On the 7s: Episode 1
Physical Self-Accountability and Responsibility of Your Physical Existence
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The other group who helped. or
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Tupac yeah.
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I can’t I can’t I just I’m
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tired. I feel like I’m losing
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my generation of being young
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and. it’s like golly. So I’m
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happy.
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Did I lose y’all? No? we’re
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here? Oh okay. Yeah. we’re
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here. We’re here everybody just
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quiet. we are live on Facebook.
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I just want to let everyone
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know that we have clicked the
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live on Facebook button and I’m
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grateful and and. I have to
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find out where I am on
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Facebook, though because. It
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did not give me.
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It did not tell me. where I was
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going to be live at so I need
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to find out.
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Of Response from this but we’re
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going to give a few more
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minutes. It’s a couple of
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minutes after four, we’ll give
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it a few more minutes to see
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if. Are going to join in before
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we get started, we can start to
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stretch it out though. where
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you know put that energy and
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thought in your toes and just
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wiggle your toes and Dance your
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feet up and down and you know,
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bounce your knees and shake
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your calves and your hips and
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Region and your shoulders and
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your neck and your head open
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your mouth. a couple of times
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just. stretch your arms out.
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Take some deep breaths in hold
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it and then out you know just
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really just center yourself
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really shake off all of the.
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Stress shake off all of the
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troubles any worries any
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troubles any conflicts just
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shake ’em off any emotional
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things that are starting to
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bubble up and they will.
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As we get closer to the full
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moon in Scorpio on Monday,
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there’s some emotional things
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that need to be released and
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and they’ll start to bubble up.
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but right now is we’re just
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going to get ourselves
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prepared. There’s there’s
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energy of heaviness. there is.
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Been a sigh of relief and and
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yet there is no relief. So
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there is an error of heaviness.
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There’s there has been. some
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some death that have hit. some
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communities very very hard and
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and so just let all of that.
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just let it go for now.
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Tap into your
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own awareness.
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Take some deep breaths
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breathing in.
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Hold it.
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And release.
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Just a nice casual breathe in.
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Hold it. And release.
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Breathe in
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Hold it. and release. Just
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shake it out a little bit shake
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it out. shake it out. And now,
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as we begin, we’re going to
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start with three deep breaths,
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we’re going to four deep
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breaths. We’re going to breathe
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in on a five count. The five
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count goes as such one
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two. then we’ll hold it for
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five count and then we’ll
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release and release at least on
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a five but push all of the air
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out of your lungs. So we
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breathe in through our nose.
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We’ll hold it at the nose and
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then we push out through the
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nose but push everything. Out
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Hearts and minds clear. Breathe
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in inspiration.
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Hold
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Release procrastination And
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push all of it out push all of
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that procrastination out.
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Breathe in courage.
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Hold
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And release fear. Just push all
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that fear out to push it out,
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push it out.
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Breathe in motivation.
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Hold
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And release perfect
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imperfection you’re good
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enough. The stuff you have is
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good enough. Your content is
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good enough, just as you are.
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last one. breathe in positive
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energy.
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And release positive action and
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effort begin to energize
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yourself. That’s right energize
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yourself now be mindful of your
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breathing and put your focus
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and your attention and your
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energy at the tip of your toes
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focus all of your energy and
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all of your attention to the
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tip of your toes now push that
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energy through your toes push
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it up through your arches, push
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it up and around your heels up
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through your ankles push that
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energy. Up through your calves
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and up through your knees push
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that energy up through your
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thighs and push it up and
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around your hips and into your
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root Chakra let it sit there
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for a minute. Feel that energy
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just sitting there all that
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accumulated energy in your root
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Chakra now push that energy up
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through your root chakra into
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your sacral Chakra and let it
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sit there.
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Push that energy from your
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sacral chakra into your solar
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Plexus Chakra and let it sit
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there.
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Push your energy and your
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attention to your heart Chakra
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and let them sit there.
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Push your energy up through
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your heart Chakra into your
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throat Chakra and let them sit
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there. Push your energy around
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your teeth up through your nose
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your eyes and into your third
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eye Chakra and let it sit
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there. And push that energy up
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into your crown Chakra keep it
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in the crown, Chakra and let it
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sit there.
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Continue your normal breathing
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We’re going to move on to the
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777 breathing. that energy and
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that focus is on that full body
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and the Chakra of the Crown
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Chakra All your energy is just
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enlightened your chakras. So
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now we’re going to do our 7777
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breathing where we breathe in
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on the seven count, we will
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hold it for a seven count. We
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will breathe out on a seven
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count and we will hold that for
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a seven count and what we’re
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going to do three repetitions
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of that, and there will be no
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break in between. so there’s no
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gasping for air. All of this is
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done through the nose. Our
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minds clear breathe in your
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creativity.
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Hold your consciousness.
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Breathe out your confidence.
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Your commerce
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Breathe in your prosperity.
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Hold your purpose.
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Breathe out your profitability.
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And hold your positive
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production.
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Breathe in your commitment.
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Hold your consistency.
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Breathe out your compassion.
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And hold your curiosity.
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Still in our mind’s eye be
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mindful of your breathing go
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back to that Crown Chakra,
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where all of that energy and
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all of your attention was last
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at where it still is holding
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now see in your mind’s eye
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above your crown. Chakra there
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should be be a it doesn’t
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matter what color the light is
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it just should be there if a
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light is not there use your
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imagination and see that light
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above your head. Now with your
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arms and hands in your mind’s
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eye body reach up and grab the
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light. feel the vibration of
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the light feel the frequency of
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the light become one with the
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frequency and the vibration of
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the light. Pull that light down
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to where it is covering your
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crown Chakra pull that light
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all the way down to where it’s
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covering the top of your head
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and hold it there. Breathe in.
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Home
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Breathe out.
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And hold.
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Now pull that light down a
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little further prove that light
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down to where it is covering
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your third eye Chakra pull the
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light down to where it is in
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the middle of your forehead.
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Just right above your eyebrows
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and hold it there. Breathe in.
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Hold
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Out
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And hold.
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Now pull that light down a
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little further pull that light
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down over your eyes and your
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nose and over your lips and
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your teeth and your chin and
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let it settle right there over
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your throat. Chakra pull that
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light all the way down to where
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it is covering your throat,
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Chakra and hold it there.
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breath in.
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Hold
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Breathe out.
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And hold.
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Now push that light down a
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little further push that light
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all the way down to where
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discovering your heart Chakra
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push that light down to where
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it is in the middle of your
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breastplate and hold it there.
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breath in.
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Breathe out.
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And hold.
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Now push that light down even
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further push it down to where
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it is covering your solar.
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Plexus Chakra push the light
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down to where it’s covering
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just at the top portion of your
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stomach area and hold it there.
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Breathe in.
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Hold
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Breathe out.
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And hold.
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Push that light all the way
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down push it down to where it
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is covering up your sacral.
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Chakra push the light down to
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where it is covering your
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entire stomach region and hold
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it there. Breathe in.
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Out
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And hold.
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Now push that light down even
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further push it down to where
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it is covering up your root.
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Chakra push that light down to
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where it is covering just the
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top portion of your thighs and
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hold it there. Breathe in.
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Breathed out.
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And hold.
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Now push that light all the way
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down push that light down
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through your thighs, push it
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down through your knees, push
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it down through your calves
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through your ankles through and
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around your heels up through
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your arches and all the way to
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the tips of your toes and hold
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it there. Breathe in.
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Home
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Breathe out.
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And hold.
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And as you marvel at yourself
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all illuminated be mindful of
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your breathing be mindful of
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your essence. Be mindful of
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yourself now. take that light
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out. and expand this light all
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the way out expand the light
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out until it is. becoming one
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with the universe and then with
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one universe. Now with your
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body do the same as you did
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with the light expand your body
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out until it becomes one in
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your mind’s eye view one with
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the universe and then one
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universe. Hold it there.
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Breathe in.
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Home
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Breathe out.
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And hold.
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Welcome to the Astral where
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everything that you need want
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and desire everything that is
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for you and only for you is
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right there for your taking so
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fly around in your own personal
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astro room and pick up any and
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all things that come to you.
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Everything you can see
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everything you can grab
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everything don’t worry about if
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your arms are too full. Just
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everything you grab just put it
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into your heart. Chakra no
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matter. How many it is just
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keep putting them in there just
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fill up your heart. Chakra with
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everything that you see fly
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around. look around. Be
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mindful. prove that book into
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your heart Chakra pull that
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song into your heart Chakra
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pull that small business idea
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into your heart Chakra. pull
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that new career into your heart
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Chakra pull whatever that that.
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is into your heart Chakra.
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Gather them up gather them up
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gather them up now push ’em all
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in there now hold them there.
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Breathe in
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Hold
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Out
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And hold.
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Now as your heart Chakra is
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bulging and all of those things
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are taking root in your soul.
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constrict the light and
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constrict the body back to the
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size that it was before we
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expanded them. Sealing
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everything in. And hold it
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there. now focus your attention
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at the tips of your toes where
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all of your attention and your
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energy and that light is at I
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pushed that light through your
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toes, push it through your
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arches push it through and
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around your heels and up
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through your ankles push that
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light up through your calves
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and up through your knees and
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up through your thighs and
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around your hips and push it
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into the root Chakra push that.
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Up through the sacral Chakra
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push that light and energy and
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attention up through through
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the solar Plexus Chakra. push
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it up through your heart.
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Chakra push that light and
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energy and of through your
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throat. Chakra push that light
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and attention and energy up
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around your teeth and nose and
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eyes and through and through
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your third eye Chakra and push
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that light up and out and
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through your crown, Chakra and
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the illuminate your. I view
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rock stars. Hold it there.
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Breathe in
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Breathe out.
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And hold.
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And as we come back to the now
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and as we take a couple of deep
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breaths, we’re going to fill
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our lungs all the way up. hold
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it briefly and release we’re
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going to do that Three times
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breathe in. Hold it release.
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Breathe in Hold it release.
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Last one breathe in. Hold it
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release. Rub your hands
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together. come back to the now
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come back to here grateful and
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thankful for everybody. This is
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on the seventh with metatron
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where we all come to awaken
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ascend and expand. This is also
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the home of 88 steps into your
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master Self. I am Ascension and
22:01
the master of self academy.
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Your best self, It’s over my
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shoulder awaits you I am
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Piper’s. Be me. I’m your host.
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I’m grateful to be here today
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I’m looking forward to. The
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full moon on Monday and we’ll
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get to that a little bit later
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on, but I am really really
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really looking forward to the
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full moon on Monday. it’s a
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chance to release emotional
22:31
baggage and emotional wounds
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and. Get over. whatever it is
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or whoever it is or wherever it
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is that some of us can’t seem
22:44
to get over it. It’s the
22:46
opportunity coming up here on
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Monday, we will be live at the
22:50
exact station event. I will
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have more information about
22:53
that coming out here in the
22:54
next. 12 hours or so. Want to
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open it up? want to open the
23:04
floor up? Let’s talk about
23:06
energy right now. Let’s talk
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about Folks’ energy shall we.
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Anybody want to. give us
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anybody just been kind of like.
23:21
kind of going through the
23:23
motions kind of lazy kind of.
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You know what I mean, Yeah,
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it’s it’s it’s we’re heading in
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you. we’re heading into
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probably one of the more
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emotional. release and
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cleansing. periods that we’re
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going to have. in 2021 and it’s
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just like the low. It’s like.
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You know. I’m appreciative for
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what is coming I’m also
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appreciative for these laws
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that come and I’ve learned not
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to beat myself up too much when
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I’ve when I don’t get done as
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much as I have designed to do,
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I know if I do just one thing
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every day is still more than.
24:16
What was necessary so anybody
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else want to share anything
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about their energy past week,
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especially past 2 days, mine
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has been up Absolutely that’s
24:29
visiting and I’ve also have
24:32
felt. another energy in my
24:36
sphere in my atmosphere very
24:38
very strongly not quite. sure
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how we have you identified it
24:44
or not no, But it’s a loving
24:46
energy. Don’t get me wrong, but
24:47
it’s it’s a presence like it’s
24:50
familiar, but it’s not okay.
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Okay. Good good good, You know
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we have. a couple a couple of
25:01
you on the call that have just
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recently. relocated. How’s all
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of that coming for both of you
25:08
as far as settled in settling
25:11
in energy shifts. Things of
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that nature getting my space
25:19
prepared. It’s beautiful here.
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I’m in a I’m in the center.
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Well, of course, you are.
25:30
we can’t make this up of course
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you’re in the center and
25:33
everywhere you go, you’re in
25:35
the center. That’s how that’s
25:37
what you signed up for a good
25:39
good. I’m glad that that
25:41
everything is working out
25:42
everything good with your car.
25:43
Everything is fine. Yes, I had
25:45
my brakes looked at today.
25:47
They’re fine. everything is
25:49
fine. Yeah I went to a. Cacao
25:56
ceremony Alright, it is
25:59
absolutely wonderful. and I
26:03
felt a lot of attraction coming
26:06
my way. Oh, of course, of
26:08
course, and yeah, I have people
26:11
waiting on me to get my space
26:13
ready so that they can come
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absolutely so if you build it,
26:19
they will come when you build
26:20
it, They will come when you
26:21
build it, They will come that
26:23
was in a movie field of dreams
26:24
and it wasn’t. They made it on
26:27
a corny little baseball movie,
26:29
but the the concept is actually
26:31
real, You know you you put the
26:34
retreat together you make the
26:35
space available and the people
26:37
who are on their way will be on
26:39
their way and they will show
26:41
up. yes, they will how about
26:43
how’s my other recently
26:46
relocated member. How are you?
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I’m pretty good? Everything’s
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been pretty good for the most
26:54
part. I’ve been slowly allowing
26:56
myself to get everything
26:57
together. I’ve been having. Was
27:00
sleeping, though, like I can’t
27:02
for some reason sleep an entire
27:04
night. I haven’t the entire
27:05
time. I’ve been here I wake up
27:08
and like during witching hours,
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you know like 345 right well
27:13
for whatever reason I’m just
27:15
up. and it makes me kind of
27:19
drag at certain points
27:20
throughout the day. Mm hmm Well
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you you have to give your body
27:25
and your spirit a chance to you
27:27
gotta understand you just left
27:29
a. Chaotic vibration and
27:31
frequency. and you relocated it
27:35
and the vibration and frequency
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first of the house that you’re
27:39
in is totally different and
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your frequency is settling in
27:45
you’re going to change states
27:47
you. I mean a whole lot didn’t
27:48
happen so yeah and you’re in
27:51
different time zones than what
27:53
you had just started getting
27:54
used to so. yeah I can I can
27:57
see just just. don’t be. Hard
28:00
on yourself and get as much
28:02
rest as you can. and and be
28:05
ready to be ready for a very,
28:07
very, very powerful release and
28:11
launch session on this new moon
28:14
on Monday. Okay. we’re good.
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Alright. Well we’re going to
28:21
run on. last last time we were
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here we talked about the
28:25
physical self and I could’ve I
28:27
should’ve would’ve I am and.
28:31
Today today’s keyword in
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Physical Self, the
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accountability and
28:37
responsibility of your entire
28:39
physical existence is
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considered. consider where. And
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how and this and this you ask
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yourself this where why and how
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I am currently slash previously
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physically living.
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III took the time. to write
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down. Everywhere that I have
29:07
lived.
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Since I’ve been born.
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I want to ask I want to ask us
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before I get to my. I’m going
29:20
to go through my list just to
29:21
let you guys know where the
29:22
hell I’ve been because I think
29:24
it’s important but I want to
29:26
ask everybody anybody still
29:28
living in the hometown where
29:29
they was born. Okay. No. No,
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I’m coming, I’m coming, but
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it’s different if you didn’t
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you didn’t come back. You
29:38
didn’t let her come back so I’m
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talking about. I’m asking for
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folks. Okay so all of us on
29:45
here we are all transplanted
29:46
and we are all okay so. where
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have you lived and and what I
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mean by lived, I mean where
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have you been long enough to
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where you received mail? I’m
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not talking about you just
29:58
spent a weekend or somebody’s
30:01
couch somewhere here for a day
30:03
or two. I’m talking about where
30:05
you’ve received mail and or
30:07
slash paid rent.
30:12
You want us to name it. Oh
30:13
well. I’m going to go through
30:15
mine, but I want you guys to
30:16
think about it. I want you guys
30:17
to think because the where are
30:20
we I’m I think physically.
30:23
we’re we’re thinking physically
30:25
now and today we’re going to
30:27
find out how the other cells
30:29
and we haven’t we haven’t
30:31
gotten into the financial self
30:32
and intellectual self yet, but
30:35
the intellectual self and the
30:37
financial self have a lot to do
30:39
with where have you. Just
30:43
remember that okay, Where have
30:45
you lived now when I was born
30:47
of course, I was at my mother’s
30:51
**** but I went with my mother.
30:53
My mother didn’t have a place
30:54
too long for the most part, I
30:56
was with my grandmother, Hattie
30:59
mier so from birth. until oh my
31:04
gosh. we did it. It was after I
31:08
had the car so it it was
31:10
probably. Maybe 3 months after
31:14
I graduated high school. I made
31:18
it that long after I graduated
31:20
high school to where I moved
31:21
out and I moved to there was
31:23
this old. where I grew up. I
31:26
grew up in Tulare, California.
31:27
It was a little dust Bowl
31:30
little podunk farming Country
31:32
town, and at the time I grew up
31:33
there. It was only 14 thousand
31:35
people in the whole city. so II
31:39
had a place back behind Taco
31:41
Bell. The old roaming house.
31:47
and I had I had lived there.
31:52
for 3 months. I had this job at
31:56
a gas station. I was I was
31:57
pumping gas. I was the.
32:01
Attended Yeah, you pull in I
32:03
ask you want me to clean your
32:05
windows and kind of gas. You
32:07
want that you need oil. Yeah.
32:09
That was one of the first jobs
32:10
I had after I got like
32:11
eighteen. that I could afford
32:13
my own place that lasted about
32:15
3 months I found out that if
32:18
you don’t. Pay your rent when
32:21
you say you’re going to pay it,
32:22
then they lock you out of your
32:23
place. So that was my That was
32:26
my first experience with. not
32:30
paying the rent now. let me go
32:33
back a little bit when I tell
32:35
you that was at my
32:36
grandmother’s house. from the
32:38
time that I started working any
32:41
job I had to pay rent to her at
32:44
my grandmother’s house so every
32:47
check I had to give her a
32:48
portion of every paycheck I
32:49
ever made as long as I lived at
32:51
her house she didn’t care. I
32:54
was a job. I had how much money
32:55
I made, she didn’t give a damn.
32:58
so she taught me the importance
32:59
of paying rent. She got me
33:01
started at about eleven or 12
33:02
years old. so 3 months behind
33:06
Taco Bell then I back to my
33:07
grandmother’s house for. about
33:11
I made it to the end of that
33:13
school year so May I was going
33:15
to because at the time. about
33:18
that time we a couple of
33:21
friends of ours in Tulare we we
33:23
thought that we was going to.
33:25
After hours, speakeasy spot and
33:28
I moved in with my buddy on the
33:30
street, Darnell sells and we
33:33
really thought we had something
33:34
going going on. I running the
33:36
gambling and the liquor and
33:38
Darnell was running the the
33:41
door and the music we are like
33:43
man. everything we are gambling
33:46
room. We had we was $2 a cup of
33:49
beer. We just thought we was
33:51
some real. I see I’ve been a
33:53
young entrepreneur since way
33:54
back, you know. Way back. That
34:00
lasted about it was across the
34:03
street from my aunt’s house So
34:04
once my aunt found out that I
34:06
was over there, she went and
34:07
told my grandmother and my
34:08
grandmother put a to that. In
34:13
between bouncing between
34:15
Darnell and my grandmother, I
34:16
went to Porterville College and
34:19
I played basketball basketball
34:20
team over there in 1983 or 84.
34:23
I don’t remember the exact year
34:24
I I’ll look it up and and give
34:26
you the exact year but I went
34:28
and stayed with a friend of
34:31
mine’s brother. His name is
34:32
mister long and I stayed there
34:35
5 months paid rent there.
34:37
after. I left porterville. I
34:42
went to my grandmother’s house
34:43
for 6 months and from that
34:46
point, I joined the United
34:48
States Navy, so I was in San
34:50
Diego and the acoustic Japan
34:52
for 3 years. when I got out, I
34:55
was in Treasure Island for 3
34:57
months normally take you like 3
34:58
days to process out of the
35:00
military took me 3 months
35:02
because when I got out of when
35:06
I got processed out in Japan, I
35:08
got processed out from the
35:10
bricks see I had a issue with
35:12
some money that was owed to me
35:14
and people wouldn’t pay me and
35:15
you know I don’t. Take Kylie
35:18
the people who owe me money, so
35:19
I was kind of like beating up
35:20
people and threatening and I
35:22
got thrown in the brick so when
35:23
I got out of the brick after a
35:25
servant, five and a half
35:26
months. I went to the package
35:29
store and I got me a bottle of.
35:32
scotch and before I even got on
35:34
the plane I was drunk and I had
35:37
my fire with me and I lost the
35:38
fire somewhere between. Japan
35:42
and San Francisco, California
35:44
on a plane. I don’t know how we
35:45
lost it. I don’t know how I
35:46
lost it. So I had to stay on
35:49
the base for 3 months until
35:51
they recreated my file from
35:53
there. I went to Sacramento,
35:56
California for 3 years and in
35:59
between the 3 years of
36:00
Sacramento, I had a live-in
36:04
caregiver position. I worked in
36:05
a group home with these young
36:07
men and I stayed in Stockton
36:08
for 3 months.
36:14
Had did some shenanigans in the
36:15
3 years in Sacramento, one time
36:18
on the way back from Stockton
36:21
got pulled over by the Highway
36:22
Patrol had a warrant had to go
36:25
to the pokey. again in
36:28
Sacramento had to do I don’t
36:29
know maybe 2 months two and a
36:31
half months it was for you
36:34
know, I always thought that I
36:35
me and the bank always had an
36:37
issue with when I had a
36:39
checking account, you know the
36:40
bank always said I had less. In
36:43
my account, then I knew I had
36:45
so.
36:49
III always live like as long as
36:50
I have checks I have money so
36:53
you know me and the bank had a
36:54
little issue had to go to
36:57
Sacramento’s Crossbar Hotel for
37:01
a couple months and once I did
37:04
that I went to my grandmother’s
37:06
house again. this time, I was
37:08
only there. 3 months you see I
37:09
was getting shorter the time
37:11
I’m staying at my grandma’s
37:12
house because my grandmother
37:14
didn’t care how old I was, she
37:16
thought the same rules applied
37:18
to have your **** in this house
37:20
by eleven no in and. Don’t be
37:22
using my phone you ain’t
37:24
bringing nobody in here and
37:26
whatever money you got give me
37:28
some of it. That’s how I went
37:32
in my grandmother’s house every
37:32
time so plus I was when I got
37:36
to my grandmother’s house from
37:37
the Sacramento Stockton and the
37:39
and the money shenanigans I was
37:42
at the tail end of a three and
37:44
a half year. run unsuccessful
37:47
run with. cocaine so it was a
37:53
pivot and I pivoted I didn’t
37:56
pivot into you know a nice soft
37:58
cushy bed. I didn’t pivot into
38:00
a nice soft, You know a
38:03
protected program or anything I
38:05
pivoted into downtown Los
38:08
Angeles on skid row. That’s
38:11
what I pivoted to. I pivoted
38:13
there for 7 months 44 days of
38:15
that 7 months was in the Los
38:18
Angeles County Bar Hotel. I.
38:24
was attempting to be a street
38:27
side pharmaceutical
38:29
representative in a hotel and
38:32
gave some. illicit substance to
38:35
an undercover police officer
38:37
who I thought was a street
38:40
Walker and yeah, I got busted
38:42
and went to. 44 days they
38:47
attempted to scare me with a
38:48
plead of 2 years 3 years 4
38:50
years, and I was like no no no
38:52
ended up getting drug diversion
38:55
and I had to I had to complete
38:58
a program. and pay a fine. I
39:02
had a year to do all of this. I
39:06
transitioned from there to
39:08
Lynwood California for a year
39:09
for the recovery I moved to
39:11
North Long Beach for 2 years I
39:13
was in Compton in Lynnwood for
39:15
3 months. I’m. To Lakewood
39:18
California for a year, Norwalk
39:21
California for 2 years back to
39:22
Compton back to long Beach Long
39:25
Beach, California, was the
39:26
longest stretch I had as far as
39:29
in one spot in in in one
39:31
apartment was in long Beach
39:33
California that was for 8 years
39:35
after that, I moved to
39:37
Fullerton for 3 months. La
39:39
Mirada for 8 months Los Angeles
39:42
for 2 months Compton again for
39:45
a few months, Paris California
39:47
for a year. Back to Compton to
39:52
Hayward, California. for 8
39:54
months from Hayward, California
39:57
here to Las Vegas for about a
39:58
year and then to to Temecula
40:01
for 2 months and then Tulare
40:03
California again for 2 months
40:05
and then back to Temecula for
40:06
about a week and then bam back
40:09
to Las Vegas. That’s thirty-two
40:12
places that I have lived.
40:16
That’s that that’s the where
40:18
that. Where. As you guys can
40:22
see from the where I don’t have
40:23
an issue with moving around,
40:26
I’m not. Beholding to anyone,
40:32
I’m not sentimental about
40:33
nowhere. I’m I’m grateful for
40:36
where I am currently and that’s
40:38
how I think about things.
40:40
That’s the where now I I’m
40:44
going to get into the whys of a
40:48
few of these I got into why I
40:50
had to leave my own place
40:52
behind Taco Bell because I
40:53
didn’t pay the rent. II didn’t
40:56
get into so why I had to go. I
41:00
landed on skid row and pivoted
41:02
after 3 months in my
41:03
grandmother’s house because she
41:04
was tired of my **** That’s why
41:07
and she locked. she put
41:09
everything I had outside the
41:11
door and hand me a sandwich and
41:14
said, Get out of here. come
41:15
back when you are in your right
41:16
mind. That’s why that’s why I
41:20
landed on skid row for 7
41:22
months. why I landed in
41:25
recovery. Well, I got out of
41:27
jail and it was part of the
41:28
condition of. To make sure I
41:30
didn’t have it on my record had
41:32
I had the charge on my record.
41:35
that was pending, I would have
41:38
never done any of the things I
41:39
did in corporate America never
41:41
advanced in any of the ways
41:43
that I did advance. I just
41:44
wouldn’t even have the
41:45
opportunity so yeah, I’m you
41:49
know there’s some unsuccessful
41:52
relationships. Those are some
41:55
of the whys.
41:59
Errors in judgment some of the
42:03
wise. anybody got a list like
42:06
me anybody on their way to
42:08
build a list like me I got a
42:12
long list. I definitely have a.
42:17
Do you understand the whys
42:19
right? I’ve had it since I was
42:22
little. I’ve lived a lot of
42:25
places you know sometimes
42:27
sometimes. you you know you.
42:33
leave for your sanity.
42:39
Yeah, you know I I’ve I’ve said
42:42
this many times and I get the
42:44
same reaction. especially when
42:48
I say it to a group if you are
42:51
living somewhere. that is
42:55
oppressive that is toxic that
42:58
is unhealthy.
43:02
Oh, it’s not that easy. Yeah.
43:03
it is you just get up and go
43:07
just go just go. if if if your
43:11
health. depended upon it would
43:15
you be concerned about? Oh, I
43:18
got all this stuff if if your
43:20
doctor if you’re a doctor, the
43:23
one you trust. Told you that if
43:26
you do not move, you’ll be dead
43:29
in a week. Would you be sitting
43:31
there? talking about? Oh my
43:32
gosh. I gotta get a truck and
43:34
all this to and I wonder who’s
43:35
going to help me pack and would
43:37
you be thinking about that or
43:38
would you be moving your ****
43:41
The second one. he tell me if I
43:45
don’t move in a week, week, I’m
43:46
going, bouncing I’m bouncing
43:48
from his office. I might not
43:50
even go back. I might go grab
43:53
my computer and some underwear
43:55
and be out.
43:59
The why the whys are more
44:01
important, it don’t matter how
44:02
how many of these these places
44:05
I didn’t listen. I didn’t list
44:06
any of the times when I was.
44:10
Shelter Challenge. I’ve never
44:11
said I was homeless because as
44:13
long as I’m alive, you know,
44:15
I’m a soul being and I got a
44:17
home inside of here. so I’m
44:18
never homeless, but I’ve been
44:20
sheltered challenged and every
44:22
time it wasn’t because of a bad
44:24
decision twice was because of a
44:26
bad decision, but I’ve been
44:27
sheltered challenged by choice
44:29
a couple of times and it was
44:32
rather lovely. I spent a rather
44:34
lovely 6 months camping out and
44:37
living at the American River in
44:40
Sacramento, California Sure
44:41
did. It was it was a eye
44:44
opening experience man so but
44:47
II knew the why I knew the why
44:49
it was also at the beginning of
44:52
my first Saturn return so II
44:54
get it too. I get it and I know
44:56
a pivot came at the end of that
44:59
Saturn return the beginning of
45:00
it. I stepped away from a
45:03
situation. a job. a
45:07
relationship that everybody was
45:09
saying, Oh, my god, you’re just
45:11
having it perfect. No, I don’t.
45:15
No, I don’t if if you could be
45:17
inside of me, you would know
45:18
that this is not perfect. This
45:20
is the most imperfect because I
45:22
was forcing myself to get in
45:24
that that I’m a I’m a square
45:27
peg and I’m I was forcing
45:29
myself to get in that small
45:30
**** round hole of society, the
45:32
society had deemed you know.
45:36
these are the these are the
45:37
things you have to do in order
45:38
to be considered.
45:42
Grown **** man you got a job
45:45
you this this you’re in a
45:47
relationship with one woman you
45:48
did it and you know all of this
45:50
stuff you know. and your job is
45:55
honest and you know you yeah
45:57
all of that all of that stuff
45:59
and at the soul level, all of
46:02
that didn’t really appeal to. I
46:07
was you know, II was never
46:10
really. good at just
46:13
relinquishing my freedom to
46:15
anybody That’s why I didn’t
46:18
finish my full enlistment in
46:21
the military. I wasn’t good at
46:23
it and once I got there and and
46:24
I knew I couldn’t go. Yeah. no,
46:26
I was doing everything I could
46:28
to express my freedom and push
46:30
the envelope, but there’s you
46:31
can’t push the envelope in in
46:33
the United States. military.
46:35
Yeah, they got a clear concise
46:38
rules and regulations and you
46:39
go over those rules and
46:40
regulations, and they got a
46:41
place. And I ended up in that
46:44
place for me. The why why why
46:47
did I why did I go to the to
46:50
the to the Navy? Why didn’t I
46:51
stay in and finish one more
46:55
semester? I would have enough
46:56
credits for a bachelor’s
46:56
degree. Why did I not do that?
46:59
What what was my motivation?
47:00
What what chased me? to
47:04
something you know? we’re we’re
47:06
you know somebody’s famous once
47:07
said, We’re always running from
47:10
something in the middle of it
47:11
or running through it. We’re in
47:12
in in the beginning, middle or
47:14
end of something our life. Is
47:16
full of that repetitive cycle.
47:18
You know, we’re starting
47:19
something in the middle of it
47:20
or we’re ending it and it’s
47:22
just vicious. What are some of
47:24
the reasons why we’ve moved? It
47:27
doesn’t matter the wars. What
47:28
are some of the reasons why you
47:31
ever get some air and it was a
47:34
big mac and a large fry when
47:37
you ordered it. But when you
47:39
got there, it was a bean
47:41
burrito and. glass of water.
47:48
Somebody promised you. This and
47:52
this and this or you didn’t you
47:54
know you didn’t got hooked up
47:55
with the representative and
47:57
then yeah you get pulled in and
48:00
then the the mask come off and
48:02
you can be like, Oh why you
48:05
don’t be thinking about where
48:07
you are at that moment. the
48:09
first thing you’ll be asking
48:10
yourself is why. Why so where
48:17
have you lived? Why have we
48:19
lived where we lived? mm hmm.
48:26
Yeah, anybody want to do
48:27
anything anybody want to say
48:29
something usually when I moved
48:30
to a place. it was for someone
48:36
else. whether it was my child
48:38
to give him the experience of
48:40
going to a school for the deaf,
48:42
whether it’s because I got
48:44
married and moved to a place.
48:51
Or maybe the significant other
48:53
at that time was going to
48:54
school in that place. So there
48:55
I went this is the first time
48:58
that I’ve moved to a place for
48:59
me and don’t it feel good. Oh
49:02
man it feels wonderful.
49:06
go ahead.
49:06
I know you got
49:07
something to chime in with this
49:09
one. Honey bee go ahead. I grew
49:13
up in a military family so I
49:15
was in I was in the military
49:17
brat for the beginning stages
49:18
of my life, but afterwards I.
49:21
In my adulthood, you know, I
49:24
was taking care of my mother,
49:26
the majority of my 20s until
49:27
she passed away and that was a
49:30
really challenging experience,
49:31
so I will move out there to
49:33
take care of her and then I
49:34
will keep running into issues
49:37
with her. I don’t I don’t know
49:38
if any of y’all ever like took
49:40
care of an elderly person that
49:43
is dealing with something as
49:45
serious as cancer. and then
49:47
it’s like addictions on top of
49:50
the the cancer growth and.
49:53
Leads to a lot of anger so I
49:55
couldn’t deal with the abuse
49:57
that was coming with it, but
49:58
also couldn’t deal with her
49:59
going through it on her own. so
50:00
I was like back and forth
50:01
should I stay or should I go.
50:02
I’m going to go. I’m going to
50:03
go back. I’m going to go. I’m
50:04
going to go back so that was
50:06
that was my why a lot of times.
50:09
and you see that not only did
50:12
that put a physical toil on
50:14
you, but it affected you
50:15
mentally and emotionally as
50:17
well all it, you know so you’re
50:20
dealing with all three of
50:21
themselves and they’re all in
50:22
conflicts and they’re all
50:24
attempting to get your
50:25
attention probably had. Had a
50:28
physical things going on with
50:29
your body and you’re like
50:30
what’s I ain’t never had this
50:32
happen yet your body was like,
50:33
hey girl. Hey. hey. hey, hey
50:34
hey. I actually like you you
50:38
know because really emphatic a
50:40
lot of times when she would
50:42
deal with something like there
50:44
are instances where she could
50:46
taste certain things like she
50:48
would taste metal in her mouth.
50:49
Mm hmm, and she couldn’t really
50:51
explain the taste that she was
50:52
tasting and I could taste it
50:53
too. and I knew exactly what it
50:55
was whenever she was to get
50:56
like a new symptom, I would get
50:58
that so I had to like I would
51:00
feel it for like a couple of
51:02
minutes and then it will go
51:04
away and so I. At intuitively
51:07
knew what she was dealing with
51:09
and I couldn’t always explain
51:10
it to her, Although II think
51:13
she knew. A lot of her actions
51:17
show that she knew but that was
51:19
a major challenge. I was
51:21
dealing with as well and I
51:23
didn’t know how to how to show
51:25
myself from it. Well, you know
51:29
we get ourselves. in these
51:34
situations. Some we take on
51:36
ourselves some are given to us.
51:40
You know we never really know
51:42
the full extent of it until we
51:44
get there. And because of your
51:49
essence honeybee because of
51:50
your nature and because of just
51:52
how you’re made up, you know
51:54
know you’re a nurturer and a
51:56
caregiver.
51:59
And you will neglect yourself
52:01
for the sake of someone else,
52:03
especially if they’re. of of
52:06
bad health or or a lesser
52:09
stationed in you. So you know
52:11
you you really really have to
52:14
be careful in the area of of
52:18
attachments and you have to be
52:20
really clear in the the area of
52:22
setting boundaries. I’m working
52:25
on it. I’m doing I know you’re.
52:30
I’m just you know, I’m not you
52:33
know and again the why we live.
52:39
currently or or how we
52:41
previously have left lived It’s
52:44
just as much more important
52:45
than the where the where we
52:48
live is normally determined by
52:50
that financial self whatever
52:52
the financial self can afford,
52:54
it’s pretty much that’s going
52:56
to be the. Or if it’s if it’s a
52:59
particular city or
53:01
neighborhood. you know the the
53:04
the. That is really secondary
53:09
to the why because it’s the why
53:11
it’s the why that motivates us
53:14
to make the move. It’s the why
53:15
you know you you you can be.
53:20
living
53:20
in AAA drug infested
53:22
area and you have a little kids
53:24
and and you want your children
53:26
in a safer environment so that
53:27
could be your why for moving
53:30
you want to move. Maybe you you
53:32
don’t like the quality of the
53:33
school that your kids are going
53:35
to that could be a reason why
53:36
you move. You know maybe you’re
53:41
you’re empty Nester now and you
53:42
know the kids are gone and the
53:44
house is too big and you’re
53:46
ready to downsize and that will
53:47
be the reason why you move all
53:50
manner of the reason why you
53:51
move your income could change
53:52
you up or down and that could
53:53
be the reason why you move you
53:55
know it just depends it just
53:58
depends so. be mindful of the
54:02
why take. take into
54:05
consideration your why first.
54:08
then. Where now I really want
54:11
to talk about this other part
54:13
of this because where we live,
54:16
you know people get. people
54:21
judge and and and and put you
54:22
in a class or put you in in a
54:25
group because of where you
54:26
live. why you live a personal
54:29
reasons that a lot of people
54:30
outside of yourself really
54:33
have. really never really know
54:35
unless you just open up to
54:37
somebody and tell them this,
54:37
you know. Some issues they do
54:40
know like about the schooling
54:41
or the safety issues, but some
54:43
issues they may not know about.
54:46
what I want to talk about now
54:47
is how you live currently. Are
54:54
you living a master Self
54:58
lifestyle? Are you living a
54:59
high-flying? This lifestyle?
55:00
Are you living AAA high side
55:05
lifestyle? or are you living
55:08
low?
55:11
Are you in between? Do you
55:13
float between Eyesight Low high
55:15
low high Do you? get to the
55:18
high side and stay up in here
55:19
and then have a blip and then
55:21
come back blip. Come back.
55:23
That’s kind of me. I’m mostly
55:24
high side and then I have a
55:27
blip blip.
55:31
I’m I’m purposeful. I’m I’m
55:33
mindful of it. IIII have found
55:36
out recently that I’m I’m not
55:39
as over. certain things that as
55:44
I thought I was. and that and
55:49
that’s okay that’s growth
55:51
because you know had had the
55:53
situation that presented
55:55
itself. First. I wouldn’t have
55:56
known that I’m still you know
55:59
dealing with that right.
56:02
Secondly, I’m grateful for the
56:04
growth that in that area that
56:06
has transpired because you know
56:09
a couple years ago and and
56:10
y’all would have been watching
56:11
me getting pulled out of
56:14
somewhere with some handcuffs
56:16
on because he would I would’ve
56:18
just went there. II would’ve
56:21
smacked first and then ask
56:23
questions I would’ve I would’ve
56:25
struck out first and then I
56:26
would say What’d you say after
56:29
while you’re on the floor and
56:30
your teeth is coming out your
56:31
mouth. Yeah I. Hit you first.
56:35
and then I would ask you what’s
56:37
going on so there there has
56:39
been growth there has been
56:41
growth in that, but it’s the
56:42
how I live now. First of all I
56:45
don’t live.
56:48
Thinking I
56:48
don’t live in a in a
56:50
in a state of fear. I’m not
56:52
afraid of anything. I’m not
56:54
afraid of. Nothing. I’m not
56:58
afraid of none of the political
57:00
stuff that they’re talking
57:01
about. I’m not afraid of my
57:03
rights being taken away. I’m
57:05
not afraid of my gun being
57:08
taken away. I’m not afraid of
57:11
none of that horse hockey that
57:13
they talk about. I’m not afraid
57:15
of that I live in fear I don’t
57:18
live in a state of lack or
57:21
limitation IIII believe that I
57:25
am. And abundantly wealthy yes,
57:30
and I live that way I’d live an
57:34
abundant and a wealthy
57:36
lifestyle. within. my financial
57:41
budget. Y’all catch that part
57:44
mm hmm. Yes. I am abundantly
57:48
wealthy. within my budget. And
57:53
I don’t care what society deems
57:56
as wealth. and abundance.
57:59
society can eat two fresh bags
58:01
and you know as far as I’m
58:03
concerned I am abundantly
58:07
wealthy. see I don’t have a
58:09
when I do affirmations about I
58:11
don’t even do affirmations
58:13
about money because it’s money
58:14
is a is a energy. It’s a energy
58:17
yes, and it’s a cycle to money
58:19
and once you understand the
58:20
energy of money and the cycle
58:22
of money cycles come in and
58:24
cycles go out. Cycles go up and
58:27
cycles go down cycles begin and
58:29
cycles in and once you
58:31
understand that and get into a
58:33
better frequency with your own
58:37
cycle of money, then you’ll
58:39
never worry about a lack of it
58:42
ever again.
58:45
Ever again I have found my
58:49
life, I took my grandfather’s
58:50
advice. He used to tell me all
58:51
the time so find your lot in
58:53
life and live the best in it.
58:55
That means find where you fit
58:57
in the grand scheme of things
58:59
and live the best in it I found
59:01
where I sit and I’m living
59:03
good.
59:06
Living real good whenever I
59:08
want to eat me a USDA prime
59:11
steak, I got a bunch of them in
59:13
the freezer drive a vehicle
59:16
that is commiserate to my
59:19
stature. I live well within my
59:24
financial budget. That’s how I
59:27
live. I don’t go around looking
59:30
for confrontations. I don’t go
59:32
around looking for fights. I
59:33
don’t go around looking for
59:34
trouble and I no longer affirm
59:36
that if trouble comes to me and
59:38
stops, I let trouble walk past
59:40
me all the time now. Mm hmm.
59:44
you have to. I let fights just
59:47
go on by all the time now
59:50
because. It’s more important to
59:53
me to stay on the high flying
59:55
disc as a good friend used to
59:56
always tell me that’s number
59:58
one number two. I’m not going
59:59
to do anything that’s going to
60:01
throw my liberty and freedom in
60:03
jeopardy and if I go out
60:05
hitting people with my fist,
60:07
then there’s a good chance that
60:09
they’re going to call the
60:11
authorities and the last time I
60:12
checked hitting somebody with
60:13
my fists assault. and and the
60:17
tenor and the temperature and
60:19
how stuff is going on in
60:20
society right now, I damn sure
60:22
don’t want the cops come
60:23
messing with me about some
60:24
assault.
60:29
I’m just being real so I don’t
60:31
live. I don’t go anywhere. that
60:34
that type of vibe is is taking
60:37
place. I don’t associate with
60:39
people who live that type of
60:41
lifestyle and and ascribe to
60:44
those things and I do not give
60:46
my energy to any of those
60:49
things. So I’m good. That’s how
60:52
I live. you know I stayed to
60:54
myself, you know last year when
60:57
COVID first hit and they about
60:58
social distancing, stay six
60:59
feet away from. I’ve been
61:01
social distancing since 2020.
61:05
Right I’ve been getting away
61:07
from people since 2012, I don’t
61:09
want to be around a bunch of
61:10
people. I’m good. Yeah. So
61:14
that’s how I live. you know I
61:17
don’t purposely go out of my
61:18
way to screw over anybody. I
61:21
don’t purposely go out of my
61:23
way to gouging anybody You know
61:26
what I offer as far as services
61:28
to anybody who who inquires
61:30
about services. I give them a
61:31
lot of fair and equitable
61:33
price. I don’t gouge you or
61:34
nothing like that I don’t.
61:38
That’s but that’s how I live
61:41
There have been times that I’ve
61:43
lived when I was in Compton, I
61:45
had to live how the the nature
61:47
of Compton was you know. I mean
61:50
anybody seen any of the videos
61:51
from from the late 80s early
61:54
90s. Yeah, That’s just it. They
61:56
cleaned it up for the video. mm
61:58
hmm. They they cleaned it up
62:00
for the video. Yeah. Yeah. so
62:05
and and and and again, you know
62:06
I haven’t always been I haven’t
62:08
always earned money. according
62:11
to what the law said was legal.
62:18
So you know when I was living
62:20
that way I had to live how I
62:23
was living that way and it was
62:25
a whole different. You know
62:26
that guy the street side
62:30
pharmaceutical representative
62:30
was damn sure different than
62:32
the corporate guy.
62:36
Same mindset, though, when I
62:38
got to corporate, I found out
62:39
that when I got to corporate
62:40
the the corporations was just a
62:42
big drug dealers that they was
62:44
the dudes that they were the
62:46
ones that I was getting the big
62:47
packages from like Corporations
62:49
III figured it out that it
62:51
wasn’t much difference between
62:52
corporate America and the drug
62:54
game, not really that much of a
62:56
difference as far as the
62:58
politics and the inner
62:58
workings. We’ll be in these
63:02
offices and have no clue what
63:04
the CEO is up up there
63:06
negotiating and who he’s
63:07
negotiating with and where your
63:08
products is coming from and who
63:10
is manufacturing your stuff. We
63:12
just be sitting in there and
63:13
we’ll be selling their stuff
63:15
and collecting their money and
63:16
answering their phones and we
63:18
have no clue who we are
63:20
attached to. None.
63:26
How you live is how people are
63:29
going to judge you. Most folks
63:32
ain’t going to know why most
63:33
people didn’t know why I was
63:34
selling dope.
63:39
I did. That wasn’t something
63:43
that I was really willing to
63:45
express to people. You know
63:46
what I mean. How I was living
63:50
was how I was judged how you’re
63:53
living now. is how you’re
63:55
judged.
63:59
You okay with the judgment,
64:01
it’s not coming from me or from
64:04
yourself it’s coming from from
64:05
folks outside. Think about what
64:08
somebody outside of you. What
64:11
do they see? when when it’s
64:15
concerning how you live.
64:20
Are you always well put
64:21
together? Are you always?
64:25
seemingly?
64:29
with everything going on right?
64:30
Never rust never in a hurry?
64:32
Never frazzled always like
64:33
right on time or is your life
64:37
chaotic and frazzled and messy
64:39
and
64:43
What’s inside of your car? look
64:45
like?
64:49
Tell me a lot about your life.
64:52
mm hmm.
64:56
How we live. Is what people.
65:01
just buy. Right or wrong, fair
65:06
or unfair good or bad. How we
65:13
live how we how are we living?
65:14
How how how are we living you
65:17
you you would be alright to.
65:26
If you found out today that for
65:29
the past 30 days, there’s been
65:31
a hidden camera in your house.
65:37
Would you be okay?
65:43
I’m going to be mad because
65:44
it’s a hidden camera in my
65:45
house. Okay. Honey bee. You
65:47
know what I’m saying. I mean
65:50
for real. I’m being real. I’ve
65:54
II used to say this all the
65:55
time, especially when I when I
65:57
was slinging. kool-aid at them
66:02
churches that you know, show me
66:05
your show me your cable bill.
66:09
and that’ll show me what type
66:10
of movies and stuff you you
66:12
rent show me your bill your
66:14
your pay-per-view bill Show me
66:16
your bank statement that let me
66:17
know where you spend your money
66:18
at show me what you do behind
66:21
the closed door when you don’t
66:22
think nobody else is at home mm
66:24
hmm. Good teacher. You gotta
66:30
got a hidden camera that’s been
66:31
following you for 30 days you
66:35
okay for them to to play the
66:37
play the tape or you want to
66:38
edit it first. I’m cool they
66:43
can play my take. How we live
66:49
is how people judge us.
66:54
My list is is is pretty long
66:56
and it ain’t done because I
66:58
know there’s a few places that
66:59
I’m going to live. I’m going to
67:01
get mailed and I’m going to pay
67:02
rent at or own. before it’s all
67:06
said and done so the the. The
67:11
why for me are still yet to be
67:14
developed.
67:17
The where I’ve long taking my
67:21
hands off of destinations and
67:24
outcomes. I’m I’m a person that
67:26
I do things I get assignments I
67:28
get cosmic and divine
67:29
assignments mm hmm, and because
67:32
of that I have to go where I am
67:34
sent so I never worry about the
67:38
destination. I just go where
67:40
I’m told to go and it’s always
67:43
good. ultimately always good.
67:48
So, I find that a lot of my
67:51
moves have been. fruitful, They
67:55
have been good. even though
67:58
some of the relationships were
68:00
Carmen. but absolutely
68:03
experiences that were created
68:06
were very good. Absolutely
68:08
because I stayed in integrity.
68:11
Absolutely absolutely look you
68:12
guys know I’m going to say this
68:14
that I’m the sum total of
68:16
everything I’ve done since I
68:18
split my mom’s. why all the way
68:19
up until this very moment the
68:22
good the bad the ugly and the
68:24
unexpected and. regardless.
68:27
List of what anybody who’s who
68:29
could have seen every day of my
68:31
life up until now say I
68:34
wouldn’t change one thing.
68:37
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I wouldn’t I
68:40
wouldn’t. me and me and my
68:43
roommate we were we were
68:44
talking a few weeks ago and you
68:47
know you know this question
68:49
comes in many forms of if you
68:52
can know what you know now what
68:54
age would you go back to and
68:55
you know folks. Twenty-one
69:01
We’re both we both looked at
69:02
each other and we were like no.
69:03
I think I would go to like
69:06
Thirty-five, maybe
69:06
thirty-seven. Yeah, forget them
69:09
20s man. I’m even knowing what
69:11
I know now I wouldn’t want to
69:12
go through my 20s again. No.
69:14
I’m good. I’m cool with that
69:16
one. but yes everything that I
69:19
you know all of the all of the
69:22
bad you know and good and bad
69:25
is relative. so good and bad on
69:27
the extreme opposites of
69:29
something in the middle.
69:31
Behavior. and good behavior is
69:35
relative just like bad behavior
69:38
is relative. It’s it’s it’s all
69:40
about how you perceive it. So I
69:45
would say that. All of the
69:48
situations that I found myself
69:49
in. haven’t necessarily been
69:52
bad, the most of them have been
69:55
unexpected. every one of them
69:57
have been a lesson. I never. I
70:04
win or I learn and grow.
70:09
There’s no losses, I don’t take
70:10
any losses II either win or I
70:13
learn and grow so you know I’m
70:16
grateful for. I’m grateful for
70:18
who I am now I don’t kick
70:20
myself in the teas for why
70:21
didn’t I do this when I was in
70:22
my 20s? Well, I wasn’t ready
70:24
for it. No. I’m not do it in
70:25
the I wasn’t ready then and
70:27
then I wasn’t ready. then I’m
70:28
ready now and I’m grateful now
70:31
and I’m staying here in the now
70:33
and and had it not been for all
70:35
of that. I wouldn’t be the
70:36
fullness of who I am today and
70:37
I’m grateful. For my fullness
70:40
so I want everybody to to
70:44
really really really focusing
70:45
on your why. why you live.
70:50
Where and how where you live
70:53
and then you’re how how you how
70:55
you are living where you
70:57
currently are at how you’re
70:59
living tells a lot about the
71:02
the condition and frequency of
71:05
your soul. It does how soul
71:08
vibrates. That’s how your whole
71:11
place vibrates. And if you
71:14
don’t think. there’s vibration
71:17
and everything I just got a new
71:19
comforter. The color of the
71:23
comforter when I put it on the
71:25
bed, it just changed the whole
71:27
vibration of the room. Whole
71:30
vibration changed.
71:33
It’s
71:33
a darker color than the
71:35
comforter that I had, but the
71:37
room is lighter if you can
71:39
understand what I mean. the
71:42
room the vibration and
71:44
frequency is lighter The actual
71:47
lighting is lighter and the
71:49
comforter is darker. That’s
71:50
interesting. You say that
71:52
because it’s the exact same
71:54
thing for me, yes. It’s exactly
71:58
the same. So there’s power and
72:03
frequency there’s power in
72:05
vibration power in colors and
72:07
there’s power in the change.
72:10
embrace the change embrace it.
72:12
I’m going to. get us prepared
72:15
for the full moon If you guys
72:18
give me one quick second, I’m
72:20
going to get the time the exact
72:23
time that we will be.
72:30
Gathering for the full moon. on
72:33
Monday. just wait real quick, I
72:36
gotta change something here
72:38
today is the 24th all day long
72:41
right. twenty-fourth and we
72:43
want to go fifth 27.
72:51
So this full moon is going to
72:53
be in Scorpio Scorpio. Energy
72:59
is in intense. for those that.
73:06
lemons are you still on the
73:07
call. Yeah, I’m still here
73:11
limits. Will you while I’m
73:12
getting this together? when you
73:13
talk to us about Scorpio
73:15
energies and what what the full
73:19
moon coming full moon is going
73:21
to have for us as I’m as I’m
73:23
looking for the exact time. Oh
73:25
wow, I know I put you on the
73:27
spot didn’t I. yeah you did but
73:31
it’s okay. It’s okay, one of
73:34
the biggest things I was
73:35
looking at Refilling was this
73:37
Mars and cancers that I just
73:39
started and that’s what I’m
73:40
trying with this Scorpio moon.
73:45
How like it is going to be like
73:48
us having the new not change
73:49
where that’s going to start
73:50
happening? I think next winter
73:53
the nose will change or after
73:56
and it’s like this is like to
73:58
me. I see this as like a
73:59
precursor of things we’re going
74:00
to be working on during that.
74:02
not change. Yes and what’s to
74:04
happen and this like the
74:06
Initiation of that emotional
74:08
story that’s going to come
74:09
along with it because we gotta
74:09
we are emotionally attached to
74:12
the things that we do, but not
74:13
in the physical sense. mostly.
74:15
it’s more like a sense you’re
74:15
using your higher. Senses to
74:18
guide you in what direction
74:21
you’re going and how are you?
74:22
And and it’s because Scorpio
74:24
has evolved. It is a social
74:25
sign so it does have to do with
74:27
you know some form of
74:30
attachment there are other but
74:32
at the same time to it’s about
74:34
themselves. so again, I’m I
74:37
mean we’re all very familiar
74:38
with being biased from the
74:39
inside as well as the outside.
74:41
but then I feel like because
74:43
it’s the it’s it’s a Scorpio
74:45
full moon, which is not the
74:47
best place for. but then you
74:51
release that type of a way
74:53
that. It’s like all of that is
74:56
gone and it’s never coming back
74:58
so you get to move on, but you
75:00
know. not all transformation is
75:03
easy right, not all, especially
75:06
when it’s coming from a place
75:07
that’s hidden or like a deep
75:10
subconscious or a
75:11
psychological. thing that
75:14
you’ve always lived with that.
75:15
you are never felt you could
75:16
truly express to somebody and
75:18
they actually value it the way
75:19
that you do and the emotions
75:22
that come behind that is like
75:23
you being completely open and
75:24
vulnerable to something you’ve
75:26
never felt before. And getting
75:29
through that experience can be
75:32
kind of harsh but at the same
75:33
time we got a lot of Taurus
75:35
energy going on so we can still
75:37
get our ground and we can still
75:39
get our footing and move
75:40
through. but you know this is
75:41
just the beginning of something
75:43
way bigger. Absolutely. peak.
75:47
absolutely I would suggest that
75:50
they thank you lemons. I really
75:52
really appreciate it and I
75:53
would suggest to everybody on
75:54
this call and any of and let
75:57
your friends know and anybody
75:58
else you’re connected to right
75:59
now is. Is the time to let all
76:02
of that emotional BS go. when
76:06
it bubbles up and boils up or
76:08
even if it doesn’t bubble up,
76:10
You know the things that you’re
76:11
holding on to emotionally
76:13
right, you know the hurts that
76:14
you’re holding on to the slides
76:17
all of that get right them if
76:19
you have to in order to Self
76:22
acknowledge these once and for
76:23
all, write them all down on the
76:25
paper and then on this full
76:27
moon affirm to release them
76:29
and. Burned him and let him go.
76:34
This is for your freedom like
76:36
she said. What’s what’s to come
76:38
in the winter you better? Let
76:41
this junk go down I have a
76:43
question for you. Absolutely.
76:45
what what would you recommend
76:47
for people that have like
76:49
hidden? hidden? like things
76:54
they need to work on that they
76:56
have yet to realize about
76:58
themselves. They know it’s
76:59
something that they can’t
77:00
really pinpoint what it is and
77:02
they want to release whatever
77:03
that energy is like what would
77:04
you recommend for? I would
77:07
recommend the the breathing
77:10
exercise that we do at the
77:12
beginning of every one of these
77:14
calls I would recommend that
77:16
you extend that breathing
77:18
exercise out instead of.
77:22
starting with three breaths and
77:23
then do five and then seven
77:26
start with ten and fifteen and
77:28
twenty and go into a full
77:32
meditation prior to you going
77:34
into the meditation write down
77:36
on. Piece of paper and hold
77:38
this paper in your hands as you
77:40
begin to to do your breathing
77:42
and write down on a piece of
77:43
paper reveal all of the hidden
77:47
things I need to resolve and
77:52
just do that for do that. It’s
77:54
going to take you about three
77:55
and a half maybe 4 days of of
77:59
repetition in this meditation,
78:01
but you do that for three and a
78:03
half days and you’ll begin to
78:06
it will begin to unveil to you
78:07
in your sleep sequence in your
78:09
dreams you begin to. Things
78:12
that are hidden from you or or
78:14
or obscured by something else
78:16
that is positive in your life.
78:19
They’ll come they’ll come up in
78:21
front of you and you’ll be able
78:22
to deal with them and resolve
78:24
them. It’s funny to say that
78:26
because I was just about to say
78:28
something about the dream
78:29
because I’ll I’ll I’ll always
78:31
say something three times
78:32
before I go to sleep so I can
78:33
have to direct where I want my
78:36
energy to be looking at while
78:38
I’m sleeping. Yeah, absolutely
78:41
absolutely you have the power
78:41
to control what happens in your
78:45
sleep sequence. You have the
78:47
power to control it every
78:48
night. II, You Know, II say
78:51
when I say so my boys stole the
78:53
metatron show up and it’s me
78:55
and them too and we hang out
78:56
for. however long I’m. Even And
79:01
they’re constructing and we’re
79:04
collaborating and a lot of
79:05
times. We just shooting the
79:06
**** just talking because it’s
79:08
all me. It’s me in different
79:11
forms and from different
79:12
timeline. It’s me so I’m having
79:14
a conversation with my ascended
79:18
Masters and my angelic Self in
79:21
my higher self.
79:26
That’s pretty cool sequence, no
79:29
more nightmares. No more once I
79:31
locked in to them and locked
79:33
into that pattern. I could
79:35
sleep 8 hours No Problem II
79:37
don’t have to take no type of
79:39
narcotic, no type of ambient,
79:41
no type of I told Y’all what I
79:42
had to take on the last show
79:44
what I had to take just sleep.
79:46
Yeah once I locked in to to
79:49
them, which is me once I locked
79:52
into them us. Yeah, I had no
79:55
problem sleeping none.
80:05
What we need to do. what you
80:07
need to do is you control what
80:12
goes on in your dream? Have you
80:14
ever notice that you you ain’t
80:15
never saw yourself die in your
80:18
own dream.
80:23
I wonder why that is because
80:26
you control your dream man
80:28
nobody’s watching you die now
80:30
you probably seen yourself get
80:31
beat up or get hit or or get
80:34
chased and all of that, but you
80:36
never seen the. anybody seen
80:39
yourself die in a dream.
80:45
If they have, I would love to
80:47
talk to you. I’m showing love
80:50
to talk to you, you control you
80:52
can control your dreams just
80:54
by. saying some affirmations
80:57
right before you go to bed. do
81:00
anybody meditate before they go
81:02
to bed anybody breathe before
81:03
they go to bed or you just you
81:05
just turn off the TV or turn
81:07
off the computer and just hop
81:09
right on in there or is there a
81:11
process that you go through I
81:14
meditate I meditate.
81:17
absolutely. Yeah. yeah.
81:20
Absolutely. so what we want to
81:23
do you know what we want to do
81:26
we want to.
81:29
Take today take tomorrow. and
81:34
get in get in up close and
81:37
personal in the state part of
81:38
your emotions The Stanky part,
81:42
not the not the emotions that
81:44
are cool, not that you know
81:46
when you’re zooming and you’re
81:47
really happy for somebody and
81:48
you want to give him a hug and
81:50
you know that a kiss what I
81:52
call us all fake, Not that
81:53
part. I’m talking about the
81:55
stink part of your emotions
81:56
where you.
82:00
Where you’re disappointed?
82:02
where you feel slighted
82:04
rejected. disrespected.
82:10
well, I’ll tell you something
82:11
interesting. I’ve been doing
82:13
what I call trim the fat. Hey.
82:16
yeah, meaning if you got
82:18
spanked energy, you got dark
82:21
energy. I’m just trimming all
82:23
of that. I’m letting all that
82:24
go. I don’t want nobody around
82:26
me who’s not living in
82:28
integrity. Who’s who? Not.
82:31
character who all that energy
82:35
just I’m just trimming the fat
82:36
I’ve been deleting blocking and
82:40
getting rid of it. Absolutely
82:42
good good. I look. When the
82:47
calendar turns each month, you
82:50
know I’d I’d I’d I read my
82:54
horoscopes. I got a couple of
82:55
things that I read monthly. And
82:59
then there, there’s some things
83:01
that are weekly, but there’s
83:03
also an exercise I do when the
83:04
calendar swings over every
83:06
month too and between the two
83:09
networks that I have on social
83:10
media, I have more a little
83:12
more than 10 thousand people in
83:14
in in both networks combined
83:17
and every 30 days I go through
83:18
there and I’m deleting and
83:21
closing and unfriending and.
83:26
That’s every 30 days I purged I
83:29
purged if if if if it’s not if
83:31
it doesn’t align with and serve
83:35
my highest good and it doesn’t
83:38
positively affect my material
83:42
existence. I don’t have time
83:42
for it. As another question
83:47
kind of piggy backing off of I
83:49
didn’t see who made the comment
83:50
about trimming the fat but it’s
83:53
kind of in conjunction with
83:55
fats state meat. That was me
83:58
that was doctor or okay. Okay.
84:04
I’ve been trimming, but also
84:06
I’ve noticed like especially in
84:09
the past week alone literally
84:12
about seven people from my past
84:13
friends exes whoever like just
84:16
people from the past, have been
84:17
reaching out. so it’s more of a
84:19
question for like you are
84:20
lemons the astrologers on the
84:21
call is there a particular
84:24
reason why at this time doesn’t
84:26
have something to do with the
84:27
planets and the moon or
84:28
something why people are
84:28
reaching out right now well.
84:35
Venus Venus then cozied up in
84:39
Taurus Honey and yeah any if if
84:45
you are in your body. with
84:50
Uranus Uranus right, that’s
84:53
Bae. Yeah the same day right so
84:56
if you I’m talking to all of us
84:59
here if any of us here has.
85:03
Anyone’s the one that got away.
85:06
guess what they’re going to be
85:08
contacting you right now. it
85:10
don’t matter if that ain’t
85:12
nothing in retrograde. I’m
85:14
serious right because mercury
85:15
ain’t even in shadow yet
85:17
mercury mercury ain’t even in
85:18
the shadow. yet they ain’t they
85:20
ain’t even about to arrest your
85:21
grade, but still yeah, they
85:23
didn’t even got started yet
85:25
this little Venus Uranus
85:28
Taurus, You know Venus is at
85:30
home in Taurus. And tourists
85:34
only one that’s all they want
85:36
to do is love up something my
85:38
north node is in Taurus in the
85:40
first house. you just love up
85:42
something. So yeah, I’m feeling
85:46
this presence. I’m telling you
85:47
it is so strong. I’ve been
85:49
feeling it for like a week this
85:51
presence this whoever this is
85:54
it’s so strong and I don’t know
85:57
if it’s the one I’m waiting on
85:59
but I feel it so strongly you
86:02
can feel it. You can feel it
86:03
right now. you really really
86:05
can’t.
86:09
Those are those that have have
86:12
a relationship going on right
86:14
now that may be on this call or
86:16
or the bonds have tightened up
86:20
those that that we are the ones
86:22
that got away you’re getting
86:24
calls and texts and emails from
86:26
them. and if you I’m talking to
86:31
us on this line if you look at
86:34
yourself have somebody that you
86:36
if you got. One that got away
86:38
you calling them you texting
86:41
them you reaching out and
86:42
talking about. Hey, I’m just
86:43
checking on you to see how
86:45
you’re doing. you ain’t
86:47
checking you’re fishing. That’s
86:49
what you’re doing. Yeah. It’s
86:52
that time right now. It’s that
86:54
time. plus we’re getting ready
86:56
to to. head into in about
87:01
another month month and a half
87:02
we’re heading into eclipse
87:04
season and then soulmate season
87:06
so soulmate season is on its
87:07
way. That’s that’s the one I’m
87:10
waiting on my dreams. So when
87:13
is that soulmate season is on
87:15
its way. II can’t give you the
87:18
exact coordinate right now, but
87:21
yeah sometime middle Middle
87:25
June 1st Week of July til about
87:28
Labor Day. Yeah. Yeah, so be
87:32
prepared for that everyone and
87:36
those those double Aquarius
87:37
moons coming up. Yes. Yes, yes,
87:41
yes. Oh, it’s about to get lit
87:45
around here. Boy. it’s getting
87:47
ready to get lit. socially
87:50
politically and relationship
87:51
wise. It’s going to be lit.
87:55
Yeah. I get lit. For real for
88:00
real, just stick back just
88:01
stick around and and and and
88:04
and and watch as the as the
88:06
dynamics change and the and the
88:08
paradigm shifts, especially
88:09
this week coming especially
88:12
this week, It’s going to be a
88:13
fallout after this full moon in
88:15
Scorpio on Monday, it’s going
88:17
to be a fallout guaranteed
88:20
guaranteed guaranteed you’re
88:22
going to see more. that’s
88:25
Monday Tuesday and Wednesday
88:27
you’re going to see more
88:29
Outlander. Stuff from these
88:31
politicians, they’re going to
88:32
be they’re going to be talking
88:34
out the side of their neck from
88:35
the back of their neck at the
88:36
top of their head and at the
88:37
bottom of the **** they just
88:39
it’s going to be wild. What’s
88:41
going to be coming out and what
88:43
accusations and you did this
88:45
and you it’s going to be you
88:47
think it’s been crazy just wait
88:49
to like season. Yeah you just
88:51
wait you just wait till
88:54
starting tomorrow till about
88:56
Thursday all the next week.
88:57
It’s going to be gaslight.
88:58
It’s. Oh, I’m getting me some
89:02
extra popcorn because I’m going
89:03
to sit back and I’m going to
89:04
have it on the loop. I’m going
89:05
to be watching it and just
89:07
laughing. I know you are.
89:11
We
89:11
want to be thankful and
89:13
grateful. I’m so grateful for
89:15
everybody to show up today.
89:19
Doctor or.
89:23
Are the winner today? Of the
89:31
consultation, plus I owe you a
89:34
consultation anyway, so it kind
89:35
of worked out that kind of
89:37
worked out really great. So we
89:40
we will talk offline and we
89:42
will schedule. our our
89:46
consultation Joanne I will send
89:50
you out the. zoom link meeting
89:53
for ours. I still want to
89:55
confirm. 11 o’clock my time 12
89:58
o’clock your time tomorrow is
90:00
that correct.
90:05
Correct Okay, I will send that
90:06
out to you, give me about an
90:08
hour or so after we get off of
90:10
here, we’ll do that and then
90:12
doctor at we can talk. tomorrow
90:16
or. Monday. Okay, Okay, and
90:21
then we can set up for for you
90:23
and I wonderful before we
90:28
adjourn anybody got any
90:30
comments concerns complaints. I
90:32
just got in. Thank you. I’d
90:33
like to share. Thank you. Thank
90:34
you. Thank you. This is the
90:35
first time I’ve been able to
90:37
stay on the whole time so.
90:40
absolutely absolutely we will
90:42
be live for the full moon. on
90:46
Monday The full moon is at
90:47
eight. PM Pacific daylight
90:52
Time, which is 1131 eastern. so
90:56
we will be on for the full
90:58
moon, it will be no longer.
91:00
than sixteen it’ll be between
91:02
sixteen and 28 minutes. Okay.
91:06
We won’t be on all that we’re
91:08
going to have a ritual have
91:10
some affirmations and release
91:13
and then we’ll we’ll I’ll send
91:15
everybody outside to get the
91:17
final part, which is the burn
91:18
in the light. So it will only
91:22
it will only be you know
91:23
sixteen to 28 minutes long, the
91:26
total time that we will be
91:27
together so get your get you
91:29
know get into the stink part of
91:31
your emotions. And anything
91:35
you’re holding on to any any
91:37
slight any any of those things
91:39
that and what I mean by what
91:41
you’re holding on to if there’s
91:42
something that you can think
91:43
about that happened to you that
91:45
still makes you mad. That’s
91:47
what I’m talking about. I have
91:51
something yes and the young
91:54
lady. Jay Janet, that was.
91:58
yeah, I broke up my crystal box
92:02
huh I know she toxic. I told
92:05
you she’s toxic and a black
92:06
magician. I told you that don’t
92:08
deal with that, though, yeah,
92:10
but it’s if it’s still makes
92:13
you feel. some type of way now.
92:16
I’m talking about that really.
92:19
Doesn’t I’m going to deal with
92:20
it? No? no no. I’m being, I’m
92:22
saying, I’m saying this to
92:23
everybody. I’m you know. if you
92:27
if if you do if folks don’t
92:29
understand what I mean by. the
92:32
stink part of your emotions if
92:34
there’s a emotional situation
92:36
an emotional association or an
92:39
emotional endeavor that still
92:40
can piss you off today, let it
92:43
go. and that’s what I’m talking
92:45
about. That’s what I’m talking
92:47
about getting the writing them
92:49
down and get them ready. What’d
92:51
you say, Oh, I’m sorry. I’m
92:55
sorry my friend that y’all
92:56
don’t hear me, but then I
92:57
forgot to turn it off So that’s
93:00
that’s what we’re talking
93:01
about. So I feel like I’m kind
93:03
of like prepping myself.
93:06
Absolutely. Because it’s I feel
93:09
like I’m going through it in
93:11
my. Well, before I experienced
93:16
it because I feel like that’s
93:18
the part because I know I’m
93:19
going to be so deeper on a
93:21
connection to myself that
93:23
absolutely okay. He’s stronger
93:25
out under I see it absolutely,
93:28
I see it and I don’t have to
93:29
say nothing because I’m not
93:30
going to probably but I’m going
93:32
to feel it absolutely. but I
93:35
guarantee you those of us that
93:37
take the time to do this and be
93:39
ready for this full moon on
93:40
Monday and go through that
93:42
process of releasing. The best
93:47
version and the most authentic
93:49
version of yourself awaits you
93:50
on the other side, and that’s
93:52
that’s for real. that is for
93:55
real. Your evolution and your
93:58
ascension depends upon this so
94:00
be delivered and intentional
94:02
about all of this anybody else
94:04
got anything they’d like to
94:05
add.
94:09
Thank you, you’re you’re so
94:12
welcome. Thank you. thank you
94:13
for being. being ready when I
94:17
when I called your name. Thank
94:19
you for being ready. How much I
94:20
really really appreciate that?
94:22
Yeah, of course and. I do want
94:26
to share this with everyone
94:28
like everyone on the call,
94:30
especially women who just made
94:31
that statement like just be
94:34
patient with yourself and be
94:35
kind to yourself. don’t be too
94:36
hard on yourself in the
94:37
process. It’s not easy digging
94:42
up your stinks and facing it
94:44
head on, but those of us that
94:47
are able to do it like we have
94:49
a lot of beautiful days and
94:52
everything else to look forward
94:54
to in the process. So keep. In
94:56
mind as you’re dealing with it
94:58
and be kind to you. Most
95:01
importantly, always be kind to
95:03
yourself and be good to
95:05
yourself and if you get to
95:08
anything. in in any part of the
95:11
stanky part of you and if it
95:13
becomes overwhelming or just
95:15
too much just stop right there
95:16
and back up breathe. and affirm
95:20
that no matter what this is I
95:22
am greater than this fear. and
95:26
breathe again and then push
95:29
forward. push forward. The best
95:32
version of you and the most
95:33
authentic your most authentic
95:35
self awaits you it’s on right
95:37
on the other side of this
95:39
purging and this release.
95:41
again. I’m thankful for
95:43
everybody being here. This is
95:44
being on the sevens with Piper
95:46
Metatron where we awaken ascend
95:48
and expand. I’m thankful I’m
95:50
grateful we will be live at.
95:53
probably. eight.
95:58
8:08 PM Monday night We will be
96:02
live at 8:08 PM Monday night
96:05
for the Scorpio Full moon.
96:09
affirmations and release ritual
96:11
and then we’ll be again live
96:13
Tuesday at 4 o’clock with the
96:16
next installment of on the
96:18
sevens with pores Metatron. I’m
96:21
thankful and grateful for
96:21
everyone that has been here and
96:23
I’m grateful for the entire
96:25
audience. Those on the zoom
96:25
portion of it and those that
96:27
picked this up on Facebook.
96:29
know. Your master Self awaits
96:33
you and it’s only 88 steps
96:36
away. Thank you much bye for
96:39
now.
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