 

42:12
be a start too

 

42:13
oh in case you wanted to know about

 

42:16
another real important start

 

42:18
google executive order 9981

 

42:25
that was a start as well

 

42:29
plessy versus ferguson that was a start

 

42:33
as well emmett teal

 

42:37
was a start rosa parks

 

42:40
was a start the killing of mega evers

 

42:44
was a start the whole 50s and 60s

 

42:48
still southern civil rights movement was

 

42:51
a

 

42:52
start brown versus the board of

 

42:54
education was a start

 

42:56
the 1963 march on washington was a start

 

43:00
the civil rights act of 64.

 

43:03
was a start oh wait i forgot one let me

 

43:05
go back

 

43:06
there was a civil rights act

 

43:10
from 19 1870

 

43:13
that was repealed in 1883 because the

 

43:17
uh supreme court refused to enforce

 

43:22
the law that was the first one in 1875

 

43:25
then we got one in 1964.

 

43:28
the voting rights act in 1965 was a

 

43:31
start

 

43:32
and then because they didn’t get the

 

43:33
[ __] right in 1875

 

43:35
or at 1964 they had to redo the civil

 

43:39
rights act in 1968

 

43:42
all of those were

 

43:46
a start

 

43:50
and in the grand scheme of things

 

43:53
what has each one of them really

 

43:56
gotten black folks in america as a whole

 

44:00
i’m not talking about individual stuff

 

44:02
i’m talking about as a whole collective

 

44:03
because that they they everybody wants

 

44:07
to group think

 

44:08
us so just because i am melanated i got

 

44:12
to be in the group

 

44:16
i don’t deal with it i don’t believe a

 

44:18
lot of stuff that the group

 

44:21
believes and this was a symbolic and

 

44:24
empty gesture of appeasement

 

44:26
as far as i’m concerned

 

44:30
so which one of these go ahead

 

44:33
go ahead absolutely

 

44:37
i absolutely agree you know what this

 

44:40
really did i’m gonna give y’all two

 

44:44
little things that this thing really did

 

44:47
number one it created another

 

44:50
commercialized holiday for everybody to

 

44:52
get rich

 

44:53
off of us that’s number one number two

 

44:57
it silently validates that horseshit

 

45:01
story about the transatlantic slave

 

45:04
trade

 

45:07
y’all know that’s horseshit story right

 

45:11
yeah they would they would still have to

 

45:13
be doing

 

45:14
transatlantic crossings to get the

 

45:17
amount

 

45:18
of black people that were enslaved they

 

45:20
would still be doing them

 

45:22
you know there’s only six months out of

 

45:23
the year you can even make that passage

 

45:27
and maybe you pack a 900 on a boat maybe

 

45:31
half of them make it

 

45:34
the numbers never really really really

 

45:35
added up they never really really

 

45:37
and you know the third thing that this

 

45:39
uh uh

 

45:41
appeasement really did for every far

 

45:44
right wing fringe uh uh

 

45:48
opaque person with a with a complex

 

45:51
about people of color this gives them

 

45:55
a target every year to act a damn

 

45:59
fool

 

46:06
let me give you let me let me give us a

 

46:07
little bit of

 

46:09
education about america

 

46:13
in 1865 on june 19

 

46:17
1865 when this dude got to

 

46:20
texas and and let the last folks know

 

46:23
that they was free

 

46:26
there was 10 million

 

46:29
black people in america

 

46:33
in 1865. there were six million

 

46:37
in the south in the slave states and

 

46:39
there were four million

 

46:41
free black people in the north

 

46:45
my question to anybody

 

46:48
where did them free brothers and sisters

 

46:51
come from

 

46:54
because i’m here to tell you if there

 

46:55
was four million

 

46:57
blacks that escaped slavery yeah no

 

47:01
yeah no there’d have been a whole bunch

 

47:03
of stories written about that

 

47:05
that’s not in the narrative that’s the

 

47:08
yeah matt turner got beat down and

 

47:11
and harriet tubman she only crossed a

 

47:13
few at a time

 

47:14
so you’re not gonna tell me that four

 

47:17
million black folks

 

47:19
somehow emancipated themselves and made

 

47:22
it up to the north

 

47:24
by 1865. that didn’t happen

 

47:27
so tell me where tell me where the 10

 

47:30
million blacks

 

47:31
in america came from and then tell me

 

47:33
where them four million blacks

 

47:34
that was freed came from

 

47:40
but they lied about a lot of the races

 

47:44
of a lot of the people in the in the

 

47:46
past like abraham lincoln was mulatto

 

47:48
like we had so many black

 

47:59
one of his one of his parents were black

 

48:01
absolutely

 

48:03
yeah absolutely nobody everybody wanted

 

48:06
to talk about civil rights act

 

48:07
64 68 nobody want to talk about the

 

48:10
civil rights 1875.

 

48:14
do you understand what i’m what i’m

 

48:15
saying is that this

 

48:18
you can you can’t legislate morality

 

48:22
people

 

48:24
you can’t 1875 90 years later

 

48:28
three years later what has

 

48:32
changed in the hearts

 

48:36
and homes of americans since

 

48:39
68.

 

48:46
wow

 

48:51
the country is the country is no more

 

48:54
divided

 

48:54
along racial lines today than it has

 

48:57
ever been it’s

 

48:58
always been divided along racial lines

 

49:02
always in the beginning it was just two

 

49:05
opaques and us

 

49:06
and then as they started letting folks

 

49:07
up in it started happening again

 

49:12
division is built in the constitution

 

49:16
division is built in the fabric of

 

49:19
america america

 

49:23
it’s built into fabric

 

49:26
you know um

 

49:30
the original uh statue of liberty who

 

49:32
who knew what it looked like

 

49:34
who who knew that it was a sister girl

 

49:36
with a fro and she had the

 

49:38
bangles on her wrist and they sent it

 

49:41
back

 

49:42
sent by

 

49:49
america sent it back and they changed it

 

49:53
and they put they put the blonde hair

 

49:54
they put the stringy hair and then they

 

49:56
put the bangle on her

 

49:58
on her ankle up under her her coat

 

50:01
yeah yeah the original

 

50:04
uh uh draft of the declaration of

 

50:06
independence

 

50:08
had one word in there before men

 

50:13
when it says all men are created equal

 

50:16
had a

 

50:17
word before men we know what that word

 

50:20
is

 

50:21
we’re not going to say it because we

 

50:22
don’t want to get canceled but we know

 

50:24
what it is

 

50:26
that was the original draft of the

 

50:28
constitution of

 

50:29
america so don’t tell me that division

 

50:32
wasn’t built into this place

 

50:34
it was

 

50:38
so somebody tell me what do what does

 

50:40
what does juneteenth becoming a federal

 

50:42
holiday mean to you

 

50:43
what does it mean what does it mean to

 

50:46
you personally because

 

50:47
i already know what it means to the

 

50:48
group thing because a lot of group thing

 

50:50
folks is celebrating their ass off and

 

50:53
yeah it’s a start a start of what

 

50:58
all these others were to start

 

51:03
if america was concerned about civil

 

51:05
rights

 

51:06
the bill of 1875 would have been enough

 

51:16
what does it mean what what what does it

 

51:18
mean for you was it going to do for you

 

51:20
was it what is juneteenth being a

 

51:23
federal holiday gonna do for you

 

51:27
not gonna do anything for me i don’t

 

51:28
work for anybody i work for myself so

 

51:31
i’m not gonna get an extra day off and

 

51:33
for everybody saying oh it’s an extra

 

51:35
day

 

51:36
off yeah but yo you paying taxes on that

 

51:38
you paying yourself dummy

 

51:41
any day off you already paid for it

 

51:47
and and and does does anyone else feel

 

51:50
like i do that

 

51:52
at this time with the tenor and

 

51:53
temperature of what’s going on

 

51:56
in society is this really the right time

 

51:58
to be making juneteenth a federal

 

52:00
holiday

 

52:00
and you want to unite the country

 

52:05
that really is just another joke yeah

 

52:10
it’s just another joke and they just put

 

52:12
more jokes out

 

52:13
more jokes and then you got more people

 

52:15
laughing more people laughing instead of

 

52:17
waking up

 

52:18
we’ve got that did you give a baby what

 

52:20
do you give a baby when you want him to

 

52:22
chill out

 

52:23
a pacifier absolutely

 

52:29
absolutely thank you thank you each one

 

52:32
of these on this list and they’re

 

52:34
i got more but we don’t have time to

 

52:36
cover them but each one of these

 

52:38
on this list has been a pacifier

 

52:42
each one of them have been a piece of

 

52:44
appeasement

 

52:46
and it’s just pandering and pimping at

 

52:48
its best

 

52:52
instead of instead of walking down all

 

52:55
these avenues looking for the

 

52:57
prostitutes and the pimps

 

52:59
they can just go hang out right outside

 

53:01
the capitol

 

53:04
and pick up all of them

 

53:07
this is pandering at its best

 

53:10
this is pandering at its best this is

 

53:14
this is like someone giving you

 

53:18
a hamburger and then they slap it out of

 

53:21
your hand and step on it before you can

 

53:22
eat it

 

53:25
this ain’t even this is not even

 

53:27
according to the groupthink and

 

53:29
according to

 

53:30
what i know about the needs and wants

 

53:34
and desires of

 

53:35
black america this wasn’t even on the

 

53:38
list

 

53:40
who cares about a holiday right

 

53:45
who cares who cares about a commission

 

53:49
on reparations get a checkbook out and

 

53:52
start writing

 

53:54
checks

 

53:57
you want to assign something in the law

 

54:04
and and think about this think about it

 

54:05
remember a couple months ago when

 

54:08
when the whole game stop thing uh was

 

54:11
affecting uh the uh uh venture

 

54:14
capitalists on wall street and was

 

54:16
messing with the cha-cha

 

54:18
and how uh uh the president of the

 

54:21
united states he acted real quick to

 

54:23
cut that off and then uh sign this

 

54:27
and sign this for the lgbta and i’m not

 

54:30
knocking anything on on on

 

54:34
all of those but wasn’t it the

 

54:37
black vote that got his punk ass in

 

54:40
there

 

54:44
all i know is the other guy he had a

 

54:46
platinum plan laid out

 

54:49
and the guy that’s in there now said

 

54:51
wait till i get in and i’ll talk to you

 

54:55
so this is where we at now we get a

 

54:57
holiday

 

54:59
this is it huh

 

55:02
this and this is gonna be enough for a

 

55:05
lot of

 

55:06
of the group thing to be appeased and

 

55:08
they’ll champion his own he gave us a

 

55:10
holiday

 

55:11
well oh i forgot mlk day in a in 1983

 

55:15
that was a start

 

55:17
so about a holiday

 

55:24
now now we’re talking you know i’m i’ma

 

55:27
phrase it

 

55:27
the pacifier and the puppet so first

 

55:30
comes the pacifier and then comes the

 

55:32
puppet

 

55:33
to program the culture to say this

 

55:36
is great let’s celebrate this holiday

 

55:39
so it’s the pacifier in the puppet

 

55:41
absolutely

 

55:42
absolutely it’s the same thing with

 

55:46
uh the current uh uh medical

 

55:49
crisis and their solution

 

55:52
to the crisis i’m not having it

 

55:56
i don’t i wouldn’t care if it had to win

 

55:59
a lot of numbers attached to it i’m not

 

56:01
having it

 

56:03
this this is the same this this is

 

56:06
coming

 

56:07
from the same folk

 

56:10
years ago that unleashed crack cocaine

 

56:13
in all of our communities

 

56:16
yes same people who are pushing this

 

56:20
medical solution

 

56:21
are the same folks who let them brothers

 

56:25
at tuskegee

 

56:27
yes live and die

 

56:34
the same people same folks

 

56:37
same folks but they gave us a holiday

 

56:45
my question is is why you why why can’t

 

56:47
you run your own toxicology report

 

56:50
on this so-called vaccine absolutely you

 

56:53
should

 

56:54
that’s what i mean they could drug test

 

56:56
you if you swerve in the lane a little

 

56:58
bit

 

56:59
when they pull you over they can drug

 

57:00
test you but you can’t ask for a

 

57:02
toxicology report

 

57:04
on some mandatory vaccine hmm

 

57:18
to let us all know

 

57:23
all of us on this call with the

 

57:25
exception of maybe honeybee

 

57:27
know about uh that story that used to

 

57:29
come on every year

 

57:30
uh the wizard of oz

 

57:34
you should come on and until they

 

57:36
stepped on the

 

57:37
uh until they got the odds it was in

 

57:39
black and white

 

57:42
and when they got to oz and they’re

 

57:44
going down the yellow brick road and

 

57:46
everybody happy and singing and dorothy

 

57:48
and the dog

 

57:49
and tin man and everybody’s happy and

 

57:51
then they go knock on this door

 

57:55
big ass door open up and they go into

 

57:57
this big majestic

 

57:59
room and there’s this

 

58:02
thing that’s over here a hologram

 

58:08
and he’s telling you pay no attention to

 

58:10
the man behind the

 

58:11
curtain

 

58:16
that’s what we got going on here we

 

58:19
have always been told

 

58:24
pay no attention to the man behind the

 

58:26
curtain the hologram got you

 

58:29
we got you we got you

 

58:32
yeah we got you and

 

58:36
every step they

 

58:39
take is for the destruction

 

58:42
and the removal of melanin

 

58:47
y’all y’all get what i’m talking about

 

58:49
about you know they mine

 

58:52
melanin

 

58:55
yes y’all know they mine melanin where

 

58:58
do you think they mine it

 

58:59
melanin don’t grow in the ground

 

59:04
where do you think they mine melanie

 

59:05
from

 

59:07
every woman from us

 

59:11
what do you think planned parenthood got

 

59:13
started for

 

59:16
the help you think is to help the the

 

59:19
less fortunate communities yeah no

 

59:24
how many and this is off topic but how

 

59:27
many sister girls

 

59:29
uh uh in the 70s went into that to

 

59:33
have a situation taken care of and then

 

59:35
you never was able to

 

59:37
get situated again

 

59:42
without your consent

 

59:52
let’s talk about the child trafficking

 

59:54
that is

 

59:58
approved

 

60:02
anybody know anything about the foster

 

60:03
agencies

 

60:05
yes

 

60:08
approved child trafficking

 

60:14
but we get a holiday though you guys

 

60:18
y’all feel me where i’m going with this

 

60:20
we get a holiday though

 

60:21
and for that we should be yes

 

60:28
just wipe the slate clean it’s a it’s a

 

60:30
long it’s a lot of

 

60:32
it’s a lot of doo-doo on america’s plate

 

60:34
a lot of doo-doo

 

60:35
and all them is wiping each other’s

 

60:37
butts it’s a lot of it

 

60:40
they all wiping each other butts but

 

60:42
baby it’s not going to stand though

 

60:44
it’s so much on a plate that we could

 

60:47
never

 

60:48
wipe it clean we have to start with a

 

60:50
new plate

 

60:53
love that we have to start with a new

 

60:55
plate

 

61:01
so before we go what does

 

61:06
this symbolic and empty gesture of

 

61:09
advancement and

 

61:10
arrival what’s he going to do for you

 

61:13
what’s it going to do for you honeybee

 

61:16
nothing

 

61:22
is anything going to change did anything

 

61:24
change anybody wake up today

 

61:26
and feel that america had turned the

 

61:29
corner and it’s all

 

61:30
lovely and

 

61:33
or did somebody or did somebody get

 

61:35
cussed out again today

 

61:40
we might get flipped off today

 

61:43
somebody got prepared today some

 

61:46
karen didn’t film somebody somewhere

 

61:48
yeah

 

61:50
nothing changed just like nothing

 

61:52
changed

 

61:53
when the original emancipation was

 

61:55
signed nothing changed when

 

61:57
reconstruction started and ended

 

62:00
nothing changed with the 14th amendment

 

62:02
other than us being ushered to prison

 

62:06
for free nothing changed

 

62:09
when the anti-lynching laws were uh

 

62:12
proposed and blocked

 

62:14
nothing changed when executive order

 

62:16
9981

 

62:17
was instituted by any uh by the way for

 

62:20
those that don’t know what that is

 

62:22
that was the executive order that truman

 

62:25
signed to desegregate

 

62:27
america how’s that worked out

 

62:32
not too good that’s it because still

 

62:36
to this day mo i’m saying most i’m not

 

62:39
gonna get general but most

 

62:41
black people live around black people

 

62:44
most hispanics live around hispanics

 

62:47
most

 

62:48
asians live around asians most opaques

 

62:51
live around themselves

 

62:57
i can go i can break it down even

 

62:58
further i can break down even further

 

63:01
folks that go to church well now the

 

63:04
church is still the most segregated

 

63:06
thing

 

63:07
in the country

 

63:11
one god but we got 40 left dozen uh

 

63:14
uh denominations and and white people

 

63:18
they go to church with their kind

 

63:20
black folks mostly go to black churches

 

63:22
hispanics they go to

 

63:27
plessy versus ferguson supposed to let

 

63:30
us

 

63:30
integrate the schools how how how great

 

63:33
is that there they just redraw a

 

63:34
district

 

63:36
that’s all that’s all they do they just

 

63:38
redraw districts

 

63:40
see instead of being discriminated with

 

63:43
with

 

63:44
the by ignorant folks in the 50s and 60s

 

63:47
now they do it

 

63:47
with a pen and with the computer

 

63:55
we all remember all of us know about the

 

63:57
emma kill story

 

63:59
that was supposed to be that was it this

 

64:01
is the start that’s it

 

64:05
we know we’ve been many more black folks

 

64:07
that was lynched

 

64:09
after that there’s still black people

 

64:11
being lynched in america

 

64:14
2021. rosa parks

 

64:17
what did she do what did you do

 

64:30
everybody and for everybody that

 

64:33
that i’m getting ready to really bust

 

64:35
the hole and everything

 

64:37
it was a woman that sat down in the

 

64:39
front of the bus

 

64:40
two weeks before rosa did it right

 

64:47
but you know why they didn’t publicize

 

64:49
her because she was too black

 

64:53
they needed someone that the the that

 

64:56
america could kind of

 

64:57
ease into this thing with so you see

 

65:00
our our advancements we had to be white

 

65:03
to get them

 

65:11
brown versus the board of education yeah

 

65:14
yeah we know what happened to them

 

65:16
sister girls that went to university of

 

65:18
alabama that first day

 

65:21
yeah we know what happened they had to

 

65:23
have a police escort to get

 

65:24
home civil rights march on washington

 

65:29
1963 that was the year i was born

 

65:34
what was that done we had a million

 

65:35
brothers show up in the 90s

 

65:37
what’d it do that was a start this one

 

65:40
was a start

 

65:41
civil rights act of 64 was a start

 

65:43
voting rights act of 65 was the start

 

65:46
civil rights act of 68 was a start yeah

 

65:49
it was the start

 

65:50
of right after that they started

 

65:53
dismantling

 

65:55
all of the black power structure in

 

65:57
america

 

66:02
one group gets labeled a religious group

 

66:04
the other gets labeled domestic

 

66:05
terrorists

 

66:08
one was feeding hungry kids the other

 

66:11
was burning crosses in your yard

 

66:16
right we got a holiday y’all

 

66:19
so let’s let’s be happy we should be

 

66:22
happy

 

66:24
we got holiday now

 

66:28
we got a holiday that recognized a lie

 

66:31
of a story they won’t even tell us the

 

66:33
truth

 

66:34
about this country

 

66:39
but they want us they’re gonna come out

 

66:41
but they’ve appeased us

 

66:42
they’ll appease the group

 

66:50
i want to know where all them chucks and

 

66:53
pearls

 

66:55
spouters who were spouting chucks and

 

66:56
pearls a few months ago

 

66:58
i don’t know where i don’t i haven’t

 

67:00
heard any of them lately

 

67:02
oh did you find out that we don’t have a

 

67:05
first african american

 

67:07
vice president i guess everybody’s like

 

67:10
now we don’t right

 

67:22
avoid outside

 

67:26
emotional triggers all cost

 

67:29
all this is is an emotional trigger even

 

67:32
if it triggers positivity

 

67:35
that’s all it is that’s all it is people

 

67:38
who hate you

 

67:40
still gonna hate you people who love you

 

67:43
still gonna love you and the folks who

 

67:46
mean you no good

 

67:47
still gonna mean you no good

 

67:50
we want real change we don’t want

 

67:52
symbolism

 

67:55
give us real change or come outside and

 

67:58
catch this fade

 

68:00
that’s how i feel

 

68:03
but america don’t want to come catch no

 

68:05
fade

 

68:08
because she can’t take the fade

 

68:15
anybody got anything they want to add

 

68:17
i’m i’m i’m doing

 

68:18
i’m just really good today i’m really

 

68:21
done

 

68:23
i want to ask you and anyone who’s

 

68:26
willing to answer

 

68:27
i mean i have my own i have my own

 

68:30
process i have my own focus

 

68:32
um what is a proposed

 

68:38
way to help our brothers and sisters if

 

68:41
you have to engage with one another at

 

68:43
all

 

68:44
and many of you probably do what is your

 

68:46
proposed

 

68:48
means for helping one another shift

 

68:51
your focus away from the emotionality

 

68:54
that we keep allowing ourselves to get

 

68:57
entangled

 

68:59
black folks are in an entanglement with

 

69:02
this country

 

69:03
there’s this sense of you know someone’s

 

69:06
coming to save us

 

69:08
someone’s gonna give us something

 

69:10
because we’re the only ones who haven’t

 

69:12
been given anything well

 

69:15
i’m clear on america not giving me

 

69:19
anything

 

69:19
i’m clear on that but what how

 

69:23
how do we assist in our daily lives

 

69:26
you know today the rest of the weekend

 

69:29
with all of the other

 

69:30
holy days how do we propose

 

69:33
you know to assist one another to to

 

69:36
move beyond this it time is here

 

69:40
we’re in a state of complete awareness

 

69:43
there is no more space for ignorance

 

69:46
at all i’d like to hear that

 

69:49
absolutely what are we proposing to help

 

69:51
one another get past

 

69:53
this [ __] i’m gonna say it like that

 

69:56
absolutely absolutely

 

69:57
well i for one um

 

70:02
i believe in accountability and

 

70:04
responsibility

 

70:07
so my first

 

70:10
uh solution

 

70:14
would be to

 

70:18
grab a hold of the congressional black

 

70:21
con

 

70:21
caucus grab a hold of

 

70:24
all of the so-called

 

70:28
leaders uh in the black community

 

70:31
get all of them in a in a room

 

70:34
get everybody in the room get the lgbt

 

70:37
the black lgbt

 

70:38
everybody i’ll you know get a

 

70:41
representation and a leader for

 

70:44
every facet of of the collective

 

70:48
and don’t let their asses out until they

 

70:52
all come out and can agree

 

70:56
[ __] what we don’t agree on there should

 

70:58
be

 

70:59
certain things that we agree on as a

 

71:02
people

 

71:03
as a melanated person forget who’s gonna

 

71:06
get the credit for this and who’s that

 

71:08
and who can

 

71:09
buck dance the loudest grin and

 

71:12
show their teeth and do that coonery and

 

71:14
buffoonery

 

71:15
forget all that the time is out for all

 

71:17
of that

 

71:18
time is out for all of that

 

71:22
hold the folks accountable

 

71:25
who you give your vote to let’s start

 

71:28
there

 

71:31
let’s start there

 

71:34
and let’s open up dialogue

 

71:37
with other folks in

 

71:40
our own communities that have divergent

 

71:43
opinions

 

71:44
than our own instead of immediately

 

71:47
wanting to say oh you the uncle tom you

 

71:49
you ain’t white you know how many times

 

71:51
i didn’t heard

 

71:52
somebody tell me i wasn’t white because

 

71:55
of a political belief

 

71:58
that i have

 

72:04
we don’t allow the divergent opinion to

 

72:07
even sprout

 

72:09
in the black community we must be so

 

72:11
afraid

 

72:12
you don’t get us caught boy

 

72:15
you gonna go bring all the attention to

 

72:17
it we just want to just

 

72:18
be still and we’s alright i’m sick of

 

72:22
that

 

72:23
i’m sick of that i’m sick of that we

 

72:27
we we picked the wrong martyrs

 

72:31
as a people and

 

72:34
and we as a people need to stop

 

72:38
accepting reparations one

 

72:41
dead black man or woman at a time

 

72:52
i’m just saying man

 

72:56
i’m just saying

 

73:00
if it wasn’t for all of the

 

73:04
hoopla you we wouldn’t even remember

 

73:08
george floyd

 

73:09
some of us don’t remember him no more

 

73:19
we have much more pressing issues

 

73:23
than a federal holiday for juneteenth

 

73:30
we need wage we need uh equity and wages

 

73:36
first of all pay the sister girl like

 

73:39
you pay the black man and then pay us

 

73:40
both like you pay everybody else

 

73:44
you want to you want to bridge the you

 

73:46
want to bridge the

 

73:47
economic gap pay us all the same

 

73:52
give us jobs based on merit

 

73:57
stop giving jobs to people you that just

 

73:59
only look like you

 

74:07
i i don’t care i don’t want to hear

 

74:09
nothing about no equity

 

74:11
i want equal access

 

74:18
give me the same access to the same [ __]

 

74:21
that y’all get

 

74:23
i know what to do with the access just

 

74:25
get let me get there

 

74:27
i know what to do and a lot of us know

 

74:30
what to do

 

74:34
i got another suggestion why don’t we as

 

74:37
a people speak up

 

74:38
when we hear these stereotypes that

 

74:41
we’re not

 

74:42
like i’m not a thug i’m not

 

74:46
uneducated and i’m not going in and out

 

74:49
of jail

 

74:54
but that’s the that’s the stereotype

 

75:00
and none of us speak up we just sit

 

75:02
there and just uh

 

75:05
you know we’re the only ones with

 

75:06
stereotypes

 

75:09
we the only ones that that are women and

 

75:12
our men we talk about we don’t like each

 

75:14
other

 

75:15
you’ll hear no other nationalities

 

75:18
talking about they prefer

 

75:23
someone else exactly

 

75:27
you don’t hear

 

75:30
you don’t hear you don’t hear you do not

 

75:34
hear

 

75:34
them paul white trailer trash opaque

 

75:38
single mothers talking [ __] about them

 

75:41
opaque uh fathers

 

75:46
you’ll hear that but you go on the book

 

75:49
and that’s all we do

 

75:50
just up and down the book up and down

 

75:52
social media

 

75:53
up and down uh text messages and phone

 

75:56
calls

 

75:57
we are our own worst enemies

 

76:03
for sure

 

76:10
how can i how can i

 

76:13
a melanated man that come out

 

76:16
of a melanated portal how can i not

 

76:20
love melanated women

 

76:26
how could how could y’all not be my

 

76:29
first second third and only choice

 

76:46
100 as even as

 

76:50
speaking up so i

 

76:53
am known to speak up i come from a

 

76:55
family

 

76:56
that spoke up like when i tell you

 

77:00
my family is in articles for speaking up

 

77:04
do you hear what i’m saying i get what

 

77:06
you say i think

 

77:08
i i truly believe that one of the things

 

77:11
that we

 

77:12
need to start doing like for instance

 

77:17
like you said how can our people

 

77:20
be the only ones that will go on a

 

77:22
national platform

 

77:24
and show this thing to our own women the

 

77:27
of the same womb

 

77:29
vortex that you came from but you’ll

 

77:31
disregard it and i truly believe

 

77:34
that’s why uh a lot of our men

 

77:37
are seen as a joke on a global scale

 

77:40
because

 

77:41
every other race knows you only can go

 

77:44
as so far as your woman every race has a

 

77:48
platform

 

77:49
in which they promote their women they

 

77:51
don’t have to rely

 

77:52
on another man to do it and the thing

 

77:55
is in these generations like i’m a 80s

 

77:58
baby

 

77:59
you know what i’m saying and i see a lot

 

78:01
of us and especially those 90s babies

 

78:04
like when things go on especially with

 

78:06
women and it gets recorded on social

 

78:08
media

 

78:09
like they’re recording they’re not

 

78:11
stepping in and helping their recording

 

78:13
so when i talk to a lot of men you know

 

78:16
what i’m saying that’s a

 

78:17
like a little older than me and older

 

78:19
like you know the old school

 

78:21
they of course they said well this never

 

78:23
happened when we were you know we

 

78:25
wouldn’t allow this but my thing

 

78:26
is like you said speaking up these young

 

78:29
men are going to continue to do this

 

78:31
it needs the older men to go on these

 

78:33
platforms don’t be

 

78:34
quiet and say oh well you know we were

 

78:37
in the dignity and are they no

 

78:38
you get on the same uh social media

 

78:41
platforms that these younger men are on

 

78:43
and you let them know that that’s not

 

78:45
right men have to speak

 

78:47
up and let these younger men know what

 

78:49
to do and not to do you see that they

 

78:51
sold it

 

78:52
you see that they have no fear these are

 

78:54
our warriors that we’ve been praying

 

78:56
about all they need is proper guidance

 

78:58
and shown the right way and they will do

 

79:01
whatever whenever for

 

79:02
us you get what i’m saying i get exactly

 

79:05
what you’re saying

 

79:06
i get exactly what you’re saying thank

 

79:08
you for adding that that is that is

 

79:10
so right on point so right on point

 

79:14
you know and and another thing and thank

 

79:17
you deirdre for that

 

79:19
another thing that that that you know

 

79:22
the a lot of the young folks that i’m

 

79:24
that i’m interacting with and i see

 

79:26
they have a misconception about what it

 

79:29
is be a woman

 

79:30
because i know all the women that i grew

 

79:32
up with around and

 

79:34
i’m a 60s baby and grew up in the 70s

 

79:37
there was some goddess warrior fighting

 

79:40
heifers what my grandmother and her

 

79:44
cousins and they was they handled the

 

79:47
house and they went to work and they had

 

79:49
a husband and they had

 

79:50
kids and and they was in the communities

 

79:57
so and to think that that

 

80:00
that you know uh uh the

 

80:04
the women of my generation and the

 

80:07
older women when i was a kid to think

 

80:09
there was something less than what these

 

80:11
are

 

80:11
now no no uh uh

 

80:15
i was on a uh uh in a relationship

 

80:18
group last year before i got out of it

 

80:20
and one of the questions was

 

80:22
from a young lady and she talked about

 

80:24
she wanted a man like her grandfather

 

80:26
and before i could even type it somebody

 

80:30
else typed and said well honey you ain’t

 

80:32
like

 

80:32
your grandmother you’re not going to get

 

80:36
a man like your grandfather because

 

80:37
y’all are not like y’all grandmothers

 

80:40
they they was some they were something

 

80:43
else and

 

80:44
they always been working so when i when

 

80:47
i

 

80:47
hear things about oh you know uh uh

 

80:51
i pay my own bills i go to work black

 

80:53
women where i’m from would have been

 

80:55
working since i was born

 

80:57
that ain’t nothing new

 

81:00
that’s not new my grandmother worked my

 

81:02
grandfather my grandmother was a steady

 

81:04
worker my grandfather worked seasonal

 

81:07
my uncles they had they had some tiny

 

81:10
jobs

 

81:11
they women had jobs one was a teacher

 

81:14
one was a nurse

 

81:18
what so this is this this is not nothing

 

81:21
new

 

81:22
it’s not nothing new and and you know

 

81:26
back in those days it was hard for a

 

81:29
brother to get something steady

 

81:30
nowadays they just don’t work

 

81:38
they’ve been feminized

 

81:44
so we have a lot to do and i i am

 

81:47
willing to get on any forum where

 

81:49
there’s some young books on and i will

 

81:51
tell them

 

81:52
that uh uh

 

81:55
was what time it is i had a situation

 

81:58
uh brewing yesterday and today that i

 

82:01
was ready to go roll on the situation

 

82:03
this morning

 

82:06
and come back and do the show because i

 

82:08
got somebody that’s

 

82:09
being ignorant to women and he doesn’t

 

82:12
have to be

 

82:14
i don’t play that i i don’t i don’t play

 

82:17
that

 

82:19
i don’t play that i don’t i don’t buy

 

82:22
into

 

82:24
there aren’t enough good black men

 

82:27
for black women that’s horse [ __]

 

82:33
there is but the narrative is out there

 

82:36
that there’s not

 

82:37
so black men stopped looking at black

 

82:39
women and black women stopped looking at

 

82:40
black men because they’ve been told that

 

82:42
they

 

82:42
needed one of y’all good the men think

 

82:44
that been told that

 

82:46
every black woman is angry and

 

82:48
independent and don’t

 

82:49
need a man and y’all been told that all

 

82:53
the brothers ain’t worth the [ __]

 

82:57
and yes some brothers ain’t worth the

 

82:59
[ __] and some of y’all don’t

 

83:02
but the majority

 

83:07
it’s a lot of single women and the

 

83:10
single brothers

 

83:11
that all we need to do is communicate

 

83:14
and we’ll find out that hey hey she

 

83:17
ain’t as angry as i

 

83:18
thought as i was told and you might find

 

83:21
out hey

 

83:22
he is about some [ __] right

 

83:25
can i touch on that absolutely

 

83:29
if we peel back another layer of it

 

83:32
it’s difficult for a man and it’s

 

83:34
difficult for a woman

 

83:36
to choose who to give your divine

 

83:39
feminine or your divine masculinity to

 

83:41
this is what i mean

 

83:43
if a man chooses the right woman and he

 

83:45
gives his

 

83:46
masculinity to her that would also imply

 

83:49
taking care of her protecting her

 

83:51
uh keeping her out of a man’s position

 

83:54
nowadays

 

83:55
unfortunately a lot of women are in the

 

83:57
man’s position and these are warrior

 

83:59
goddesses like you said

 

84:00
absolutely so the more and more they in

 

84:03
the world

 

84:04
taking care of stuff that they feel like

 

84:05
they man should be taken care of

 

84:08
you gonna get some masculine energy out

 

84:09
of here absolutely so that’s right

 

84:11
that’s why

 

84:12
that’s why the narrative is man i want

 

84:15
to give me a latino woman man you know

 

84:16
she don’t stress you know she ain’t

 

84:18
sticking her chest out at me all the

 

84:19
time

 

84:20
well okay if you if you chose the right

 

84:23
woman she has to be worth saying you

 

84:25
know what i don’t want you in the

 

84:26
workforce

 

84:27
because that’s bringing out masculinity

 

84:29
in you and that’s causing the problem in

 

84:30
my house

 

84:31
so i’m gonna pay all the bills now here

 

84:34
comes the flip side on the woman

 

84:35
if he paying all the bills you can’t be

 

84:38
[ __] around with the neighbor and

 

84:39
[ __] around with your ex-boyfriend

 

84:41
having a jail boyfriend you can’t if he

 

84:44
paying all the bills hold him down

 

84:46
hold his portal down let’s address that

 

84:50
let’s address the foundation i know

 

84:52
you’re getting ready to get off of here

 

84:53
but

 

84:54
you know don’t mark oh no look i own the

 

84:57
platform so

 

84:58
i could say all right now you’re talking

 

85:01
my language

 

85:02
this is this is what it’s all about

 

85:04
let’s get to the core

 

85:05
because all those narratives that i

 

85:07
heard you spew off

 

85:09
they’re real there’s no way we can deny

 

85:12
them

 

85:13
but the core of it ryan brought up

 

85:15
divine

 

85:16
masculine and divine feminine how many

 

85:19
in

 

85:20
our just in our community alone there

 

85:23
are folks who are awakening or coming

 

85:25
into the understanding or understanding

 

85:27
of that

 

85:28
but not many of us and i’m saying

 

85:31
us i know where i am but not many of us

 

85:35
are ready to sit in that with each other

 

85:41
and go there because if you are that

 

85:44
dude in your divine

 

85:45
masculine that you gonna make it happen

 

85:48
and take care of everything at home and

 

85:50
you

 

85:51
want that woman and you’re calling her

 

85:52
the right woman

 

85:55
how does she get to be the right woman

 

85:58
let’s address that let’s address that

 

86:01
there’s a bunch of

 

86:02
healing and unlearning and

 

86:04
unconditioning that needs to happen

 

86:06
we are so [ __] up and i’ma say it

 

86:11
absolutely because our

 

86:14
minds are in control based on capitalism

 

86:18
we don’t practice grandma’s spirituality

 

86:22
great grandma spirituality that’s right

 

86:25
ancestral practices and beliefs that

 

86:28
told us we were kings and queens and did

 

86:31
not

 

86:32
subdue us and press us down and oppress

 

86:35
us against each other and ourselves

 

86:38
let’s address all of that

 

86:39
there’s healing that needs to take place

 

86:43
in us as sole individuals s-o-u-l

 

86:47
individuals that is my work

 

86:50
my work is let’s return to the authentic

 

86:53
original self i see those words behind

 

86:57
by frieza’s head back there awaken

 

87:00
ascend

 

87:01
expand how does that even happen

 

87:04
let’s go there we could be emotional all

 

87:07
day long about the [ __] we seeing

 

87:09
every single day that really don’t mean

 

87:12
nothing to us

 

87:13
it’s all fluff as you said but that’s

 

87:16
where we need to go

 

87:17
let’s go to the original solution and we

 

87:20
don’t have to keep regurgitating what’s

 

87:23
wrong with us we all can see what’s

 

87:25
wrong with us

 

87:26
absolutely when we’re gonna all get down

 

87:28
to business and stop [ __] talking

 

87:31
because that’s what’s making folks not

 

87:33
like each other

 

87:34
and keep on pretending when we get in

 

87:36
each other’s faces

 

87:38
or get on these zoom calls we don’t

 

87:40
address the real

 

87:41
[ __] right right let’s go to the core

 

87:45
let’s get you here i would rather be

 

87:48
with a

 

87:49
solid divine masculine brother

 

87:52
than to be with some white boy over from

 

87:55
here

 

87:56
who’s giving me all of the divine

 

87:58
masculine attention

 

88:00
that i can be safe in his presence

 

88:06
i would prefer a black strong man

 

88:10
i would do that for me give me a reason

 

88:13
to submit to you brother give me a

 

88:15
reason to wash your feet at the end of

 

88:17
the day and run your bath water

 

88:20
give me a reason yeah make my

 

88:23
environment safe enough so that i can be

 

88:25
vulnerable with you and want to be

 

88:28
that right assistant that’s a book right

 

88:31
there that the last 15 seconds

 

88:35
absolutely absolutely and

 

88:38
for me for me um

 

88:42
um i am am definitely

 

88:46
on board with let’s

 

88:49
throw out all of the socially

 

88:53
constructed

 

88:54
uh fallacies that we have regarding

 

88:57
relationships

 

88:58
anyway and let’s come together divine

 

89:02
masculine divine feminine two divine

 

89:04
beings i don’t want to piss off anybody

 

89:06
but two divine beings

 

89:08
let’s come together and let’s have a

 

89:10
balanced

 

89:11
relationship all the way up and down

 

89:13
forget

 

89:14
it’s not about i’m gonna pay the bills

 

89:16
you cooking no

 

89:18
we’re going to come together and handle

 

89:20
this [ __]

 

89:25
instead of instead of attempting to

 

89:29
shove yourself in a predetermined

 

89:32
role that wasn’t even designed for us

 

89:36
anyway

 

89:43
these these roles are these societal

 

89:46
roles

 

89:46
male female husband wife father mother

 

89:51
somebody tell me where the goddamn

 

89:52
manual is for any of those

 

90:01
my grandmother and grandfather and my

 

90:03
mama and aunts they did the best they

 

90:04
could

 

90:05
with me with what they knew

 

90:08
the the kids that i’ve been around in my

 

90:11
own that i

 

90:12
that i had anything to do with i’ve done

 

90:14
the best i could with what i knew

 

90:20
but now that we know more now that we

 

90:23
know a little bit better way

 

90:24
it’s like shonda said we need to be

 

90:28
in these chat rooms with these

 

90:29
millennials and these youngsters

 

90:31
and we need to be speaking up and saying

 

90:33
hey no this is what really works

 

90:37
yeah yeah yeah you can express yourself

 

90:39
and you can be unique

 

90:41
however there are some things that just

 

90:44
work

 

90:45
and this is this is what works

 

90:49
communication is very important this is

 

90:51
bond the communication is very important

 

90:53
and like the sisters just said

 

90:55
give me a reason absolutely and i lived

 

90:58
in germany 25 years

 

91:00
and i had the safest relationships

 

91:03
absolutely

 

91:03
very safe but they were europeans

 

91:07
i had one african-american

 

91:10
relationship in germany that was

 

91:13
hell in the from he was from the

 

91:16
military i never was in the military so

 

91:18
what i’m saying is i got back here

 

91:21
and the way the men you talk to

 

91:25
you and the way the members talking and

 

91:27
i was like what is this you can’t talk

 

91:29
to me like that i don’t even understand

 

91:32
you can’t talk to me like that

 

91:35
i’m sorry i’m not going to accept it and

 

91:38
this is why

 

91:40
i agree with the sister who said she

 

91:41
said let’s let’s deal let’s go to the

 

91:44
core of this because

 

91:45
communication and how we speak to each

 

91:48
other and

 

91:49
how we respond to each other is very

 

91:51
important if you tell me you’re going to

 

91:52
do something

 

91:53
do it don’t keep telling me okay i’ll

 

91:55
get back and

 

91:56
because to me you’re lying to me

 

91:59
absolutely

 

92:00
do give what you want what respect get

 

92:04
respect what love be loving

 

92:06
this is where i am in my evolution and

 

92:09
let me tell you

 

92:10
i have i’ve had a couple and i’ve said

 

92:12
okay

 

92:13
i’m done and my sister said to me today

 

92:15
she said oh you just need some passion

 

92:17
somebody to go out with sometimes like

 

92:18
girl

 

92:19
don’t even say you know what i’m saying

 

92:21
to myself i can’t take nobody

 

92:23
talking to me or want a booty call as

 

92:25
soon as they meet you what is that

 

92:28
in germany take you out treat your nice

 

92:31
features kind

 

92:32
everything without a booty call they

 

92:35
want to get to know you even if it’s

 

92:36
nothing but having a cup of coffee or

 

92:38
tea

 

92:39
with you at a restaurant or going

 

92:41
somewhere for

 

92:42
for just a restaurant or an ice cream

 

92:44
cone we do a lot of that in germany

 

92:46
and things like that just to get to know

 

92:50
you i come back here everything is a

 

92:53
booty call they just stir at your butt

 

92:55
everywhere you go

 

92:56
you know and everything i just think

 

92:58
that what the sister said

 

93:00
we really do need to deal with this and

 

93:03
i’ve been gone 25 years and i’ve come

 

93:05
back

 

93:05
in i’ve been so disappointed you’ve

 

93:07
heard me many times get on here

 

93:09
and cry how disappointed i am

 

93:12
in the in the the nature of our people

 

93:14
how it has turned

 

93:16
this is not our original nature this is

 

93:19
somebody else’s nature that we picked up

 

93:21
on somehow another

 

93:23
especially through paying a job or

 

93:25
movies

 

93:27
tell you to kill everybody and you pay

 

93:29
and you get the movie and you go in and

 

93:31
kill everybody because this is a role

 

93:33
i’m playing to kill it

 

93:34
this is not our nature i i understand

 

93:37
what you’re saying

 

93:38
but you you can’t give everybody to

 

93:40
nature

 

93:41
there are some of us there and

 

93:44
this is true for for everybody there are

 

93:47
some that are awakened

 

93:48
some that are awakening and some that

 

93:51
are asleep and it doesn’t matter

 

93:53
what uh nationality or anything like

 

93:56
that

 

93:56
but there there is there are

 

93:59
those brothers that uh talk right talked

 

94:02
about and

 

94:02
and the one that you’re mentioning and

 

94:04
the one that uh uh

 

94:06
uh that i know uh for a fact there are

 

94:09
brothers out there

 

94:10
like that and they’re looking for

 

94:12
sisters just like y’all

 

94:14
and and it is part of my

 

94:18
purpose is to take that veil

 

94:21
down that’s between sisters

 

94:25
and brothers that want to hook up

 

94:29
that want to build a community that want

 

94:32
to

 

94:32
that want to live their best authentic

 

94:36
lives that’s part of what i’m

 

94:40
here to do and and

 

94:43
so we we are going to make sure

 

94:47
that we get the message out because we

 

94:50
are in the majority as far as

 

94:52
the collective the fringe there are

 

94:55
fringe parts of

 

94:56
of the collective that everybody speaks

 

94:58
to but we’re the majority

 

95:00
most of us are like us on the phone

 

95:03
on this call go ahead deirdre i know you

 

95:05
wanted to jump in there

 

95:07
oh yeah um okay so

 

95:11
in everything that i hear and with the

 

95:13
sister uh

 

95:14
i think vanda was just saying i think

 

95:16
that

 

95:17
and there should be a place of

 

95:20
expectation

 

95:21
we all have a place of expectation but

 

95:24
it’s difficult to have

 

95:26
a an expectation on someone

 

95:30
who’s so broken because they’re

 

95:33
functioning out of a place of brokenness

 

95:35
yes we have to have the patience

 

95:39
along with the wisdom and enlightenment

 

95:41
and everything that we

 

95:42
have that’s that’s being downloaded into

 

95:45
us

 

95:46
the patience to be able to listen

 

95:49
because listening heals and and then

 

95:53
understanding and as everybody said i

 

95:56
mean

 

95:56
it’s just we’re just full of the

 

95:59
understanding

 

96:00
of what’s going on but young people

 

96:03
are angry older people are angry

 

96:07
and we’re blaming each other and yes the

 

96:10
ones

 

96:11
to blame so if we could um

 

96:15
kind of sit back in that position of

 

96:18
kings queen’s goddesses and gods

 

96:20
we would be able to uh

 

96:25
how do you say it poor and allow them to

 

96:28
empty

 

96:29
because it’s it’s and they’re confused

 

96:32
we’re all confused and we’re talking

 

96:33
about

 

96:34
men um mistreating women

 

96:37
i have heard women talk to men i could

 

96:39
not believe

 

96:41
the things that i’ve heard women say to

 

96:43
men but that’s because

 

96:44
we do not understand and we need to

 

96:48
overstand and we need to to get back

 

96:51
into that place

 

96:53
um of offering if you will

 

96:57
you know we need to offer it it’s like

 

96:59
shoot

 

97:02
because we all want something we’re all

 

97:05
wanting that divine

 

97:06
place but the fact is is that

 

97:10
where we are right now we have to give

 

97:12
it and you have to give it

 

97:14
without expectation and there’s nothing

 

97:17
wrong with

 

97:18
expectation but we are so broken

 

97:21
and lost and misunderstood and not

 

97:24
understanding

 

97:25
so whenever we have the opportunity

 

97:28
to communicate and give life and give

 

97:31
power

 

97:32
it it’s huge absolutely

 

97:36
it’s huge made a great point i want to

 

97:39
say something simplistic and touch on

 

97:40
that when you talk about

 

97:41
understanding now correct me if i’m

 

97:44
wrong but

 

97:44
everybody should remember back in the

 

97:46
day if it wasn’t your grandfather

 

97:48
it was somebody’s grandfather you knew

 

97:50
and just with one job

 

97:51
he could take care of the family plus

 

97:53
his family around the corner of two

 

97:54
cities over correct me if i’m wrong

 

97:57
yup it’s not like that nowadays

 

98:00
so when men are acting out we innately

 

98:04
want to take care of everything but we

 

98:06
don’t know how to just come and tell you

 

98:07
hey it’s harder now

 

98:10
it’s a lot harder now you know we would

 

98:13
love to take care of everything

 

98:14
but balance just like just like you know

 

98:16
piper said balance

 

98:18
is key but everybody don’t operate like

 

98:20
that

 

98:21
some men actually want to take care of

 

98:23
everything so therefore

 

98:24
there’s no masculinity in the home

 

98:27
because then you got our women and this

 

98:28
isn’t bashing this is reality

 

98:31
the woman seen her mother sticking her

 

98:33
chest out because she had to take

 

98:35
everything because the man left again so

 

98:37
it goes back to what both ladies said

 

98:40
you know there’s so much damage but it

 

98:42
starts with understanding the first step

 

98:44
of that staircase of evolutionist

 

98:47
understanding

 

98:48
so but sometimes it’s simplistic

 

98:52
it’s flat out harder nowadays absolutely

 

98:56
you know so that’s something to be

 

98:57
mindful of you know i i’ve

 

98:59
known plenty of men in my family alone

 

99:01
they had one hustle

 

99:02
or one job and they had three different

 

99:05
families

 

99:07
you know you can’t afford it like that

 

99:08
no more it’s different now

 

99:10
you know so that’s something to be

 

99:12
mindful of and if a woman’s bringing

 

99:14
something to the table

 

99:16
you know it’ll be great if she found a

 

99:17
way to still stay in that feminine lane

 

99:19
even though she is helping to take care

 

99:21
of things because

 

99:22
our black women will they they got that

 

99:24
warrior goddess spirit if they put in

 

99:26
one dime into the household they

 

99:28
sticking their chests out

 

99:29
now as a man instinctively

 

99:32
hormonally biologically if anybody is

 

99:36
sticking anything out towards us or

 

99:38
coming at us any kind of way

 

99:40
we are built to respond in a way

 

99:43
where it may be aggressive i’m not

 

99:45
talking about physically i’m just

 

99:46
talking about defensive

 

99:48
you know we built for that you know we

 

99:49
have testosterone and extra stress

 

99:51
to defend and evolve so you know on the

 

99:55
other side of the fence we want our

 

99:56
women to be mindful of that

 

99:58
you know femininity gets a greater

 

100:00
approach i speak for myself

 

100:01
when a woman speaks to me calmly she

 

100:04
gets what she wants when she yells at me

 

100:06
it makes me not want to oblige

 

100:08
so you know it takes balance between

 

100:10
that warrior spirit

 

100:12
for the man’s side it takes balance

 

100:14
between being open and honest

 

100:15
saying listen it’s hard right now i

 

100:17
don’t know if you realize this

 

100:19
so that’s the understanding and the

 

100:21
happy medium i think we can come to

 

100:23
well my i i’d like to thank you for that

 

100:25
ryan i like to uh

 

100:27
uh piggyback on that that

 

100:30
it is uh um difficult

 

100:35
however it’s always been difficult

 

100:38
for the black family you know it’s never

 

100:42
there’s never been a nirvana period

 

100:46
for us in the sense of you know where we

 

100:49
all felt that we

 

100:50
arrived it’s always been mama and daddy

 

100:54
working

 

100:55
or mama and her boyfriend that live with

 

100:58
us is working or

 

101:00
who or whatever however it was

 

101:04
we we have a there is a history

 

101:08
of in black america there’s a history

 

101:12
that these successful families are the

 

101:15
ones

 

101:16
that either like ryan said the brother

 

101:19
is in the situation where he could take

 

101:21
care of everything and the mom can stay

 

101:23
home

 

101:23
or there’s that two income family it’s

 

101:26
all we’ve always had two income

 

101:27
families we needed that just to be able

 

101:30
to keep our heads afloat

 

101:32
so for any of us especially for the

 

101:34
younger generation

 

101:35
for them to think that that uh

 

101:38
uh what they’re doing is something

 

101:40
unique and new

 

101:42
that’s where we need to come back in and

 

101:44
let them know y’all ain’t doing nothing

 

101:46
that ain’t been done

 

101:47
since the beginning of free time and

 

101:50
what i mean by free time is when we

 

101:52
started actually getting paid for work

 

101:58
that’s what i mean by free time number

 

102:00
two

 

102:01
ryan you made a good point uh about

 

102:04
about

 

102:05
uh uh the fact that that

 

102:08
that conversation is not taking place

 

102:11
between the black man and the black

 

102:13
woman where the black man is saying

 

102:15
baby it’s hard out here right now and

 

102:18
and i need your help i need your help

 

102:22
and and the black woman is not saying

 

102:24
baby i get it i know it’s hard

 

102:26
and i need your help and then both of

 

102:28
them are not saying

 

102:29
well why don’t we pull the [ __] together

 

102:32
and let’s help each other

 

102:34
please that’s humility let’s forget

 

102:36
let’s not worry about who a [ __] head

 

102:38
or a tail is we both aren’t ahead that’s

 

102:40
right

 

102:47
when ryan talked about divine feminine

 

102:49
and divine masculine

 

102:51
this is how i understand both of those

 

102:54
sides and i don’t even like to look at

 

102:56
it as a side because

 

102:58
all of us bear both divine feminine

 

103:01
and divine masculine vibration energy

 

103:03
that’s right

 

103:04
what i am saying is the divine is is

 

103:07
just the power of the god

 

103:09
in us in general and if the god in us

 

103:12
if i love you i’m not going to be

 

103:14
opposed to you i’m being opposed to

 

103:16
myself if i’m if i’m working against you

 

103:19
masculine masculine if you loved me

 

103:22
feminine you would be

 

103:23
hurting yourself if you were opposed to

 

103:25
me so

 

103:26
we create an environment together and i

 

103:30
may only be mastering this

 

103:32
ideation now in my life

 

103:36
but this is what i see that was missing

 

103:38
in my home as a child growing up with my

 

103:40
grandma my granddaddy

 

103:42
my mama my daddy why everybody was

 

103:44
fighting and hurting each other because

 

103:45
of what you guys were talking about

 

103:47
the divine creates the environment for

 

103:50
us to

 

103:51
nurture and nourish each other in such a

 

103:54
way

 

103:54
that i’m gonna hold space for you and

 

103:57
understand and understand and overstand

 

103:59
brother

 

104:00
i don’t want you to hurt yourself or

 

104:03
break your

 

104:04
back so that we can have the million

 

104:06
dollar house

 

104:08
no i don’t want that i’m gonna create

 

104:11
the environment

 

104:12
so that you don’t have to ask me or tell

 

104:15
me or put

 

104:16
a mandate down for me not to be outside

 

104:19
next door while you working hard 12

 

104:22
16-hour days

 

104:24
for us to live well that’s not the way

 

104:27
that of the divine the divine is all

 

104:30
about

 

104:30
harmony the divine wants us to work

 

104:34
this together it’s difficult to do that

 

104:38
when we’re in ego yes that’s right you

 

104:41
know that piper is it it’s difficult for

 

104:43
us to function

 

104:45
because we’re over here doing this

 

104:48
instead of this

 

104:49
as you said so that is where the

 

104:52
that’s why i asked how do we get there

 

104:55
because young people are not listening

 

104:57
to the folks with the gray hair

 

104:58
because they’re seeing something that

 

105:00
they’re like nah y’all don’t know what

 

105:02
you’re talking about

 

105:03
because i can see what y’all got going

 

105:05
on and it don’t look good to me

 

105:08
they’re not listening to us

 

105:11
they’re not the best example for them so

 

105:13
we can’t tell

 

105:17
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105:19
we’re doing this they want to see it

 

105:23
absolutely right but also there’s a

 

105:26
place when

 

105:27
people are actually

 

105:30
so and that’s the the the blessing when

 

105:33
you come across

 

105:34
folks who are ready where that that that

 

105:37
thing is

 

105:38
open and you can pour in and i just

 

105:40
think that

 

105:41
yeah i have young people i young people

 

105:44
i you know it just took a minute though

 

105:47
i had to chill out

 

105:50
yeah yeah listen you know and

 

105:53
with that the most important one of the

 

105:56
most important things because there

 

105:58
are a lot is to educate but in order to

 

106:01
educate you have to be able to listen

 

106:03
and spot where people are yes

 

106:07
if you can locate where someone is

 

106:11
and that door is open and that’s what we

 

106:13
need to do because we’re talking about

 

106:15
in the home how we want it and yeah for

 

106:18
sure

 

106:18
but we got this whole world uh you know

 

106:21
i left the church

 

106:23
and uh i learned a lot i did

 

106:26
and now i i’m not in the church when

 

106:29
there’s

 

106:30
real principles yes that’s

 

106:33
true and and so there’s something that

 

106:35
says the harvest

 

106:37
is plenteous but the laborers

 

106:43
it’s important because usually you know

 

106:45
what i have seen

 

106:46
is we look and see what they’re doing

 

106:48
and they it’s like

 

106:50
why are they doing that but it’s

 

106:53
just ignorance they don’t know they are

 

106:56
trying to find

 

106:57
out who they are and all that power and

 

107:00
creativity

 

107:01
in all of us that was given to us so

 

107:04
again if we could just be patient

 

107:08
and start tapping in like we’re talking

 

107:10
about divine

 

107:11
and masculine feminine it’s flowing

 

107:13
through all of us

 

107:15
it flows but if we’re not in tune and

 

107:18
listening and being

 

107:19
always ready to give whatever we have

 

107:22
that they need

 

107:24
and that’s what we have to do because

 

107:26
it’s too big

 

107:27
so every little person every heart every

 

107:30
big person whatever

 

107:32
we just have to be ready to pour out

 

107:35
absolutely

 

107:36
people always say sky’s the limit well

 

107:38
if you look at it

 

107:40
it does look limitless right and it

 

107:42
doesn’t end

 

107:43
the sky doesn’t end it does not end it

 

107:46
doesn’t end

 

107:47
and we are the universe absolutely

 

107:51
so there’s no reason if we come across

 

107:55
folks that we can be still and listen

 

107:58
and hear what it is that they need and

 

108:00
that’s where i

 

108:01
am because i wherever we just need

 

108:05
i needed to be educated hell [ __]

 

108:09
excuse my language but your name was

 

108:12
just fine

 

108:13
yeah somebody would be fine

 

108:16
yeah you ain’t got to excuse nothing no

 

108:19
no cause

 

108:32
so judgmental we need to caress and

 

108:35
embrace

 

108:36
and and pour out into and give life

 

108:41
and that’s difficult when when we look

 

108:44
and

 

108:44
and we see like this is said the brother

 

108:47
is offending us

 

108:48
but that’s what love love is a lot of

 

108:51
times we get love all

 

108:53
afternoon yeah it’s not

 

108:56
an uh an emotion based thing when you’re

 

108:59
really talking about love it’s a

 

109:00
physical thing

 

109:02
yeah it’s yeah it’s an action it’s an

 

109:04
action yeah

 

109:05
this is an option right it’s a it’s like

 

109:09
not giving an account to a wrong done

 

109:12
and trying to like we do with our babies

 

109:14
yeah the babies

 

109:17
and i i just see i don’t know why

 

109:19
because i’m really new i

 

109:21
am i’m new but i’m not i see mother

 

109:24
earth

 

109:25
embracing and that’s who we are

 

109:29
yes women have the ability to

 

109:32
to give that nurturing power but

 

109:35
have to be in a place of not expecting

 

109:38
what we know is supposed to be

 

109:40
because we’ll

 

109:47
no no apologies thank you for that thank

 

109:49
you thank you

 

109:50
thank you whoo thank y’all

 

109:54
great thank y’all thank y’all thank you

 

109:57
all

 

109:58
uh this this this really uh

 

110:01
is what it’s about the these are the

 

110:04
beginnings

 

110:05
of bigger conversations and

 

110:08
and you know it it’s going to take

 

110:12
folks like us who are not afraid to tip

 

110:15
our toe into this water you know the

 

110:17
water’s dark because

 

110:18
we know we don’t we know we don’t talk

 

110:20
about it but there’s folks like us that

 

110:22
tip our toe in it now we didn’t tipped

 

110:24
our toe

 

110:24
in it now each one of us go out

 

110:28
and invite somebody that’s not already

 

110:30
on here

 

110:31
invite them to tuesday because we’re

 

110:33
going to pick it up right where we left

 

110:35
off

 

110:36
from today and then we’ll we’ll create

 

110:38
it like that

 

110:39
we’ll just keep sharing it one person at

 

110:41
a time and that’s how we will make the

 

110:44
change

 

110:45
we’re not going to change a whole group

 

110:46
of people’s thoughts

 

110:49
no we can do it one person at a time

 

110:51
though because that’s how my thoughts

 

110:52
got changed not in the group but in my

 

110:54
own head

 

110:55
that’s right that’s right your thoughts

 

110:58
get changed not in a group but they get

 

110:59
changed in your own head

 

111:02
so with that i’m gonna i’m gonna have to

 

111:04
end it anybody want to have any final

 

111:06
final uh comments talk right yeah i know

 

111:09
you got something to say

 

111:10
go ahead i just think everybody is

 

111:15
beautiful

 

111:16
everybody here i just really appreciate

 

111:18
every

 

111:19
uh aspect every thought everything

 

111:23
because we we’re coming together you all

 

111:25
use this word collective

 

111:27
and that’s what we’re doing in there i

 

111:29
don’t remember his name but your voice

 

111:32
is so powerful and so strong and you’re

 

111:34
needed and you’re necessary

 

111:36
absolutely ryan that’s that’s that’s

 

111:39
that’s for ryan yes

 

111:41
and i want to let everybody i want to

 

111:43
let everybody know

 

111:44
that um as i

 

111:48
um begin to uh roll out the different

 

111:51
phases

 

111:52
of my internet radio station

 

111:55
this type of of

 

111:58
of talk this type of of equal exchange

 

112:03
of

 

112:03
energy and equal exchange of

 

112:06
of of education and good knowledge

 

112:09
is something that i definitely want to

 

112:13
uh put on uh on a regular basis

 

112:17
you know we start with once a week and

 

112:19
and we could

 

112:20
uh have a a podcast

 

112:24
format like they like they really have

 

112:27
them for the radio

 

112:28
in fact i’m thinking that we would even

 

112:30
do do it live on the radio we wouldn’t

 

112:33
even do it

 

112:33
zoom wise so that we could uh capture

 

112:36
the full ambiance and essence of that

 

112:39
but i really want uh all of us to know

 

112:41
that

 

112:42
i got a platform that we can spew and

 

112:45
spout and do whatever we want

 

112:47
to 24 7 365 and the only way it gets

 

112:51
shut down if

 

112:52
aliens come and take over the grid okay

 

112:55
we’re good so i’m going to be reaching

 

112:58
out to each of us on this call and some

 

113:01
other folks that i’ve already talked to

 

113:03
i got 24 hours a day seven days a week

 

113:07
365 days in a year of

 

113:10
content and programming that i am

 

113:12
looking to feel

 

113:13
and i have a good crop of folks right

 

113:16
here on this call right here

 

113:18
that i’m looking at dear you got a show

 

113:20
i’m like i’m gonna be like uh

 

113:22
oprah winfrey when she giving the cars

 

113:24
away then

 

113:25
you get a show ryan you get the show

 

113:27
alexander you get the show

 

113:29
shawn you get a show talk right you get

 

113:31
the show everybody gets a show

 

113:36
and with that we’re gonna end on that

 

113:39
i’m thankful for everybody to be here

 

113:42
keep coming back tuesdays and saturdays

 

113:45
because your mastered self awaits you

 

113:48
i’ll talk to you guys then thank you

 

113:51
thank you i want to say thank you to

 

113:53
everybody i appreciate being on here

 

113:55
um i had so i was doing something else

 

113:57
and i had to stop everything and come

 

113:58
and sit down

 

114:00
and be in the flow of this dialogue and

 

114:04
i am so thankful and grateful

 

114:06
love everybody this is bonda so i just

 

114:08
love everybody

 

114:10
thank you so much thank you guys

 

 

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Mark Edward Pyle is a Mastered Self Initiate and Soul (Karma) Reader, with 40 years of study and Master Level experience with Numerology, Astrology, Card Sciences (Standard & Tarot). Mark has perfected his craft by reading, compiling and analyzing 1,000’s of people and business/civic/governmental entities. Mark believes we are more than our Western Astrology Sun Sign and created and developed new ways in how you look at your daily/weekly/monthly & yearly horoscope.